This is a review from someone who read this novel and had to desperately get myself out of the disgusting feelings this made me feel for weeks.
This novel is not happy ending. This even has detailed rape and torture scenes, heartless characters, cruelty and don’t expect any love.
The gist of the story is that there is no major villain. Just the three characters, the MC and two male leads whose relationship, revenge and actions takes up most of the novel.
MC is a noble who pretended to abandon the ML (khalid) to save him when they were kids. ML was hurt because his whole world was MC. The only light in his miserable life. However later in adulthood, the MC’s family was killed by the second ML (Peltian) who disposed of the crown prince and became emperor. The MC’s family was supporting the crown prince, that’s why they were killed. However MC was secretly helping the emperor and was in an idea that the emperor knows it’s him who helped him defeat the crown prince. So when his family was killed he was shocked and thought that he was abandoned by the emperor.
Basically the guy who was delivering MC’s messages of to the emperor didn’t tell the emperor that they were from MC rather he prentended that it was himself who helped emperor to get the benefits, this way he betrayed the MC and got all the benefits of emperor who thought that Belthias Deron was the one who helped him.
Now MC was captured and khalid asked the emperor to give MC to him as a slave so he can take revenge. Khalid and emperor are deeply bonded as brothers so emperor granted him this request.
Now MC thinks he has to repay khalid for the hurt he caused him while abandoning him. That’s why he doesn’t commit suicide and becomes a slave willingly so that khalid can let go of his resentment and be completely happy.
Khalid badly abuses MC (Knox) physically and sexually.
He and emperor treats him like an object less than a human being. The sex scenes are horrible with slapping him to keep him awake, fucking him in turns for the whole night, not letting him rest, teaching him to suck their dick first thing in the morning as slave. It’s horrible letting him ride a wooden horse, use dildos on him and double penetrating him, keeping him tied to bed and fucking him for days even though he begs not to. Khalid even makes a bet with emperor to see if MC is loyal to him alone and knows who owns him if he doesn’t cum while someone other than Khalid fucks him. Emperor fucks him and MC cums so in anger khalid takes off his belt and hit his perineum and hole with it several times while asking MC to keep his hole open with his own fingers. It’s horrible through and through.
Once MC slaps the belthias guy who betrayed MC and Khalid first slaps him twice in front of that guy for punishment and then further locks MC in a dark room for a week. MC completely loses his mind from that time on and submits his self to slavery.
Khalid also whips him so bad and then denies him treatment and that is the last point where MC commits suicide because he thinks he has paid back everything because when khalid was abandoned in the past he was also whipped. It wasn’t MC who whipped him but the one whipping MC was khalid.
MC and Khalid both used to love each other in their childhood before the abandonment.
The dialogues, the thoughts they are so degrading for MC by both emperor and khalid that both are not redeemable at all.
The major issue I have with this novel is that the author’s focus is highly on the torture and extensive sex scenes with degradation. However you won’t get much intake on the feelings or thoughts.
When the abuse was happening, there would be one or two line to specify the feelings of either the MC or the ML.
I think it’s very lacking and makes you unable to connect with the characters because we can’t get a clear feeling of what they are feeling other than horrible abuse and resentment.
As comaprison, the Non zero sum highly focuses on the feelings of the MC so we can connect on a much more deeper level with his suffering. We even get the insight of ML and understand that he is psycho. Just a mental patient. We see how his though process works.
In this novel, Khalid and emperor are abusing MC so badly but if MC is sitting alone and gazing at space absent mindedly or is washing the floors of Khalid’s mansion then Khalid will act like he loves MC and cares so much about him and can’t bear to see him like that. It’s just crazily inconsistent.
Another inconsistency is the MC. He wanted khalid to vent out his resentment. He didn’t know khalid will abuse him like this but he was very strong. He was very able at swordsmanship. He didn’t commit suicide to let khalid blow his resentment and become happy.
After the first night where khalid shared MC with emperor, MC could commit suicide but he on the next day was helping khalid in handling state affairs. He even taught khalid how to dance. It is strange that he appears completely fine by the abuse so far and even cares for khalid? We don’t get much insight to his mental health by hsi thoughts during this time so it’s very hard to connect if he has resentment building for khalid due to all this abuse or not.
Why I’m saying it is inconsistent is because of what happens AFTER MC thinks he has paid back everything and commits suicide.
So basically after MC is whipped, he is in his room where he was unconcious. He wakes up goes out the estate, sees the carriage of belthias and rode it. He talks to belthias and mentions how he betrayed him etc etc. All of his converstaion is being listened by Khalid and emperor through a magic stone that is given to him by khalid and which is like a communication device controlled by Khalid. That’s how they come to know that MC is innocent. MC kills belthias and goes to his home. There he jumps off a window and commits suicide.
Now for the inconsistencies. Khalid hates MC because he abandoned him in childhood. But suddenly he is devastated and acts like he can’t live without MC when MC commits suicide and it comes to light that he was innocent. Khalid’s resentment wasn’t because MC helped crown prince, it was because of abandonment. So even if it comes to light that MC is innocent, how he turned 180 degree?
