I need one thing from this manhwa and I know I’m not gonna get it and it’s this “just because I’m cumming doesn’t mean I’m enjoying it” like..:.I hate this thinking. It’s why male victims of SA aren’t believed. Especially if they’ve been SA’s by their own partner. But I know I’m never gonna get this conversation out of this manhwa or any manhwa or manga. I have never seen this discussed in any capacity in any BL except for in A Cruel God Reigns and that was just briefly but it was a big reason about why the MC felt like he couldn’t ask for help iirc
I mean the manga is kind of already doing that because Kim Dan keeps saying he doesn't enjoy it and literally said that cumming is a natural physical reaction and not how he feels.
I just want them to explicitly state it OR have jaekyung actually realise. As in, JK a few chapters ago kept saying how much KD wanted him because he kept cumming. He still doesn’t get it and usually in manga the top never resolves this wrong thought. It’s just how it is. The plot moves on but they themselves don’t ever acknowledge how wrong they are about this specifically. It falls to the side.
Actually I thought of one manga that does discuss this. It’s hidoku shinaide (I forgot it even existed) I’ve been reading it for about 8 years and when it first came out the Ike is just raped and the seme does whatever under the belief that because he got hard he consented. Then couple years the seme actually apologises to the Uke for what he did because he comes to the realisation that when they first started having sex he never consented. It was rape every time and he had a whole arc about feeling sick because of this blah blah lol
I appreciate this story expressing the struggles of homosexuals but if you include a sexualised relationship between a high schooler and a pedophile is that not counterintuitive when one of the most common sources of hatred you hear against gays is that they’re all secretly pedophiles? Not to mention pedophilia has nothing to do with sexuality. They view children though fetishistic desire. The thing that bothers me the most is having a pedophile in the story may be realistic with as far as I know from personal experiences it’s very common to meet them online when you’re trying to have sex behind your parents back. They lurk in communities where they know adults won’t come to the rescue to face no repercussion. But all the sex scenes were heavily sexualised. The blushing, the spit and drool and huff huff atmosphere like why?? It just makes me think the author is super into that. And later on the characters acknowledge how illegal it is for a high schooler to make moves on a middle schooler but then say I guess not because you’re dating a pedophile??? So that one guy’s dad is a pedo that lusts after him and the dad regularly takes his family out to hot springs where he gets to be naked with his son alone????? And he just mentally screen records it to add to his wank bank each time like?? You’re just gonna ACCEPT THAT???
I read the first and last chapter and ran to the comments. I'm happy I didn't read the rest and it is disgusting. Thank you so much for spoiling it. I will never read this one.
This had so much potential but it just pooped on all of it. Wtf. Why the rape?? Also the world laws r pretty bc cool but written to be shit. I kind of want to rewrite this and put it on A03 just a fanfic version that can better explore the psychological aspects and take out the random rape scenes
The massive dicks gross me out. I get the appeal of the big dick in BL, I do, trust. But they actually gross me out when they look that ridiculous. Also WTF why tomatoes??? Jitae straight up does the most random shit sometimes like punching himself in the face and shoving tomatoes UP HIS ASS???? Also makes me laugh their dicks r so red they’re almost the same colour as the tomatoes.
Author, I’m not gonna like him just because you put his hair down, made his eyebrows slightly thinner and made his eyes/pupils bigger (I went back and checked why he looked weird in this chapter. He’s so fucking crazy usually his pupils r like tiny). No just because he looks more girly pop this chapter I’m still hoping for some permanent nerve damage, a ruined career and grovelling
I’ve never read a story where I actually hate all the characters lol. The ML at times reminds me of actual men I know irl in the yuckiest of ways. Not sexy. As if everyone on the planet owes him sex like it’s money. Maybe I’m projecting tho. I don’t mind the MC as much but I liked him so much more in the first 5 chapters.
The logic makes no sense but I love it lmao. I succ your pp now you such my pp socks on no homo
I wanted horse face to suffer more like please give him permanent nerve damage. Please
Not the permanent nerve damage
Fellas what is this actually about and should I read it?
Before reading i think it's important to know there's alot of r*pe and abuse. If you feel comfortable about that keep reading.
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Super abridged version frfr (anyone is allowed to correct me i just don't want to spoil anything)
Myeongil is sent to prison and his unruly attitude attracts the attention of Jingi and Heonjae who are know to be kinda the big boss in there. Myeongil gets taking under them as a toy they get to "use" whenever they want. How Jingi and Heonjae got in prison and why they have so much power in there, is something you're just gonna have to read up on.
There's an alright story going on but you just gotta be able to stomach most of the r*pe that happens. In my opinion you shouldn't look at these characters having any end game together because it would be kinda fucked if they did tbh. (︶︿︶)