Maruya's Topics (215)

you're so real for that cuz same

Literally, like I would crawl to the exam room with my battered body, take the exam, and say peace to the world.

Well you've said it yourself, you don't understand it because you're straight
He's not denying and pushing his relationship with the ml bc of his own sick purposes or because that's what he wants
He's doing it because he's not ready to come out yet, not to his friends, nor to the public, bc of how they would respond and how the public would treat them for being different
If he were to be "insensitive" he wouldn't even mind talking it out with his boyfriend, he cares and takes his time to talk to him abt it
He already has anxiety by being in the spotlight from being a retire athlete, and the ml being popular also bc of his career makes him even more anxious, knowing that coming out or even js rumors abt him could drag him down
Being gay isn't all rainbows and colors ppl.

well said! it’s obvious that maruya fetishizes gay men because wdym “have 2 chapters of smut before ending” atleast try not to be ignorant when you’re reading about two men falling in love

I so agree with you. It literally looks like Mc is ashamed of being with ml I would be so hurt if I were ml

Oh no, a queer character having problems w his own identity!!!
He's not ashamed of being w his boyfriend, he's ashamed of himself, he's ashamed of being different, he's insecure abt his relarionship, bc like how the other person said, he's ashamed of the reprecussion that could impact both of them if they were to come out to the public
These are real problems queer people have to face irl, if you guys can't even handle the mc being insecure abt himself, I don't even wanna know how yall are w people irl
If he was really "ashamed" w being w the ml, he wouldn't even be near him in public

Dude it's not about him being queer. I couldn't care less. The only thing that bothers me is the way he's treating ml like a dirty secret. You keep bringing out Mc coming out but I literally don't care or talk about that. Again, my point still stands.

"Don't care abt that or couldn't care less"
The whole reason he's treating the ml like a "dirty secret"(whatever tf that means) IS because he doesn't wanna come out, that's why I keep bringing it up
If that's what's bothering you, then you clearly DO care abt the fact that he doesn't wanna come out, since that's literally, THE MAIN REASON????

Nah I just feel bad for the ml. If Mc wasn't ready for a relationship, he shouldn't have gotten into one.

Omg, he's not ready to come out, someone that doesn't wanna come out to the public or even someone that is not comfortable w their sexuality still has the right to be in a relationship, mind you, it's his first one, ofc he's gonna be inaecure af

Sure but if he's not ready fir a relationship, he shouldn't be in one, his sexuality doesn't matter. No one should be in a relationship if they're not ready for it mentally, that's just hurting themselves and their partner.

As a queer person I also wouldnt be able to stand its one thing to kepe quiet but AGAIN with the pushing ideals onto him i.e forcing the lie he has a gf AFTET he just came out to his friends way to diminish his coming out! And then to say u guys looked good together. Ouch! And I get he has insecurities but even after the ML is asking him to be honest or that his emotions are okay and valid thats he'd also feel some type of way he still insists on shoving his feelings down so as to not burden ML. If he is verbally telling u its fine ur no longer doing it out of concern for him it's selfish

"His sexuality doesn't matter"
It this case, ITS DOES, bc the REASON he's insecure is not because he's not ready to be a relationship, he literally takes part of his time to comunicate w his partner costantly and reassures him, it's again, because he's not ready to come out, those two are linked together, you cannot separate them and say "it doesn't matter" when it does
It's like saying that someone that has anxiety can never have a relationship because they're not ready for it, also, how you he ever know he wasn't really, it that were to be the case, if he has never BEEN in one, bc again, it's his first
Literally the whole reason he's so insecure is because of his sexuality, its his first relationship, specially w someone that has only dated women

I'll always defend this guy as someone in similar position ofc while holding him accountable and you just worded it perfectly tbh

also the fact that he's been trying whenever ml says to try harder and it's not easy for someone like him... pls have some empathy yall put yourselves in his shoes

yeaah i agree but they said themselves that therws at least 2 chapters of smut before ending..i dont think they will put themselvws in his shoes... i think it says enough about that person.

Look idk why you're so emotional about this, it's a piece of fiction that we're talking about here. But again, you're hung up on Mc sexuality while it's not what I'm talking about nor does it have anything to do with my statement so I'm gonna end this here cause I seriously feel like you're attacking me for having an opinion have a nice day

Have I said anything to make you feel like I'm attacking you? Cs I don't think so, but if you feel like that, I'm sorry¿?
You're calling ME emotional when you're the one who's feeling attacked, ok?
And then you say that I'm hung up on his sexuality, when I literally told you the reason, that is, that his entire reason for being insecure and acting the way he does IS because of his sexuality l, you can't separate them, bc again, that's literally, THE REASON

Or just live in a third world country where even if u're carefull, u'll still get run over by cars and motorcycles. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

He wants 16 to kill him because he is too scared to kill himself.

He doesn't want to kill himself since he can't be responsible for himself, not that he needs 16. That's why he can just "accidentally" not look left and right.

Ch 21 he literally says he needs 16 to kill him because he’s too scared to do it himself.

Exactly, he can't do it himself but he doesn't mean that he need 16 specifically. What I meant is, "accidentally" not looking left and right is not viewed as suicide(which 647 can't do) and more of as an accident.

It’s not about accidental or not. It’s a conscious decision to not look both ways. He can’t make the conscious decision to walk into traffic. He’s not worried about committing suicide, he’s too scared to directly kill himself, whether it looks accidental or not.

you mean why its rogue pd not trash pd? well, when its translated into english (or any language available) officially, they tend to make it "more polished" like trash count family became lout of count family, or meitantei conan become case closed, its happen all the time

Yeah, I realized that when I searched more. I never knew that that novel had an adaptation