Then the argue that it’s because MC committed suicide but khalid has been abusing him cruelly for days and days. He whipped him so bad and denied treatment suddenly he is remorseful just because MC commits suicide? I would believe it if I could get an ounce of feeling that he loves MC? He calls MC whore, slut, prostitue. Treats him like one. That is definitely not love. It doesn’t give any feeling of love even to us readers!
Anyhow they somehow save MC. During the process khalid comes to know that MC didn’t abandoned him willingly. It was an act to save him. He even searched for him and was whipped by his mother for this reason so more regret.
Now MC wakes up and hates khalid and asks him to kill him off. He asks khalid why he did all those things to him. Now again I don’t understand that the author clearly explained to us that MC let khalid do those things because he wanted to let him release his resentment. Now MC is shown to suffer from abuse but while it was happening we were not shown much of his thought process until very late into the story where he starts to self harm to even breathe. Even during that time, we are not given any inkling of his resentment to khalid.
Understandably he wants to die but no one lets him. Emperor is also remorseful. He decides to restore his status back to noble from slave but MC is shamed and notorious in whole kingdom now because he had became a slave and was a plaything of khalid and emperor.
MC takes his revenge on both khalid and emperor. Emperor is betrayed and killed by khalid. MC becomes the next emperor and khalid now becomes his dog.
My pet peeve with this novel is that there is no one to blame for all the misery except one when the emperor rapes MC again in jealousy even after knowing that he is innocent.
Khalid’s whole world was MC and he was also treated as a slave and very badly treated at MC’s home. But at the end MC also abandoned him (according to him because he doesn’t know MC was pretending neither anyone told him). He was whipped and thrown out and he saw MC smiling at another servant after throwing him out. Just imagine for a child to rely on someone during his whole misery and that someone also cruelly and ruthlessly throw him out and abandon him. It must have been horrible. The scar must have run deep and turned so bad that it twisted him to such an ugly person later on. I understand him because I have felt the feeling and fear of being left behind. It is very very scary and hurtful.
The emperor treats MC badly for very stupid reason but more than that he treats him badly because he thinks he was supporting crown prince. So if you understand the world of emperor and its throne fights, you can know that it’s a very cruel world. Where you have to be ruthless to win. After he knows that MC is innocent he restores his status and is remoresful of the abuse MC suffered.
Lastly MC, after suffering from khalid and emperor, he also now bore resentment and hate. He kills innocent people for his revenge. He even takes relief in khalid’s suffering. He suffers from the after effects of abuse he faced at the hands of khalid and emperor. But khalid also suffered the pain from the abandonment of MC. He then took his revenge on MC. All his happy memories from MC turned painful ones because at the end he was abandoned so he must have thought those moments were just pasttimes for MC.
When I see it, who do I blame then? Khalid suffered and took revenge from MC. MC willingly offered himself to khalid to decrease his resentment and suffered. Then he also took his revenge on khalid.
It was a circle of abuse that never ended. Even if MC never abandoned him willingly, he never told khalid. He even himself understands that khalid must have suffered alot due to that so that’s why he wants to atone and make khalid happy. He could have committed suicide anytime. He could have fought anytime but he willingly suffered everything. Once he thought he paid back everything, he committed suicide.
But he was saved, he should have been allowed death atleast. But khalid and emperor didn’t let him die. After that he takes revenge on them. The abuse cycle starts again now. He feels happy to see khalid hurt and then treats him like a dog at the end of the novel. Kills innocent people for his revenge. He becomes cruel as well.
I really hated the end. There was no respite for anyone of them. Khalif wasn’t a villain. He was just taking his own revenge. MC wasn’t a villain and he is also taking his own revenge. Not one of them thought of moving forward. It’s horrible. I wouldn’t recommend anyone this novel. There is no closure.
This is a review from someone who read this novel and had to desperately get myself out of the disgusting feelings this made me feel for weeks.
This novel is not happy ending. This even has detailed rape and torture scenes, heartless characters, cruelty and don’t expect any love.
The gist of the story is that there is no major villain. Just the three characters, the MC and two male leads whose relationship, revenge and actions takes up most of the novel.
MC is a noble who pretended to abandon the ML (khalid) to save him when they were kids. ML was hurt because his whole world was MC. The only light in his miserable life. However later in adulthood, the MC’s family was killed by the second ML (Peltian) who disposed of the crown prince and became emperor. The MC’s family was supporting the crown prince, that’s why they were killed. However MC was secretly helping the emperor and was in an idea that the emperor knows it’s him who helped him defeat the crown prince. So when his family was killed he was shocked and thought that he was abandoned by the emperor.
Basically the guy who was delivering MC’s messages of to the emperor didn’t tell the emperor that they were from MC rather he prentended that it was himself who helped emperor to get the benefits, this way he betrayed the MC and got all the benefits of emperor who thought that Belthias Deron was the one who helped him.
