the way my knees buckled as soon as i saw that man in chap 1
im scared that i might marry a guy whos like my dad and grandfather. i feel like the same story repeated for my mom (grandfather was shit and now her husband is shit too). im just so scared that i might not somehow be able to break that cycle. its genuinely so scary.
dream job: always something that has to do with design. love love love design. i was obsessed with fashion design and then interior and then graphic.
current job: not so sure. maybe police or maybe something social services. i honestly have no clue just waiting until i finish postgrad
this is a sign. this update is a sign. may we all find love like them this year. amen
the first chapters made me go insane and triggered me so bad. i felt like i was again falling back into a spiral with an endless pit in my stomach. my god i swear if i was in noha’s place i wouldve committed a crime by then. i would fr kill that bastard ngl. i cant believe i read this
to actually stop being so fucking lazy. its holding me back from having so many opportunities. i could be an academic weapon if i wanted to if i finish essays wayy before deadline (currently 1 week left and only 200 words in) and actually stick to a routine omg it would be crazy. imagine waking up early go gym make breakfast get some morning readin......
the ML in fuck buddy. hes blonde. big body. hes clingy. hes so fucking hot when hes pissed and clenches his jaw. im frothing. literally my type fr fr
him taking off his shirt in 1st chap? i oogled too
why did red hair guy turn out like that? god this is so tragic. how i mean im not complaining about not liking the hottie but how can a person change that much
