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To earn money, Ed decided to enter the pornographic video company <glenmcqueen.com>. Secretly,...

In a world where humans and vampires coexist, bloodthirsty Jess falls into a trap set by humans and ...

Alan meets Hayden, a free-spirited youth one night. The pair hit it off, but Alan's new feeling...

Song Gi Tae was walking around with his boyfriend when suddenly everything went dark. When he opened...

The ugly and shy Che Qiu Yuan was rejected after he had confessed to the school diva. He was even cr...

Every day of Giovanni’s life has been cold. Despite scorching summers, sunny springs, despite ...

i should've dropped this a long time ago

am i the only one who didnt cry? even while listening to sad songs when reading??

Because we all love this trope 
(BL only) 

Each page has my top 10 recs for these categories:
Pg 1 ➼ lighthearted
Pg 2 ➼ dark/heavy
Pg 3 ➼ sexual tension
Pg 4 ➼ slow burn
Pg 5 and beyond ➼ mix of stories
(will periodically shuffle order as I add more ◈ last re-organized 10/07/2023)

**The more extreme/explosive relationships tagged hate to love**

I WANT TO READ AAAAAAAALLLLLLL THE YAOI IN THE WORLD!!!



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SOME BORING FACTS:
 I am very shy, whimsical & lazy.

 My lists are forever under construction/ editing.

 I don't add mangas I don't like to my list even if it fits the requirement.

 I like to keep my reviews/comments simple & straight to the point.

 I absolutely hate giving/getting spoilers without any prior warning.

 I don't like using tags.

 I am a Re-read Freak! Whether I read a new one or not, I re-read at least 1 manga everyday. So sometimes you'll see my reviews & rating change depending on that.

 I am ALWAYS open to suggestions for unique/exceptional plots, regardless of the genre or the media (manga/anime/drama cd/novel/movie/tv series). So please, feel free to suggest me anything unique/exceptional you have come by. I won't judge :) 

DELETED accounts will be UN-FOLLOWED. I regularly check my followers & users I follow. If you unfollow me after getting a follow back from me I'll BLOCK you.

NOT taking any list request right now. Sorry.


 Last but not the least, DO NOT copy My Reviews/Comments. I don't care if you copy my list as they are all for recommendation BUT it takes a LOT of time & effort to think about & write those reviews & information. So, Please! Again, I am asking & requesting you NOT to copy My Reviews/Comments. You have a brain just like me, so I advice & encourage you to use that to write your own reviews/comments instead of copying mine. That's the least decency I expect from the other Mangagoers.

Tearjerking,Thought provoking,Emotional rollercoaster of BL mangas ranging from normal stories with a Dark tone to Extremely Twisted plots & characters.

DISCLAIMERSome mangas have very disturbing contents like - incest, rape, orgy, abuse, polyamorous relations, different types of psychosexual disorders. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.


***REVIEW NOTES***
- pairings,tag/descriptions,mild spoilers,my thoughts on the manga
<- mangas having TRAGIC END
<- HIGHLY disturbing content WARNING

[Apologies for the long post. Please ignore it. This is just me keeping record of what I read & felt]

I have lost count of exactly how many times my heart DIED while reading this creation of Kyuugou. It was excruciatingly intense & rich with dark, distorted emotions. The whole ambiance of this manga - every panel, every strand of hair, each glance, even simply the wind blowing was enough to make me shiver with fear & anticipation. I kept staring at some pages for more than a minute. I thought, if I don't watch them closely & carefully I'll miss something really important. Everything....and I mean E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G in this story from the start to the last line of last chapter gripped & gnawed at my heart.

I have been wracking my brains after finishing it, exactly which brother was more pitiful and here I am sitting in front of my laptop....staring at the wall, for god knows how long. It felt like they were twin brothers cursed by the destiny itself and Kei's words kept ringing in my ears, "why do you think we came into this world separately?" No matter how much I think about, I can't find/imagine a way for Kei's salvation from his path of self-destruction neither could I bring myself to blame Roku for anything.

Among all the incest mangas & other thought provoking, emotionally disturbing psychological mangas I have read so far, Kyuugou crushed it. It's not like she used some complicated difficult words or dramatic scenes. With simple words, simple lines, simple scenes.....she pulled me into her world! As if everything was happening in front of my very eyes in slow motion holographic images & I can do nothing about it but to see them getting shattered & destroyed by their uncontrollable overwhelming emotions. The eeriness of every scene got under my skin & made me recoil with horror & suspense. Still, I couldn't stop myself from getting swept away with each chapter. It's no wonder she dropped it. I mean, I feel like this just after reading it, so I could not possibly imagine what she must have felt while writing those 9 chapters thick with mind-crippling emotions.

Despite feeling compassionate for her I would still pray & hope that Kyuugou sensei would pick it up again one day & write it till the end. Not just because it's a Masterpiece but because I have come to deeply love & care for those miserable characters. And I don't want them to be stuck in a time hole for eternity without a definite closure.

I can read these mangas many times! I rate them >9.5/10 based on my own preferences, so there will be lots of non-mainstream BL
Genres: NO PWP, no doujinshi
Length: <100 chapters or 3 vols
Search by tags: http://www.mangago.me/home/people/12706/manga/1/
If you like this list, please click "RECOMMEND". Thank you XD
2nd list: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/655038/
(If 1st list is full, i'll move older ones to my 2nd list)
Long series: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/645867/

I saw that they made a variety show with some kpop idols based on this story. Go check it out