Now MC was captured and khalid asked the emperor to give MC to him as a slave so he can take revenge. Khalid and emperor are deeply bonded as brothers so emperor granted him this request.
Now MC thinks he has to repay khalid for the hurt he caused him while abandoning him. That’s why he doesn’t commit suicide and becomes a slave willingly so that khalid can let go of his resentment and be completely happy.
Khalid badly abuses MC (Knox) physically and sexually.
He and emperor treats him like an object less than a human being. The sex scenes are horrible with slapping him to keep him awake, fucking him in turns for the whole night, not letting him rest, teaching him to suck their dick first thing in the morning as slave. It’s horrible letting him ride a wooden horse, use dildos on him and double penetrating him, keeping him tied to bed and fucking him for days even though he begs not to. Khalid even makes a bet with emperor to see if MC is loyal to him alone and knows who owns him if he doesn’t cum while someone other than Khalid fucks him. Emperor fucks him and MC cums so in anger khalid takes off his belt and hit his perineum and hole with it several times while asking MC to keep his hole open with his own fingers. It’s horrible through and through.
Once MC slaps the belthias guy who betrayed MC and Khalid first slaps him twice in front of that guy for punishment and then further locks MC in a dark room for a week. MC completely loses his mind from that time on and submits his self to slavery.
Khalid also whips him so bad and then denies him treatment and that is the last point where MC commits suicide because he thinks he has paid back everything because when khalid was abandoned in the past he was also whipped. It wasn’t MC who whipped him but the one whipping MC was khalid.
MC and Khalid both used to love each other in their childhood before the abandonment.
The dialogues, the thoughts they are so degrading for MC by both emperor and khalid that both are not redeemable at all.
The major issue I have with this novel is that the author’s focus is highly on the torture and extensive sex scenes with degradation. However you won’t get much intake on the feelings or thoughts.
When the abuse was happening, there would be one or two line to specify the feelings of either the MC or the ML.
I think it’s very lacking and makes you unable to connect with the characters because we can’t get a clear feeling of what they are feeling other than horrible abuse and resentment.
As comaprison, the Non zero sum highly focuses on the feelings of the MC so we can connect on a much more deeper level with his suffering. We even get the insight of ML and understand that he is psycho. Just a mental patient. We see how his though process works.
In this novel, Khalid and emperor are abusing MC so badly but if MC is sitting alone and gazing at space absent mindedly or is washing the floors of Khalid’s mansion then Khalid will act like he loves MC and cares so much about him and can’t bear to see him like that. It’s just crazily inconsistent.
Another inconsistency is the MC. He wanted khalid to vent out his resentment. He didn’t know khalid will abuse him like this but he was very strong. He was very able at swordsmanship. He didn’t commit suicide to let khalid blow his resentment and become happy.
After the first night where khalid shared MC with emperor, MC could commit suicide but he on the next day was helping khalid in handling state affairs. He even taught khalid how to dance. It is strange that he appears completely fine by the abuse so far and even cares for khalid? We don’t get much insight to his mental health by hsi thoughts during this time so it’s very hard to connect if he has resentment building for khalid due to all this abuse or not.
Why I’m saying it is inconsistent is because of what happens AFTER MC thinks he has paid back everything and commits suicide.
So basically after MC is whipped, he is in his room where he was unconcious. He wakes up goes out the estate, sees the carriage of belthias and rode it. He talks to belthias and mentions how he betrayed him etc etc. All of his converstaion is being listened by Khalid and emperor through a magic stone that is given to him by khalid and which is like a communication device controlled by Khalid. That’s how they come to know that MC is innocent. MC kills belthias and goes to his home. There he jumps off a window and commits suicide.
Now for the inconsistencies. Khalid hates MC because he abandoned him in childhood. But suddenly he is devastated and acts like he can’t live without MC when MC commits suicide and it comes to light that he was innocent. Khalid’s resentment wasn’t because MC helped crown prince, it was because of abandonment. So even if it comes to light that MC is innocent, how he turned 180 degree?
Then the argue that it’s because MC committed suicide but khalid has been abusing him cruelly for days and days. He whipped him so bad and denied treatment suddenly he is remorseful just because MC commits suicide? I would believe it if I could get an ounce of feeling that he loves MC? He calls MC whore, slut, prostitue. Treats him like one. That is definitely not love. It doesn’t give any feeling of love even to us readers!
Anyhow they somehow save MC. During the process khalid comes to know that MC didn’t abandoned him willingly. It was an act to save him. He even searched for him and was whipped by his mother for this reason so more regret.
Now MC wakes up and hates khalid and asks him to kill him off. He asks khalid why he did all those things to him. Now again I don’t understand that the author clearly explained to us that MC let khalid do those things because he wanted to let him release his resentment. Now MC is shown to suffer from abuse but while it was happening we were not shown much of his thought process until very late into the story where he starts to self harm to even breathe. Even during that time, we are not given any inkling of his resentment to khalid.
