
Am I the only one that kinda feels bad? Like I know he isn’t a good person I get that but the extremity of the revenge is sooo much worse

We all feel bad for him, really. But it's just the natural of this author for their line of work or their choice of novel and the decision to make it into a manhwa. This genre in korean bl had grew more popular (and normalized) too. I'm not complaining, but at the same time there should be no reason for justification.

In end he just make it as excuse of kink play and he claim the uke love rough play and take pleasure in degradation but in reality jiwook is just afraid of being abandoned and thrown into those men again to be raped and tortured, his lust and taking pleasure in abuse probably an escape mechanism to try and make sense of his current situation
Chapter 51- I dunno yall but I think it’s so gross sleeping with a man who you think may be having an affair. Like obviously it was a misunderstanding but imagine if it wasn’t, yuck