
pleasantly surprised about dongchan being the bottom it's nice to see a bl breaking stereotypes. i think this is the first bl i've ever seen where the top sat in the bottom's lap. it's such a small detail but in bl i notice many authors avoid letting the tops do things that would be associated with a "feminine" role. however that wasn't the case with this one and it was SO refreshing! so glad i decided to read this.

ngl i absolutely did NOT believe you that dongchan was the bottom, i thought you were mistaken bc i was like "ain't no way that twink gonna top here, but it is kinda unusual that BOTH of them have huge dicks..". i was so sure that jiwoo's gonna bottom, so i went to read the raws to confirm and not only were you right but now i also feel like a clown this bl truly breaks the stereotypes in many ways, hope we get more like this gem.
(the fact that both of them have huge/ relatively similar sized dicks is a hugee clue, can't believe i dismissed that to coincidence)
OH MY GOD... so in side 2, Euntak says it's his first time in a private room, and he seems worried that it's too pricey. And Dojae just stares at him without saying anything. I didn't understand why, until I reread and got up to chapter 33, when Euntak was hospitalized after protecting Dojae from that classmate with the knife. Euntak says the same thing, saying it's his first time in a private room, worries that it's expensive, and says he doesn't understand why he gets a private room since his injury wasn't that bad. Dojae's response?
"It's to make me feel better. So please just stay here..."
We already know Dojae loves him and worries for him. And he was openly able to express his concern the first time he got injured. But that was such a different situation from now. Euntak as he is now sees Dojae as a stranger. Dojae, aware of this, is probably holding back so he doesn't overwhelm/scare Euntak away. But it's having the opposite effect, because it comes across as him not caring, which scares Euntak even more.
I had to share because I forgot about the hospital scene and I liked that the author did a call back to it.
thank you for pointing this out this just made this episode so much better
Oooh nice lol kind of feels like I’m having memory loss with mc lmao
thanks for bringing this up, this totally made me realize I should reread lol!