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Whenever I think about the plot for more than two seconds it annoys me. Why would you go undercover with a person you’ve met before ?? Of course he recognized the MC. At least the ML called him out right away, it would have been insufferable if the author dragged it out for several chapters
And even though the MC is supposed to be a spy (?), he feels too naive and incompetent for it to be believable. If author wanted to make him weak and clueless, just make him a regular civilian not a spy

It’s impossible for me to believe Joohyuk truly feels and remorse for the way he’s treated eunoh. We saw what happened last time he apologized and it seemed like there would finally be progress with his character. when eunoh still rejected him he raped eunoh for three chapters in a row. We already have seen that he hasn’t changed

Joohyuk doesn’t actually care about eunohs wellbeing or autonomy. He only wants eunoh to reciprocate his feelings. After this atrocious kidnapping arc, I hope Joohyuk finally leaves eunoh alone

Jihan always pushing the sunbae away and rejecting a more serious relationship was already valid, but with this extra context it makes even more sense. Despite his first relationship in high school, Jihan started to trust and fall in love with the sunbae. But then he caught the sunbae with some girl. The same exact scenario as the high school bf.

Even if it was because of the mom, even if it was a misunderstanding, that doesn’t matter. His trust was completely shattered, and all of Jihans fears and anxieties surrounding love were confirmed.

if the sunbae sent ONE text to jihan about having to cancel their plans last minute, this situation could have been avoided. He could have properly explained the situation (assuming it actually was a set up date by the mom). Jihan probably would have started dating him.

But he didnt. He’s lucky jihan still has sex with him. He needs to accept that jihan will never trust him again and move on

I want to meet the author and ask what they were thinking. Why would they ever draw that. It doesn’t fit within the rest of the manhwa.

Joohyuk raping eunoh for three chapters is unfortunately in character for him. He’s done that ever since the first chapter. It was still uncalled for and drawn in an unsettling way, but it (unfortunately) made sense. I was horrified and hated those chapters, but I’ve had enough time to process them.

This chapter??? Having a gang rape “dream” sequence???? I have completely lost faith in this author and this story. My expectations have completely disappeared. I didn’t even care that it was a dream, this seems like something the author would actually make happen to eunoh.

If the author had a rape fetish, make a seperate story centered around that. Make a fully toxic yaoi, I’ll read it and enjoy it. Don’t put it into a relatively average predictable love triangle story. When we start a story like this, we’re not expecting scenes like this.

I used to look forward to this updating each week, but now I don’t care.

I’ll still read. I still care enough to read weekly, but it won’t be the same. I still like dochan, but I can’t find myself caring about the ending. Dochan is trapped in a story with this creator that so obviously doesn’t care about what they are making. I can’t even reread previous chapters, these past four loom at the front of my mind.

What’s wrong with the author why would you start a chapter like that

Oh shit that escalated quickly

It’s hard to articulate how reading this made me feel. The main story was definitely difficult to read, but it wasn’t until the side stories that I felt completely miserable. He’s a broken man, a shell of his former self, and hyunjae continues to make junghoon worse and more dependent on him. It felt so hopeless, at least in the main story junghoon had some drive to leave. there was a small hint of optimism.

Seeing Subins perspective of the past confident Junghoon made it hurt more. It reminds us of how much hyunjae (and the other rapists) have broken him. In a different story, subin and junghoon would have been the main couple. But that isn’t the story we got.

There truly was no reason behind hyunjae actions. He made sunghoon his target based on a photo and minimal information. You can psychoanalyze hyunjae and his traumatic upbringing, but I think that’s missing the point. There was no reason. Sometimes people do vile things because they felt like it, there’s no need to search for a deeper reason.

“When you want something… sometimes there’s no reason”

This ending is so rushed, I can’t help but be disappointed. Them talking on the beach is a good ending, but it feels abrupt. I wish there were a few more chapters
(and I wish euihyun didn’t drug taeju and that they had an actual conversation about their feelings. That would’ve made this ending feel more deserved.)

I’m just frustrated with this story and their lack of communication. I think Leo is too dense to realize jj is mad at him by himself, and jj is too stubborn to actually communicate. Their relationship before had many issues and was not healthy, but even after breaking up they are in each others life. The pre-existing issues remain unresolved, and they’re just making everything worse and more complicated by continuing to have sex.

If JJ broke up w leo because he wanted Leo to realize he was inconsiderate and apologize, he failed. That doesn’t work with people like Leo. You have to explicitly spell out the issues, you can’t communicate through subtext and implied meaning. It’ll fly right over his head. Breaking up with zero explanation only communicates that jj doesn’t like Leo and doesn’t want to spend time with him anymore. Leo is also upset that JJ broke up with him with zero explanation (and from his perspective, for no reason). Of course he isn’t going to ask JJ to date him again, he thinks JJ had no desire to be w him romantically. (Tbh idek what that man wants)

(Also the last chapter was messed up jj wtf I am still mad at him)

That groomer manipulative piece of shit needs to get killed in the dungeon and rot in a ditch. he better not lay a single finger on Taegun