
i've read it a hundreds times already, and still, chapter 11 is really the hardest to read. this chapter gave me multiple heartaches (soo won's memories) and headaches (trying to figure out what soo won really planned at the beginning, and how yona's "death" really affected his plan..)
however i try to built some theories, this chapter (c11) always make me thought that soo won did all that on a multiple reasons, and under those layers of reasons there's the basic reason, that is yona and hak's happiness/safety. I just simply try to imagine being soo won, what is really important to him that he sacrificed their relationship,
his future with yona and hak, and their trust on him. with that, comes the possibility that this will end with soo won sacrificing his life for yona as his apology..
the more i think about it, the more i feel that he is the one with the biggest burden among them. however big and victorious he make kouka kingdom in the future, yona and hak will always be his ultimate end.
my brain hurts, damn you, soo won...
why can't i just mindlessly hate you..... ╥﹏╥
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