
Omg i never cry reading anything bro nothing really breaks my heart but god fucking damnit man i started tearing up when I saw him slap his cheeks and force a smile, it broke me so so bad i literally read it 3 times and I kept on bawling my eyes out. Oh my goodness, it aches even more knowing it might be someone's life, someone out there must be going through exact same shit, let alone worse. I wanted to hug him so so so bad he's such a precious boy so so precious fuck everyone around him someone please save him pls protect him with everything you've got.

If one of them is supposed to die, I hope its the uke that dies first.. as terrible as it sounds I hope the seme suffers alot and won't instantly kill himself after uke's death. Then maybe if we get side chps, let them reincarnate and give them a happy ending because I don't see this ending nicely except if the author rushes it and fucks it up
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOT THE CLIFFHANGER JUST WHEN IT WAS GETTING GOOD FUCK YOU NO NO NO OMG THAT WAS SO HOT IVE DUCKDKEKSJDJJDHEJS IM GONNA SIEKENDJEJSKSKJDS