
The side stories are fine, but to be honest, I didn’t feel like we had an actual ending to the main story, it has so many holes, thinking about the main story gives me so much anxiety, nobody healed, there was ZERO closure, nobody actually apologized and it still feels so toxic.
The second couple story has a beginning, middle and end game, it’s so beautiful even with all the problems they had, the first one...
Uke still feels like a bad person, yet he was raped and forced to have a child, despise him loving his baby his feelings should still be properly addressed, he was so fucked he tried to run away
Seme feels like he is still living with guilt And is unable to truly forgive himself and it’s feels like that’s why they are together, like if he was trying to compensate or atone his sins, this is so unhealthy, for BOTH of them
I’m in serious need for Closure for the first story.

I dunno how this is gonna go since the story is so uwu and fluffy, but i kinda wished this story had a darker tone just so we could see real pain and disgust when Yi Yi finds out that the seme:
- sabotaged his photoshoot with Roy Rou
- Asked his friend to sabotage his career and that’s the reason he was brought into a big company
- it’s now buying?! A career for him
- STOLE his sperm and it’s the reason he doesn’t have biological kids
...
With all that juice the fall out would Be so delicious and the angst so big

Romance? YES, Cuteness? YES, Healthy relationship? YES, a DARK SKINNED NONE “SHEIKH” CHARACTER??? YESSSSSSS, and that last scene was actually soooooo HOT, imagine having your ex love who now runs after you hear you have amazing sex with a HOT, rich guy who loves, respect, cherish you and you do it too???? THIS IS IT
Edit to add: I’ve seen a comment where people were confused over why MC got mad at his friend, here’s why:
The reason he got mad at Nagizawa was because nagizawa was tricking him into getting out of the closet.
See this way:
MC friend witch was also the one he loved, had a very good feeling that the Mc was gay, but instead of approaching him or respectfully wait for the Mc to come out to him, he PURPOSELY and publicly put Mc in a position where he felt anxious and In a way pressured to reveal the reason why he was constantly denying the invitations to parties with girls.
He new, or should’ve know, mc must’ve been anxious due to how stressful coming out ESPECIALLY to your friends and family is, yet he kept teasing the Mc with the skin ship and pressuring and making him anxious over denying his invitations.
He unnecessarily tortured his friend for no reason, that’s why Mc was mad, and that’s why Seme Mc ate his other words, because they were unnecessary and Would cause more harm than good even if he didn’t intend it to.

This story is getting so boring, I can barely remember the plot and they are just dragging, nothing actually eventful happens and the most interesting thing of the whole story is THE SECRETARY, she is funny, smart, beautiful, entertaining and it’s becoming more important than the actual couple, this is ridiculous.
I can’t wait to see more of secretary’ Cha, absolutely love her.
I loooooooooooVE the second couple, they have waaaaaay much more chemistry and history, love is more probable in that situation and I love BOTH of them, plus, there’s so much space for character development in here, I can’t way for the guy from the past to comeback and spice shit up