In the novel, the next suicide attempt scene is written with so much regret and panic but the manhwa adaptation of this particular scene is poorly done. You will see that his face looks like it hardly affects him. Super disappointing.
The fuck’s happening? Where the hell is the chasing arc? Please enough of the sex scenes. Their balls are gonna dry at this rate. Give a solid backbone to kim dan not a spagetti ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
The author could have ended the webtoon on the cliffhanger of them breaking up as season finale but they choose to add the sexual assault to rile up the audience and end the season. Considering the comments, not a very good choice. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
This novel is a dark thriller. The ML and MC will end up together. The MC will get brutal gangrape and will be beaten by ML on several occasions. In the gangrape, MC is also drugged and raped by ML in that same room with the other perpetrators. The ML put MC up for the gangrape and this is where we see the hints of ML starting to have real feelings because for one second he almost wanted to stop the MC from going through the gangrape. But it had to be done as per ML. He had brought other people before MC too for the same reason of sucking up to the vile general. ML and MC are up against extremely disgusting people who had to be brought down. The past of ML is also bad. It’s like a dystopian world. The ML is unhinged. He is a crazy psychopath who only yearns for his revenge. He loves the MC in his own way but realizes it way later. Little by little both ML and MC will fall in love and after the revenge is done, they will flee to another country and live happily.
The ending is kind of sweet though. I’m not gonna question how they even can be lovey dovey after all the shit ML made MC go through but by now I have realized that the shittier the ML, the more possibility is of MC to end up with him based on my dark novels collection. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
It was kinda boring tbh.
This feels like the author woke up one day and decided to create a babygirl seme with the cuntiest body (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Just what the fuck’s going on? Unsubscribing. Either we are stupid or the author thinks the readers are stupid (〜￣△￣)〜
Alright. This novel is not new. Just a few years old. I think it was released in 21 or 22. Anyways, this novel has been revised now. Initially this novel had some aspects which were severely protested by the korean readers such as the resemblance to nth room case and bestiality. The new versions on ridi and bomtoon has replaced the bestiality (dog) with a sex machine so you might not see the dog sex scene in the webtoon. Though it did happen in the first version. I have read it myself. There is no love till the end. The relationship is of kind of mutual dependence where ML and MC are broken because of each other but can’t live without each other as well. ML due to his obsession of revenge and MC due to his trauma. The ML doesn’t regret anything. Well atleast in the first version he doesn’t. He has broken MC but the satisfaction of that is lukewarm. At the end of novel, it is like ML has now taken over MC and now will keep him with him as a toy/plaything or a pet. It’s just like you have something useless but can’t throw it away for whatever reason so you keep it with yourself stored at home.
All of this is happening because Jiwook used to bully and sexually assault the ML in middle school. Jiwook was initially good with ML AND he was attracted to ML as well. However due to the fear of homosexuality and afraid of peer pressure, he started bullying and sexually assaulting ML after ML confessed to liking him or being gay.
The abuse involved sexually assaulting ML with his friends, like forcing him for blow jobs, rape etc. the last abuse ML suffered was when Jiwook added a bunch of vibrators in his ass and bound him and left him in the washroom near library. One guy was on duty of keeping an eye on him but Jiwook never came back. The ML was super scared and was rescued by the security guard at night. That was day ML’s mom came to know about the abuse ML suffered because he hadn’t been to home that day due to being locked in the washroom. Also, from that day MC stopped paying attention to ML just on a whim, he left him in washroom and just decided that he should now study.
ML’s sexual pics were being circulated around by Jiwook so ML’s mom also happened to see them. From then she hated the lipstick and color red I think (it’s been long since I read it) because in the pic ML had some writings written on him with red lipstick. ML’s mom mental health deteriorated and got admitted to hospital.
ML was initially a very sweet boy buy due to the abuse and bullying he suffered, he became twisted and wanted to take revenge on Jiwook. Then when Jiwook lost his memories of the ML, the ML became more deranged because according to him, only he was suffering and stuck in the past which everyone eventually forgot and moved on from.
Now onto the abuse Jiwook suffers, there is gangbang on two occasions I guess. Both planned by ML. First is similar to nth room case, where ML shares Jiwook’s sexual pics to different people who wants to bang him and has grudge against him. The men will beat him brutally, rape him brutally, and even try to drown him in water basin in pretext of washing his mouth since MC vomited after being punched badly. The rape is really bad. When the men are done, they will take pics and send then to ML. The ML’s thoughts were that he will have to clean up the mess they left on MC and that he didn’t think they will go so hard on MC. No remorse though. Just a apathetic sorry to MC because he expected them to rape MC but not so hard.
The second gangrape is done extremely brutally which is actually allowed by ML. ML even wants it to be done brutally to punish MC. When MC is losing his mind due to abuse in the gangrape, ML is like why are you losing your mind already? The gangrape involves beating, using baseball bat (I think) to fuck him, using urethra plug to force him to ejaculate him again again with pain, urinating in his mouth and asshole, it’s extremely disturbing.