Understandably he wants to die but no one lets him. Emperor is also remorseful. He decides to restore his status back to noble from slave but MC is shamed and notorious in whole kingdom now because he had became a slave and was a plaything of khalid and emperor.
MC takes his revenge on both khalid and emperor. Emperor is betrayed and killed by khalid. MC becomes the next emperor and khalid now becomes his dog.
My pet peeve with this novel is that there is no one to blame for all the misery except one when the emperor rapes MC again in jealousy even after knowing that he is innocent.
Khalid’s whole world was MC and he was also treated as a slave and very badly treated at MC’s home. But at the end MC also abandoned him (according to him because he doesn’t know MC was pretending neither anyone told him). He was whipped and thrown out and he saw MC smiling at another servant after throwing him out. Just imagine for a child to rely on someone during his whole misery and that someone also cruelly and ruthlessly throw him out and abandon him. It must have been horrible. The scar must have run deep and turned so bad that it twisted him to such an ugly person later on. I understand him because I have felt the feeling and fear of being left behind. It is very very scary and hurtful.
The emperor treats MC badly for very stupid reason but more than that he treats him badly because he thinks he was supporting crown prince. So if you understand the world of emperor and its throne fights, you can know that it’s a very cruel world. Where you have to be ruthless to win. After he knows that MC is innocent he restores his status and is remoresful of the abuse MC suffered.
Lastly MC, after suffering from khalid and emperor, he also now bore resentment and hate. He kills innocent people for his revenge. He even takes relief in khalid’s suffering. He suffers from the after effects of abuse he faced at the hands of khalid and emperor. But khalid also suffered the pain from the abandonment of MC. He then took his revenge on MC. All his happy memories from MC turned painful ones because at the end he was abandoned so he must have thought those moments were just pasttimes for MC.
When I see it, who do I blame then? Khalid suffered and took revenge from MC. MC willingly offered himself to khalid to decrease his resentment and suffered. Then he also took his revenge on khalid.
It was a circle of abuse that never ended. Even if MC never abandoned him willingly, he never told khalid. He even himself understands that khalid must have suffered alot due to that so that’s why he wants to atone and make khalid happy. He could have committed suicide anytime. He could have fought anytime but he willingly suffered everything. Once he thought he paid back everything, he committed suicide.
But he was saved, he should have been allowed death atleast. But khalid and emperor didn’t let him die. After that he takes revenge on them. The abuse cycle starts again now. He feels happy to see khalid hurt and then treats him like a dog at the end of the novel. Kills innocent people for his revenge. He becomes cruel as well.
I really hated the end. There was no respite for anyone of them. Khalif wasn’t a villain. He was just taking his own revenge. MC wasn’t a villain and he is also taking his own revenge. Not one of them thought of moving forward. It’s horrible. I wouldn’t recommend anyone this novel. There is no closure.
This is a review from someone who read this novel and had to desperately get myself out of the disgusting feelings this made me feel for weeks.
This novel is not happy ending. This even has detailed rape and torture scenes, heartless characters, cruelty and don’t expect any love.
The gist of the story is that there is no major villain. Just the three characters, the MC and two male leads whose relationship, revenge and actions takes up most of the novel.
MC is a noble who pretended to abandon the ML (khalid) to save him when they were kids. ML was hurt because his whole world was MC. The only light in his miserable life. However later in adulthood, the MC’s family was killed by the second ML (Peltian) who disposed of the crown prince and became emperor. The MC’s family was supporting the crown prince, that’s why they were killed. However MC was secretly helping the emperor and was in an idea that the emperor knows it’s him who helped him defeat the crown prince. So when his family was killed he was shocked and thought that he was abandoned by the emperor.
Basically the guy who was delivering MC’s messages of to the emperor didn’t tell the emperor that they were from MC rather he prentended that it was himself who helped emperor to get the benefits, this way he betrayed the MC and got all the benefits of emperor who thought that Belthias Deron was the one who helped him.
Now MC was captured and khalid asked the emperor to give MC to him as a slave so he can take revenge. Khalid and emperor are deeply bonded as brothers so emperor granted him this request.
Now MC thinks he has to repay khalid for the hurt he caused him while abandoning him. That’s why he doesn’t commit suicide and becomes a slave willingly so that khalid can let go of his resentment and be completely happy.
Khalid badly abuses MC (Knox) physically and sexually.
He and emperor treats him like an object less than a human being. The sex scenes are horrible with slapping him to keep him awake, fucking him in turns for the whole night, not letting him rest, teaching him to suck their dick first thing in the morning as slave. It’s horrible letting him ride a wooden horse, use dildos on him and double penetrating him, keeping him tied to bed and fucking him for days even though he begs not to. Khalid even makes a bet with emperor to see if MC is loyal to him alone and knows who owns him if he doesn’t cum while someone other than Khalid fucks him. Emperor fucks him and MC cums so in anger khalid takes off his belt and hit his perineum and hole with it several times while asking MC to keep his hole open with his own fingers. It’s horrible through and through.
