Why did he have to break his ankle on top of all that rape AFTER he realized he loved him still??? AND the next time they see each other they jerkoff?????? Like what's happening here? Doesn't that prove that just because now he is an omega anything is fine? I really felt bad for the uke. The seme should have grovelled more.
If you're on the early chaps we all know who the villain is..but as each chap unfolds the past its starts to make us question who is the bad or worse one of them and then you reach the climax and you realize it's all just because of their terrible home environment or the missing adults..they have both suffered far too much..Sungho felt too much and it burised him where as Dohyun decided to become an empty shell without feeling anything..this is a sad sad story but atleast they are trying to sort their life again and with each other.
I read till chap 26 both the raws and the the r15 one and I don't know but the intention of both of them just doesn't feel genuine, I've read worse but if you are going to write something controversial then you should do it right. The uke just seems creepy right from the start and seme just too young to understand anything.
It's the best fucking thing I've read in a while. It was so real and paced so well. The novel is sooo worth it. The ending is beautiful! The indecisiveness and the struggle to know when to take the next step is not as easy as they show us in movies and stories. This story reflected that..it's hard to let go of fantasies and the image that we build of people in our head, but it's not impossible. Hirose did it so anyone could. I think the novel made me understand him better than the manhwa where he just comes across plain. I related to matsuoka many times; the overthinking and all the masking that he does to avoid getting hurt. It was brilliant









Gave me major casear vibes this one..and I dropped that one. Here some things just didn't get cleared up like how the seme doesn't get to know the past of the uke..like why he couldn't keep his promise etc. Instead he talked with the 2nd lead more than the ML. Every issue got ignored after they got to know seme was Mido. Like that makes everything alright.