Having a rollercoaster ride of emotions reading this. First, I felt the pain of the FL and cried alot for her and ofc I cursed the ML so much. But now that I knew his story i feel bad and i pity him. Im getting frustrated with the FL for refusing to acknowledge her lack of awareness with her surrounding and him. Bruhh its not her fault tho. Atleast shes getting the best charactr development.
Gurll wym its over itl be a shame if he finishes so quickly!!! Thats why you shouldnt have stopped him do you more with the foreplay so it wont tear u apart as much
I just read the novel.. Matthias is crazy but i love it so much im getting obsessed with him if youre not into dark romance save yourself from headache and leave.
Yeah ,They say All good Boys go to Heaven but....
Bad boys bring heaven to you. Yep! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
This is f crazy he's a f predator and assaulted Layla wtf??????
Yep and also the hottest grand duke in town who's superior in every aspect in life. A man more than capable of doing everything except expressing his overwhelming desire and love towards her in a healthy way coz he grew up with some f'd up way of living only high aristocrats would know. He would absolutely do everything to have all of her, both her best and worst... and she hates that she actually loves it. BUT not me, i know exactly what i like and its these twisted love stories and dark romances thats why im here.
You need a psychiatrist
Maybe? Luckily though I have a deep understanding of myself and my healed traumas and i know that just because i like some things doesnt necessarily mean i want them to manifest in real life. And just because i think about something doesnt mean i need to act on them. Fictional stories like these scratches the itch you cant quite reach ya know, and its just for that purpose. Im more curious as to why you read it all the way here if you hate it so much?
Because I need a psychiatrist myself
But I won't read anymore. I'm dropping it. I can't like a story about a girl falling in love with her flipping r*pist / abuser
Good decision. This story will only stress you out so much.
Btw this is contradicting yourself because if you're healed why would you read this type of stories? What do you even mean by they "scratch the itch you can't quite reach"? Unmmm what
Just because i healed doesnt mean i become a completely different person. My experiences still makes me who i am, im still a sub but now with awareness ╮(￣▽￣)╭ . We cant heal from something we arent fully aware of. So unlike before where i kept hating on myself for having weird thoughts, sabotaging, denying and getting myself into dangerous situations i dont understand why, Now im just chill af. I recognize the pattern and know if my mind is just being silly so i dont react on them, things cant control and trigger me when i know where theyre coming from now. That also means my life has been soo peaceful and no drama whatsoever for 5+ yrs! Welp. Therefore these fictional stories are my go to when i just wana feel thrilled but not get myself killed lol. I tamed my demons i just think of it now as my little pet, i give them little treats from time to time ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Besides, dark romances like this isnt really just as shallow as u think. We know life isnt black and white. These stories are about whats in between, the fine line between pain and pleasure if u wana put it lol. The two were already attracted to each other in the first place which is always the case. But so many things prevent them from forming relationship with each other like normal people do. Difference in status and responsibilities ofc play a huge role but both also have severe unhealed trauma and baggage that fogs their perspective . Their disposition and values in life are really different but thats also why they are drawn to each other like magnet. Lack of communication and self awareness plays a huge part in the drama. And itl all be resolved at the end of the story. And again these plots only applies if two are really compatible, and lets be honest, attractive. Lol.
Okay tbh I'm not gonna judge you cause at the end of the day I was reading this story too.. and now that you're saying that I might keep reading just because I'm curious as to how they could possibly end up together... I might not like it still because u know, there's a lot of misogyny in stories like this.. but yh
Yep Ngl realistically, if I was Leyla I would absolutely choose Kyle.
Im sure its hard to like if you are sane lol. Expect the worst. And yeah the era which the story took place is such a sad era for women though i kind of like the part where having a good ettiquete is preached lol.
Where did you read the novel? And yh it was... still is honestly
lightnovelheaven.com the ads can be annoying but it has all the chapters.
I understand why ML is such an asshole, ya knw, aristocrat, alpha male, excellent looks and skills, dfntly a control freak. But Layla deserves to be treated better!!!
Smart, true to herself, brave, caring to people who deserves it, super cute babyyyy!!.. i love everything about Leo. Ofc i simp for daddy too though.
Pls let the ML be Hyeseung Noah can just be a boytoy but Hyeseung is the real hubby material.
I just loooove the MC! She's smart, rational, brave, communicates well and super adorable!
Soo good im satisfied now. But im wondering, did they not use protection?(⊙…⊙ )
THATS WHAT I'VE BEEN WONDERING ,did he finish in her?? whats happening lmfao. She can't get pregnant right? what if by some miracle she gets pregnant now?
For real i got nervous for her lol but then we wouldnt know for sure coz the D is censored! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