
Gunner, ik I might be a sympathetic lil bitch but I absolutely do not play when it comes to hurting my precious boys, especially bottoms, so here's an advice for you mate– you want him to smile again? Go on just k!ll yourself, erase your sorry existence from this world. Was it brutal? Sorry dgaf, you aren't needed anywhere anyway.

MANNNNNNNN.... idk anything and neither do I gave a shit about anyone's opinions but this chp made me SO FUCKING MAD I'M LITERALLY GONNA STRANGLE SOMEONE what the fuck was thissss!??!?!?!?!?!! It felt so awkward so unnecessary oh goddddd this was supposed to be a good read why do I always end up disappointed!!!! If bdsm was a necessity, it would've looked good in any situation BUT this. I'm RAGING OMG!?!?!?!!

One of the things I didn't like is that Ash depends so much on how much love Lyle has for him, and so everything he do to him will be acceptable.. Even the safe word is not safe for Lyle.. I mean it's not easy for him to say it!
In all It's not playing fair and sorta abusive.. Forcing words to be said using this method was a mistake.
WHY THE FUCK AM I ALWAYS LEFT WITH BLUE BALLS!?!?!?!?! WHYYYYY?????? I LIKE MAKING OTHERS EDGE NOT GETTING EDGED MYSELF WTF