Once MC slaps the belthias guy who betrayed MC and Khalid first slaps him twice in front of that guy for punishment and then further locks MC in a dark room for a week. MC completely loses his mind from that time on and submits his self to slavery.
Khalid also whips him so bad and then denies him treatment and that is the last point where MC commits suicide because he thinks he has paid back everything because when khalid was abandoned in the past he was also whipped. It wasn’t MC who whipped him but the one whipping MC was khalid.
MC and Khalid both used to love each other in their childhood before the abandonment.
The dialogues, the thoughts they are so degrading for MC by both emperor and khalid that both are not redeemable at all.
The major issue I have with this novel is that the author’s focus is highly on the torture and extensive sex scenes with degradation. However you won’t get much intake on the feelings or thoughts.
When the abuse was happening, there would be one or two line to specify the feelings of either the MC or the ML.
I think it’s very lacking and makes you unable to connect with the characters because we can’t get a clear feeling of what they are feeling other than horrible abuse and resentment.
As comaprison, the Non zero sum highly focuses on the feelings of the MC so we can connect on a much more deeper level with his suffering. We even get the insight of ML and understand that he is psycho. Just a mental patient. We see how his though process works.
In this novel, Khalid and emperor are abusing MC so badly but if MC is sitting alone and gazing at space absent mindedly or is washing the floors of Khalid’s mansion then Khalid will act like he loves MC and cares so much about him and can’t bear to see him like that. It’s just crazily inconsistent.
Another inconsistency is the MC. He wanted khalid to vent out his resentment. He didn’t know khalid will abuse him like this but he was very strong. He was very able at swordsmanship. He didn’t commit suicide to let khalid blow his resentment and become happy.
After the first night where khalid shared MC with emperor, MC could commit suicide but he on the next day was helping khalid in handling state affairs. He even taught khalid how to dance. It is strange that he appears completely fine by the abuse so far and even cares for khalid? We don’t get much insight to his mental health by hsi thoughts during this time so it’s very hard to connect if he has resentment building for khalid due to all this abuse or not.
Why I’m saying it is inconsistent is because of what happens AFTER MC thinks he has paid back everything and commits suicide.
So basically after MC is whipped, he is in his room where he was unconcious. He wakes up goes out the estate, sees the carriage of belthias and rode it. He talks to belthias and mentions how he betrayed him etc etc. All of his converstaion is being listened by Khalid and emperor through a magic stone that is given to him by khalid and which is like a communication device controlled by Khalid. That’s how they come to know that MC is innocent. MC kills belthias and goes to his home. There he jumps off a window and commits suicide.
Now for the inconsistencies. Khalid hates MC because he abandoned him in childhood. But suddenly he is devastated and acts like he can’t live without MC when MC commits suicide and it comes to light that he was innocent. Khalid’s resentment wasn’t because MC helped crown prince, it was because of abandonment. So even if it comes to light that MC is innocent, how he turned 180 degree?
Then the argue that it’s because MC committed suicide but khalid has been abusing him cruelly for days and days. He whipped him so bad and denied treatment suddenly he is remorseful just because MC commits suicide? I would believe it if I could get an ounce of feeling that he loves MC? He calls MC whore, slut, prostitue. Treats him like one. That is definitely not love. It doesn’t give any feeling of love even to us readers!
Anyhow they somehow save MC. During the process khalid comes to know that MC didn’t abandoned him willingly. It was an act to save him. He even searched for him and was whipped by his mother for this reason so more regret.
Now MC wakes up and hates khalid and asks him to kill him off. He asks khalid why he did all those things to him. Now again I don’t understand that the author clearly explained to us that MC let khalid do those things because he wanted to let him release his resentment. Now MC is shown to suffer from abuse but while it was happening we were not shown much of his thought process until very late into the story where he starts to self harm to even breathe. Even during that time, we are not given any inkling of his resentment to khalid.
Understandably he wants to die but no one lets him. Emperor is also remorseful. He decides to restore his status back to noble from slave but MC is shamed and notorious in whole kingdom now because he had became a slave and was a plaything of khalid and emperor.
MC takes his revenge on both khalid and emperor. Emperor is betrayed and killed by khalid. MC becomes the next emperor and khalid now becomes his dog.
My pet peeve with this novel is that there is no one to blame for all the misery except one when the emperor rapes MC again in jealousy even after knowing that he is innocent.
Khalid’s whole world was MC and he was also treated as a slave and very badly treated at MC’s home. But at the end MC also abandoned him (according to him because he doesn’t know MC was pretending neither anyone told him). He was whipped and thrown out and he saw MC smiling at another servant after throwing him out. Just imagine for a child to rely on someone during his whole misery and that someone also cruelly and ruthlessly throw him out and abandon him. It must have been horrible. The scar must have run deep and turned so bad that it twisted him to such an ugly person later on. I understand him because I have felt the feeling and fear of being left behind. It is very very scary and hurtful.
The emperor treats MC badly for very stupid reason but more than that he treats him badly because he thinks he was supporting crown prince. So if you understand the world of emperor and its throne fights, you can know that it’s a very cruel world. Where you have to be ruthless to win. After he knows that MC is innocent he restores his status and is remoresful of the abuse MC suffered.
