
I also expected that they had that kind of relationship in the past but I didn't know it would be that bad, I want to be optimistic but his mind control powers scares the shit out of me, no doubt why taegun reacts the way he does; a pedophile with the ability to make you hallucinate without leaving any trace? worst combination ever

I've been all over the place with this. At first I thought it was a shame that a (low key) interesting plot was wasted on merely porn. Then it really made no sense, I thought it was so bad and ridiculous that it came full circle into hilarious. However, the funny pov that I was trying to have died with the appearance of the mc's first love, somehow it made the thing look serious and I'm incapable of taking it that way (like wtf the ml threatening the mc for sex and the mc being so stupid). Moreover, I can't deal with love triangles, even less when the ml is clearly the worst option.
I don't know if I can go through this (i can) but, really, the fact that his first love was his fated mate is DEVASTATING, all gone for a crazy bastard with no remorse ( T へ T )