MC will keep asking what he did that ML is doing this to him but ML will not tell until the last gangrape. After the last gangrape, MC will awake in hotel and regain his memories. He will apologize to the ML. Now he is broken and damaged beyond repair. He is so afraid to even go outside without ML because he thinks those men will come again and rape him. Thus he wants to stay with ML . Stockholm syndrome is beginning and will fully kick in the side stories.
The dog bestiality scene is in side story 2 but it has already been changed to a sex machine after the protest.
My pet peeve with this novel is that if it’s marketed as a revenge story and something that will depict the pain sexually abused people feel then it does a pretty shitty job at that. ML is shown to have become completely psychopathic. Given he was abused, given he wasn’t given justice, given his abusers were free but the time he raped and allowed other people to become sexual abusers just like him, he no longer comes in the category of victim.
An eye for an eye, if we go with it then how can you guage the emotional suffering someone has suffered. MC was so brutally abused, broken and even stripped of his humanity with the bestiality scene that do you really think they are on equal foot now? What about the people who gangraped MC? Aren’t those sexual abusers? Is there any difference left between MC and ML. Does degrading someone so much equals to the suffering the ML suffered? Kill Jiwook, beat him up but this whatever the writer wrote nowhere justifies anything. The name “walk in my shoes” is fucked up joke.
This is a fetishized work, because in the end the focus is not on empathy or regret but rather sexual abuse, the degradation and ultimately whatever the author could jam to make it disgusting. Even the thoughts, the dialogues, they are super apathetic. There was a brilliant way to go about this novel if it really focused on the theme of revenge. There are many dark novels/works in the world but this doesn’t even come close to it. It is disgusting porn in disguise of novel.
The people criticizing others who are leaving bad reviews, do you guys even know what the review section is for? It literally asks people to give their thoughts about the work so other audience can know what people thought of this work. If someone wants to say it’s bad or good, they are literally given a section that “here tell people how you felt about it”. That’s the review section. Anything that comes on internet as a means of entertainment or media for people, people do have a right to give their opinion about it. What's so fucking difficult about it? Author and artist can write and draw disgusting shit like this but people can’t even openly give their review? The fuck kind of mentality is that? If you enjoy it then comment that you enjoyed it and be on your way. Stop dictating others to not leave bad review or shut their mouths.
All these mangas have situations where seme acts too
arrogantly, cruel, nasty or misunderstands uke and this leads
to their ukes leaving,rejecting or hating them. These are yaoi that
revolves around semes who realises they were
ASSHOLES, they deal with the CONSEQUENCES…
….
and their
rEGRET!
#Satisfying stories only
You stupid piece of shit with the personality of a drowned rat face vulgar creepヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
Whoo (adding to my reading list) (￣∇￣")
Geez Jitae’s so damn good looking that I have to look at his panels for so long to appreciate his beauty ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
So people who have been saying that there is no sex scene with dog or sexual assault with dog, it is not in the main story. In the side story, the dog and MC is treated as husband and wife verbally in a particular scene. ML even put forcefully the dog’s dick in MC’s mouth for a bit (few seconds only because MC refuses). Then ML helps the dog to put the dick in MC’s hole and then the dog fucks MC. He then brings dildo and pushes the dog away and put it in MC’s hole but then the dog scampers around impatiently and wants to fuck again so ML let the dog do it. However MC faints at this point. Then ML showers the dog with affection.
I think it is in the side story 2. It does happen. Very clearly. So this story even if it is revenge, it’s just garbage. The gangrape of MC is not kinky but full on lynching type of gangrape. Breaking his bones with the way the men beat him up as well as the lacerations in his anus. Fucking him with bat or repeatedly pushing urethra blocker in his penis to make him reach orgasm forcefully and painfully. Peeing on his face and even peeing in his anus. The ML getting irritated at that point because it will be hard for him to clean up later.
It is something that didn’t need to be created. Whatever you say, whatever you wanna create, we don’t need such evil acts depicted in details in media form and then webtoon. It is disgusting. No love in the novel because ML spent 8 years chasing after MC to take revenge so he is mentally broken, and he broke the MC too mentally.
They stay together because MC can’t go anywhere now because other guys who raped him or want to take revenge on him on some disputes might again rape him. Plus he too afraid and mentally broken now. MC has started to think of ML as his saviour because only he could save or stop any rape or torture when ML was taking revenge on MC + some part of his guilt too for what he did to ML.
Everyone acted on ML’s orders so MC is now in stockholm syndrome. ML doesn’t have any affection for MC. He just has the fixation of 8 years, his trauma, so he also can’t let go of MC until fully satisfied. That’s the gist of the story till now.