Coming back from this rumor I heard, lmao.
So basically the author of this write this story based on real life. The author's ex treated her like some garbage. Then, the author drew Minho (reference to her ex) getting abused, rape, suffer, and wanted suicide to get back at him, the author wished him so bad that he would get abused and raped that make him wanted to take his life just to make herself feel better.
ugh the sex scenes don’t hit when the bottom isn’t enjoying it
So what I think will happen next chapter is that Jaekyung will start panicking on the Ferris wheel and Dan will probably try to comfort him, I think there might be some romantic tension and they end up kissing.
but afterward, Kim Dan will probably try to brush it off or start to avoid him which would make Jaekyung upset.
but holy shit, surprisingly and for the first time ever, Jaekyung was pretty cute this chapter, I like how he’s the one who gets scared during roller coasters and not Kim Dan
This is a very realistic plot though I'm enjoying it a lot. They both have an anxious type of attachment style. They're bad at communicating especially their true feelings and that has led to many messes before. We're gonna act like the first thirty chapters don't exist but anyway. Japan still hasn't legalized same sex marriage. Being queer still isn't seen as okay often. They're a very strict society with strict rules and if you deviate you're not a good person both men and women have expectations. Go to school, graduate, go to college or directly into the workforce, find a partner, marry and have children. That's it. If you're different you can be seen as a nuisance and anything considered an inconvenience is very frowned upon. It's like there's strict social mask and outfit you have to wear and they're feeling the pressure of it seriously. I especially understand coming out to his grandmother and mother. I'm also very interested in Takamada's past.. we don't know much. Of his family or the other people around him. What we do know it's going to be extremely dark and traumatizing
Well im in hyesung side on this.. as the reader that watch him grow from problem family to independent adult.. i think both of them.. byul and dojin at least need to apologise and tell the truth.. seriously instead of byul.. i rather disappointed more on dojin cause he the husb and he knew what heasung been through.. judging on dojin look... I guess he don't even ask permission to his wife too.. OUH U FUCK MA BOY.. if heasung ever want to go travel to clear his head i be supporting this idea
I wonder if I can have a good group of friends like this too TvT
Why is everyone crying abt rape NOW? ITS BEEN RAPE SINCE THE BEGINNING. I’m not defending it either btw, I’ve been a day 1 hater of ts but yall have to realize that saying “no” “stop” and being basically kidnapped isn’t consent. I’m also genuinely concerned abt ppl who don’t realize this has been nonstop rape from the getgo especially cuz ik most of yall are very young. The energy yall are putting forth rn should’ve been there since their FIRST interaction.
What chapters the side couple Ian shows up like all of the chapters
y’all be hating on this story, but this is unironically one of the first times r*pe between the main couple was properly punished. I will FOREVER love this story because of that. Including the main and side story, not a SINGLE bad deed done by the GOD AWFUL seme went unpunished.
If you knew your mom was raped by your father when they just met, when he was so young but then found out he was pregnant with you and the rapist was the father because it couldn't of been anyone else. If you knew how much your father suffered from abuse and from how he had to stay with his rapist for you, and how he left after the agreement but realized how he was becoming like his mom and leaving his own son. If you knew how much he loved you despite everything, nurturing you despite being the son of his assaulter and even married him to give you a good and loving life would you still say he was the same as his mother who abandoned and neglected him?? I feel so bad for Hyesul, he never deserved this. Dojin is a bastard of a husband for knowing what Hyesul's mother did but still let his son be in contact with him, and Byul a disappointing son knowing Hyesul raised him with all the love and care in this world but still compared him to his grandmother even though he knew she abandoned her child. If you knew what Hyesul went through, would you still say he abandoned you when he never reallh did??
I’m sorry I want to start reading this one again properly this time but I have been somewhat keeping up with the updates and read bits and pieces here and there but I’m confused.
Like when this first started Ash forgot theyve met before and kissed Kyle anyway in chap 1 or sth and I thought from the novel Ash mistook Kyle for someone he loved or he kinda used Kyle to replace someone he loved or sth like that. Why does it seem like it’s just straight up a love drama now and the kissing scene doesnt matter anymore???
