AAAAGGGHHHHHHH THEY'RE SO FUCKING CUTE BRO they've got me kicking my feet and giggling. kwon accidentally swapping his speech and thought bubbles. ho grabbing kwon's face to kiss him. kwon kissing ho like a wood pecker. they make me sick in the best way. i'm usually fine being single but when i read stuff like this, it makes my heart ache for the same.
Seeing them talk through sex and telling each other what they like/dislike is so cute They'd been waiting for this for a long time. The first time they tried when they snuck Jiwoo out of the hospital it ended in such a failure because the situation they were in was so stressful. Seeing them able to take their time and enjoy it like this is so precious. They've come a long way. The only hurdle now is that they lack privacy at home (though the only person that cares is Dongchan lmao).
OH MY GOD... so in side 2, Euntak says it's his first time in a private room, and he seems worried that it's too pricey. And Dojae just stares at him without saying anything. I didn't understand why, until I reread and got up to chapter 33, when Euntak was hospitalized after protecting Dojae from that classmate with the knife. Euntak says the same thing, saying it's his first time in a private room, worries that it's expensive, and says he doesn't understand why he gets a private room since his injury wasn't that bad. Dojae's response?
"It's to make me feel better. So please just stay here..."
We already know Dojae loves him and worries for him. And he was openly able to express his concern the first time he got injured. But that was such a different situation from now. Euntak as he is now sees Dojae as a stranger. Dojae, aware of this, is probably holding back so he doesn't overwhelm/scare Euntak away. But it's having the opposite effect, because it comes across as him not caring, which scares Euntak even more.
I had to share because I forgot about the hospital scene and I liked that the author did a call back to it.





NOOOOOO the end of this chapter broke my heart the way he said he needs to act normal made me tear up so quick. he's trying so damn hard and euntak has no clue. it hurts so bad