I get it and at the same time I dont get it, if it's okay with ya'll mind if ya'll share your interpretation? Did he get depresses because he couldn't create a good film or what?
I think he wanted to like the man in the movie who died(?) happy and while alive did everything he wanted.
Then mc fell inlove with his childhood friend and was very happy, tried to unalive himself (bcoz he alread attained happiness and its the best ending) but couldn't die for some reason. I think he misinterpreted happiness and what he really want is to live with the one he love. That's what I think. Sorry, if it doesn't make sense.










So wqs that a dream or no? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
A dream