
I don’t even know what’s happening anymore — everything’s falling apart. The uke’s completely broken, spiraling deeper into madness, while the seme snaps every time he’s forgotten. It’s a constant cycle of pain and obsession. Things are getting worse by the chapter, and I just know the next ones are going to be even more brutal. I’m bracing myself, but I’m not sure my heart can take it. ತ_ʖತ

Chapter 38 was uploaded the other day, but now it’s just a placeholder. I read Chapter 37 today and realized the one I saw a few days ago was actually Chapter 38 — so I already know what’s coming. Honestly, I’m just glad the ML punched that violet-haired beta. He totally deserved it!
Now I’m just hoping the MC gets rescued soon. I’m seriously worried about what those scumbags might do to him.

It’s 6 a.m., and Chapter 16 has completely shattered me. I can’t stop crying — Clauden pretending not to be Luan’s long-lost friend broke my heart into pieces. I didn’t even cry this hard when I read Into the Rose Garden, and that one devastated me.
And honestly, Luan kind of deserved the pain for not recognizing the person who meant the most to him. But that doesn’t make Clauden’s pain any less gut-wrenching.
I already knew from spoilers that this story would hurt — that it had a sad ending — so I avoided it for the longest time. But when I heard there was a continuation, it gave me the courage to finally read it, hoping that maybe, just maybe, there would be healing in the end.
Whether they end up together or not doesn’t even matter to me anymore. I just want Clauden to find peace — to finally be happy after everything he’s endured.
And now, I’m diving into the side story. I’m genuinely looking forward to seeing how their relationship unfolds. I need closure, redemption — something to soothe this ache.

Someone please update me when the flashback to their first life ends. I want to read it all in one go. It’s too painful to go through one chapter at a time, especially with every update ending in a cliffhanger — darker, more tragic, more unbearable each time. I’m not ready to watch Sejin break piece by piece ಥ╭╮ಥ
The Alpha is no different from Amandaris — forcing himself on the MC. It’s like the cycle is repeating itself all over again. The MC still can’t voice his feelings or stand up for himself — he’s trapped in the same painful pattern, powerless and unheard. And honestly? The Alpha is really sus. There’s something off about him, and I don’t trust his intentions at all... unless the author gives us the Alpha’s POV in the next chapter. Maybe then, we’ll finally understand what he’s really thinking