Lastly MC, after suffering from khalid and emperor, he also now bore resentment and hate. He kills innocent people for his revenge. He even takes relief in khalid’s suffering. He suffers from the after effects of abuse he faced at the hands of khalid and emperor. But khalid also suffered the pain from the abandonment of MC. He then took his revenge on MC. All his happy memories from MC turned painful ones because at the end he was abandoned so he must have thought those moments were just pasttimes for MC.
When I see it, who do I blame then? Khalid suffered and took revenge from MC. MC willingly offered himself to khalid to decrease his resentment and suffered. Then he also took his revenge on khalid.
It was a circle of abuse that never ended. Even if MC never abandoned him willingly, he never told khalid. He even himself understands that khalid must have suffered alot due to that so that’s why he wants to atone and make khalid happy. He could have committed suicide anytime. He could have fought anytime but he willingly suffered everything. Once he thought he paid back everything, he committed suicide.
But he was saved, he should have been allowed death atleast. But khalid and emperor didn’t let him die. After that he takes revenge on them. The abuse cycle starts again now. He feels happy to see khalid hurt and then treats him like a dog at the end of the novel. Kills innocent people for his revenge. He becomes cruel as well.
I really hated the end. There was no respite for anyone of them. Khalif wasn’t a villain. He was just taking his own revenge. MC wasn’t a villain and he is also taking his own revenge. Not one of them thought of moving forward. It’s horrible. I wouldn’t recommend anyone this novel. There is no closure.
So the ML is one of the most “dirty talk during sex type” of person who likes to say vulgar things. In the first chapter he seems like the cold type but the later chapters he is kinda chatty, funny and hypersexual. The first sexual thing he says to uke is to sit on his face and let him suck his hole LOL.
Okay seme will beat uke in the next chapters but that is the only time he will be treated that roughly by seme. He is working with the mindset of a general who is investigating a criminal so I totally understand how he gets rough.
Later he is sometimes verbally abusive like saying bad or hurtful things to uke and also during sex I don’t think if he is physically or sexually abusive to uke. They have a agreement but do remember it is kind of dubious consent because uke HAS to agree with his whims due to circumstances not because he WANTS to.
Basically the lieutenant that uke was working with to supply the drugs to castle people, he like uke and wants to take him as his concubine. So in order to do so, he fed uke experimental drugs to make him able to conceive a baby. Uke has no idea about it.
Seme wants to bust that lieutenant’s ass in a trial for drug scandal and harvest scandal (meaning experimenting on people) so for evidence that lieutenant kim did that he needs evidence of uke being pregnant.
Somehow it is decided by him that uke will be pregnant by his child in the next couple of chapters as the best strategy to avoid suspicion in a trial that he and his subordinates raped or abused uke into being pregnant. He decides to have a video testimony of uke who says he likes seme and wants to have his baby.
Now seme will see uke without all those tanning sprays and will be mind blown by his beauty LOL. The story basically doesn’t have any big antagonist. It is about the development of their relationship while seme navigates through collecting evidence and making uke pregnant.
Uke falls in love, gets pregnant, is told by the doctor Lieutenant Na that he is pregnant, freaks out and then seme lies to him and he didn’t know uke could be pregnant. Otherwise he would have used contraception. Seme kind of gets nervous seeing uke’s breakdown that’s why he decides to lie to uke so that uke won’t leave him.
Uke is unsure of having baby, seme tries in his own clumsy ways to take care of uke but he is still kind of not really conscious of his own feelings (our seme has low EQ. Kinda dumb in emotional feelings). Things happen, uke gets to know taht seme lied, that he is used as a piece of evidence, he feels betrayed and runs away.
Funny thing our seme uses the crazy psycho methods to catch him back. Well I like overly possessive semes so I really really liked his methods. (Yeah I’m unhinged :(….)
They will fight some more, things will happen, baby will come, some more regret and then happy ending.
I literally had to put down my phone to calm myself before finishing this chapter. No matter what, JJ is despicable.
The fuck written on the glasses of the guy in taejoo’s team when Taejoo stabbed the other gang leader (≧∀≦)
I know many people objected to the reincarnation of MC as a twink but if uou read the novel, you can see that it solely plays a comedic part in the story. From the volume two when Abel reincarnates, most of the comedic effect is through his weak body or extremely beautiful looks which are dangerous for the entire kingdom and rift between people’s families ╮(￣▽￣)╭
For our ML though he doesn’t care a bit about his looks. Before he knew he was abel, he used to think that others say that he is good looking but he feels no such thing. However his thoughts also clearly convey that looks don’t matter to him because he was in love with Abel not because of his looks but his kindness and character.
