"why should i care?" i mean, even if i dislike someone and cut them out of my life i still do a little search about them to see if they're fine and i'm glad to see they're doing well because to me they're a person, they aren't reduced to what happened between us. it would mean even more if we had this sort of relationship, because even if it's over, we learned with them and learned from this. we can see yoo il isn't really satisfied, he's blocking out thoughts from the past, but they're all still there. if he was really over it, he would think of the past with no grudges, he wouldn't try to forget or block those memories, he would reflect on it and think "well, it was bad, we both made mistakes, but i'm glad we're both well now, and now i love this person right here because this and that". no, it's still there even if he found someone new, because all that still matters a lot to him in a bad way, as we can see when he's still remembering and comparing (when he says "doing it different to a certain person") to his current relationship as if trying to prove something to himself. but i don't regret reading this, it's just that... it left a lot of things unsaid and unresolved. it didn't feel like an ending, felt more like some sort of incomplete cirle of sadness and bitterness. this story is sad, what i got from this is that life sucks and sometimes it just sucks, no deep meanings behind it, no hopes for the future, no moral messages, it simply sucks and that's it.
"why should i care?" i mean, even if i dislike someone and cut them out of my life i still do a little search about them to see if they're fine and i'm glad to see they're doing well because to me they're a person, they aren't reduced to what happened between us. it would mean even more if we had this sort of relationship, because even if it's over, we learned with them and learned from this. we can see yoo il isn't really satisfied, he's blocking out thoughts from the past, but they're all still there. if he was really over it, he would think of the past with no grudges, he wouldn't try to forget or block those memories, he would reflect on it and think "well, it was bad, we both made mistakes, but i'm glad we're both well now, and now i love this person right here because this and that". no, it's still there even if he found someone new, because all that still matters a lot to him in a bad way, as we can see when he's still remembering and comparing (when he says "doing it different to a certain person") to his current relationship as if trying to prove something to himself. but i don't regret reading this, it's just that... it left a lot of things unsaid and unresolved. it didn't feel like an ending, felt more like some sort of incomplete cirle of sadness and bitterness. this story is sad, what i got from this is that life sucks and sometimes it just sucks, no deep meanings behind it, no hopes for the future, no moral messages, it simply sucks and that's it.