Okay so, byul that was so not cool. How could he just say whatever the hell he wants and leaves?? It was always hyesung who protected you when dojin was trying to knock some sense into him. And dojin only kept in contact with hyesung's mother to heal hyesung from his trauma. He thought if he solve the matters with his mother. Hyesung will fully live. And not be tormented. Won't deny, that hiding it from hyesung was a fuckass move. I mean dojin u could do it differently?? Wtf??
this was oddly wholesome and what’s up with his dick?
I CANT GET OVER UGLY + UGLY EQUALS UGLY SQUARED!!!
You’re free to think wtv you want but i just have to say this, tae sung will will always ALWAYS be better than fuck ass bitch ass black flags, first of all big bro has an actual conscious, at the start of their relationship tae sung LET soo young choose his own job, his own place, his way of paying off the debt he never CORNERED him into doing anything he didn’t like even when soo young was injured he stayed at tae sung’s place on his own free wil, after their first nasty argument tae sung APOLOGIZED for choking soo young and snapping at him and hey as much of a small apology as it was i’ll take it over the usual egotistical behavior that avoids confrontation and responsibility from red/black flag tops absolutely any day.
Now to address the elephant in the room: the confinement arc, tae sung did what he did and what he did was fucked up not only was he forcing himself on soo young when he was injured he kept dragging soo young’s misunderstanding ab his uncle’s death never fully explaining what happened to soo young and that his uncle wasn’t exactly a saint either (uncle was the one who drowned soo young’s father in debt and stole his bank book to runaway), in a way i think tae sung self sabotaged himself and wanted soo young to hate him bc of how much guilt he felt killing his uncle and also bc he didn’t feel like he deserved soo young, now stay with me here, the story never glorified nor excused or ignored tae sung’s behavior in fact he drove soo young away from him and was i swear when I’m telling you this he was planning to KILL HIMSELF because he felt that this was the only way soo young wouldn’t be in danger ever again while giving his last gift to soo young and that was his ankle surgery, (in a world were ankle breaking and crippling bottoms is romanticized tae sung genuinely wanted soo young to walk again and genuinely wanted the best for him.)
Honestly the best part ab all this was after everything tae sung told soo young specifically (if i ever tried to force myself on you i want you to bite it off) tae sung always wanted soo young to be more bossy and selfish, in the side story when soo young was getting more and more into rough sex tae sung made him create a safe word and drew some boundaries, shit was hilarious.
Conclusion: you are free to think wtv you want, you don’t have to love the manhwa or it’s characters I understand that it’s not for everyone, for me I absolutely loved how it handles conflict and regret, i think soo young and tae sung were rlly cute, others will still disagree and I understand i just can’t have ppl comparing tae sung to jaekyung or zhenya no thank you
I really don't get it. Why does he want revenge against seme, i'd want revenge for that mf son and those old people.
What i undestand is that uke was expecting something more from seme.
Uke was worked as a whore not way out, to proud to ask seme for help but was expecting him to help him, so as seme was the only one that was kind and saw him as human, he give him hope things will get better and uke fell in love with him.
Seme showed him kindness and compasion, helped him but not enough to get him out of there.
Is it right?
"But you never listened to her side of the story" the why doesn't negate the fact that he was hurt in the first. Byul is being a brat but I can give him a pass because he doesn't know exactly how the abondonment ruined Hyesungs life aka not being able to finish school, almost forced into sex work multiple times, and worst of all getting stuck with DOJIN PARK. Fr fuck this series for trying to make Hyesung have a relationship with his shitty mom again I still remember what she said in the side stories.
And fuck Dojin for always thinking he knows better than Hyesung and hiding shit from him every single time it's like he never learns and Hyesung is gonna just forgive him for it because this series is FUCKING STUPID. God I love Hyesung so much and he's stuck with the shitty ass Park family and I'm so pissed I don't even wanna read this anymore. Now I NEED Fargo to learn how to write and never ever make Hyesung even meet the hag again please I'm praying!
“I won’t have to be lonely” is probably the saddest thing he could’ve said in the end.