The story will get extremely funny in 2nd and third volume. Moreover the antics of Karas after he will know that Abel is the twink one are just (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Sooooooooooo guys we have been the biggest losers to think that a redemption arc will come our way. In the latest episode, Jichan has gone to mido and have been all pretty proactive, making out with him even offering to help him with his rut calling him by “Seo Mido”. He has given in to him. So just have your clown makeup ready because we are no more than a joke ╮(￣▽￣)╭
So for the next spoilers, Jichan knows that yellow shit is Mido now since the other gangsta dude handed him papers of proof containing data about Mido and yellow shit being the same person.
Now in the latest episode, yellow shit is apologizing to Jichan about what he did. He was angry to see Jichan living well without him so he made up revenge an excuse to bring jichan back to him. He says he won’t do anything now to Jichan if Jichan doesn’t want it.
Now sad thing is Jichan allows him to masturbate together and they do it right there. Given that Jichan is stimulated due to the constant release of pheromones of other gangsta Alpha but I’m so frustrated that it seems Jichan is going to mellow out to yellow shit just because he apologized. To be honest one panel of yellow shit crying in the previous episode of season 2 is not a good redemption arc. He first break jichan’s ankle and then had a break down himself when the beta guy helped Jichan to escape. Is that what the author going to give us for a redemption arc?
After all the suffering I want him groveling on his knees. Not some sorry words in a bathroom as if that is gonna make everything better. I usually get soft hearted early on when semes go through a redemption arc but this didn’t even gave me any satisfaction. I wanted jichan to atleast say that he hates him and he ruined everything. Anything to make yellow shit desperate!
Well let’s have some trust in author but I’m actually now afraid that we’re gonna get a half assed redemption arc. Author nim do something to make the top absolute miserable and cry and beg for forgiveness for what he has done. Make him regret. I don’t want his excuses. I want his SUFFERING!!!
（/TДT)/
You can see wooyeon getting obsessed with Inseob and soon you will see him running in the streets searching for inseob frantically and then crying as well (≧∀≦)
Since I have read the novel, I don’t understand how people defend the ML and blame MC. People should understand that trauma suffered for many years doesn’t just go away because someone acted nice to you. No, it just doesn’t work like that. MC suffered for many years. Not even days or months but YEARS. It is understandable that he runs away from ML because what if ML has treated him a bit better. Is he supposed to now blindly believe in ML? Even when he knows that ML is dangerous? When MC is just trying to gain a peaceful life? And still believe ML after watching the last clip of that video which ML showed him previously but the last part wasn’t shown? I seriously don’t get it. He ran away because he was scared and rightfully so.
Moreover how ML abused him later after finding him out, how can people defend him? He literally abuses MC terribly and treats him just like a prostitue but later after abusing and all that, ML says he doesn’t think of him as a prostitute? Uh, that’s fucked up. Actions speak louder than words. I don’t care how he sacrificed some things for MC, I just don’t feel his love for our MC. He needs therapy ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Novel reader here. So after they kidnapped the MC, the wheezing shit takes him to some kind of farmhouse or villa and plans to mark and rape MC. But the thing is that they don’t know our super duper dashing, handsome pookie, dookie ML hasn’t gone abroad. Actually ML feels like something is wrong when the manager tells him that his step mother was asking about him getting on plane or not so ML gets off the plane before it takes off. He gets to know MC has been kidnapped and they luckily find cctv footage and see how MC was assaulted. He is super angry and tells his friend that the wheezing shit kidnapped the MC and also “Red shit” is involved in it.
His friends go to red shit and tells him that everyone is going to gather in their dominant alphas lounge or club kinda something because ML has to show something. The red shit gets terrified that how ML is still in korea and not abroad. So he then gets away from ML’s friends and calls ML’s brother and asks him that how ML is in korea. They both get terrified as they should (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Now to our cutie pie MC, he is injured but he manages to escape the villa from wheezing shit and the girl who was drinking with MC and his friend in a panel in previous episodes, helps him to run away and hide in a hospital. After MC runs away from villa then our ML comes there but sees that MC has already escaped. He then somehow gets to know about the girl who helped him and goes to ask MC’s whereabouts. He finds MC is in hospital. He just sees MC in hospital room when he is unconscious and appoints two guards for his safety. Now ML is off to clean the earth from the wheezing shit meaning beat him to death (literally). ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
ML brings the wheezing shit to the club and beats him with some kind of stick I think and other alphas tries to stop him but since law allows him to do what he wants to do no one is brave enough to really step forward and stop him from his assault. Hence, ML kills off the wheezing shit by constantly hitting him. What an end for a piece of shit ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Well seeing this scene the red shit gets so scared and he tries to run away and jumps from the club room and falls. He gets brain dead so ML has the choice now whether he wants to turn off his ventilator or not. I think ML says to not do it so that it will be a lesson for others.
Our MC is confused as to how he woke the ML as dominant alpha since ML has been the same all the time and there has been no difference so far in him. (Remember that alphas once woken as dominant goes through significant changes.) MC is confused and then gets to know through that saviour girl by a call that ML came to ask for him and she has told him his address. MC then tries to run away from hospital because he thinks that he is a weakness for ML and people are trying to hurt ML through him. He tries to run but ML comes there on time and doesn’t let him run away. Also, says some possessive words (for which we all are simpy bitches) that he will not let MC run away. MC shouldn’t try that. Then he catches the MC and takes him back to his house.
