
I don’t know why but I was really grossed out by the fact that the ML and the retainer have a thing. Like I read gl bl anything and I have gay friends but I was EXTREMELY grossed out by this. I don’t know why and I don’t know what’s grossing me out but it made me nauseous

that's one way to look at it, ,however I would like to think that the FL and ML's relationship/marriage is more transaction-based and political than romantic so as not to get pissed with this book,(like a weird mix of polyamorous-ish since tho the ML cheated i don't think the FL cares? type of relationship-idk man this is such a clusterfuck of a story that i lowkey need to read more as to what happen a dumpsterfire that i need to stare into) kuz as of yet the FL only see's the ML not as a romantic interest but more of a confidant if anything/then again maybe I'm already screwed in a sense since there are worse situations in stories(chinese novels mainly) than this I guess I'll take comfort in the fact that its consensual and what not
In the beginning Mr.Yoon said he hadn’t dated for 2 years. He’s over her, and I can’t wait to see him handle it maturely