Phew so the next story is just about MC getting to know that ML is that kid he saved the night of december and that he is the grandson of grumpy convenience store grandpa. The story then revolves around the budding relationship of MC and ML and how they navigates different hurdles like the father of MC who is against the relationship and marriage because he wants MC to be in relationship with someone who has a loving family and we all know the condition of ML’s family. In shorter words they are fucked again (￣∇￣")
But don’t worry it resolves also somehow! So yeah don’t worry our MC isn’t gonna suffer much. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
So ML is kind of taking revenge for his parents? Or whoever they are mentioned in that newspaper clip. Moreover, it feels like this is going to be a big blunder on the part of ML letting MC meet his uncle. I actually want the ML to regret it so bad later on. Considering his personality, he is shit and just stinks like one too by his actions ╮(￣▽￣)╭
I love Sihyeon btw. I’m rooting for you baddy ヾ(☆▽☆)
Yellow bastard gives Jichan an ultimatum that he will tell the address of Mido if Jichan can make him fall in love. Yellow bastard is sure that he won’t fall in love with Jichan so he wants to just see him trying and suffering in process. He rapes Jichan and thens abandons him where beta scum comes to rescue and then Jichan tells him how he wasn’t able to save Mido in childhood and how he never betrayed Mido. Beta scums starts to like Jichan now. (Fuck that bastard (╬￣皿￣)凸)
Jichan went back to yellow bastard and calls him and tells him that he will wait for him at home. Okay so the thing comes to whether yellow bastard suffered enough for such retaliation as some comments are discussing. For someone who has the read the next chapters, yellow bastard didn’t suffer much. He was kind of adopted by a kind omega woman who sheltered him and helped in life. He was later found out to be a dominant alpha rather than an omega. He just got his trait fully developed later. Now to think that even if Jichan abandoned him, yellow bastard must be like: “oh I trusted a person but they betrayed me” and he can hate all he wants but to let Jichan suffer things that he himself never did like being raped as omega and violence? That shows he is an evil person. (︶︿︶)＝凸
Then through the next chapters you will see that yellow bastard will be like, “after just one call, he is now unsure of what he wants. Whether he wants Jichan in his life or wants for him to suffer”. We will have later chapters with yellow bastard acting all soft and in love with Jichan because it feels like he has completely vent out everything he wanted. He will think about that kind omega woman who sheltered him telling him about marking the omega and have a desire to mark Jichan in hindsight. He will kind of go to the death anniversary of that woman omega with Jichan and tell him that he has lost. He want Jichan to spend his life with him. To stay with him forever. But Jichan says that he has already promised Mido that so he can’t do it. At that time, the yellow bastard tells him that it’s a good thing because he is Mido. The season one ends there.
Now onto second season, Jichan can’t believe that he is Mido since he has memories of Mido being all angelic and soft and kind but this yellow bastard is just shit. He says that he doesn’t believe him. He no longer has any reason to stay with him since he was only doing all this to get the address of Mido. Well the yellow bastard loses his shit again ╮(￣▽￣)╭
He says that you said you will apologize but why are you not believing me. I’m Mido and blah blah. Jichan still doesn’t believe him and tries to leave but yellow shit (upgraded from bastard) uses his pheromones to subdue Jichan and then kind of blocks his oxygen intake to get him to faint. He has his evil thoughts that he won’t let Jichan leave anymore.
When Jichan wakes up, he is handcuffed to the bed, and yellow shit has gone to ultimate levels of batshit crazy. He wants Jichan to believe that he is Mido but still Jichan doesn’t believe him and I think he also spits on yellow shit’s face. (You go Jichan! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧)
Yellow shit says that he will try to make Jichan pregnant, and then they will be family. Jichan won’t be able to leave him. He is excited to think about a child made by him and Jichan. Then he proceeds to rape jichan. And later he breaks jichan’s ankle.
Then we have the beta scum come to the house to meet Jichan and sees the condition of jichan all battered and with broken ankle. He decides to get help with another shady character we met before in the novel. The one with more yellow hair and gangsta feel. He asks for help to hide Jichan from Mido. Mido is in lab and deletes all the data about Jichan and says to doctor that he doesn’t want to give him to someone else. Mido says he will take the responsibility for erasing the data. The doctor gets angry and then spews some hard facts to yellow shit aka Mido that is he even worthy of being accepted by Jichan? Mido gets mad. Then he goes back to his house and then beta scum tells him he has hide away Jichan. Mido breaks down and kind of begs beta scum to tell him where is Jichan but beta scum refuses. Then we see some panels of Mido losing his marbles ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
I feel like Nergal had not given permission to others to rape Leon and Mephisto lied about doing whatever the other guys want to do to MC. I hate that son of a bitch the most and dues as well. Both can go and fucking die (╬￣皿￣)凸