
Seungho was getting possessive way before he told nakyum to call him lord. He WANTS nakyum to know it’s him, he stopped taking nakyum from behind, held his face so that nakyum was looking into his eyes, and apologized for taking what he had saved for his teacher. And the look on seunghos face when nakyum still doesn’t realize it’s him and keeps calling inhun is so done xD he wasn’t trying to f*ck nakyum as inhun, and I don’t think he’ll keep it a secret if nakyum wakes up unable to remember what happened, but that’s just my guess

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I think a lot of people were worried about the rape because they were worried it would lead to a typical yaoi rapes leads to love scenario, and I agree that would be a terrible direction to take this. But I trust the author and really don’t think that’s where this is headed. Yoon is going to suffer from this event, and nakyum will too, its something that’s going to make it harder for both of them and actually have to be resolved.
First off this is character consistent for what we’ve seen of yoon, it’s not super surprising and doesn’t contrast with anything else we’ve seen of him. And it’s going to deepen what he feels for nakyum I think. A lot of nakyums appeal came from the fact that he was off limits as a low born, as well as the fact that he treats yoon in a way no one else has ever treated him; he’s honest and doesn’t want anything from him. And I’m pretty sure (esp from his reactions) that’s the first time he’s slept with anyone who doesn’t want him and keeps calling someone else’s name. He’s had him physically but is still in every way unacknowledged by him and that’s going to frustrate him and stay on his mind.
Nakyum will either be pissed or think it really was the teacher, either way it’s going to push him even further from yoon, not draw him closer, like it would if this was a cliche. I don’t think he will forget completely, even though I’ve seen some people say they hope he would. I hope he’ll remember because he has the right to remember, even if it’s traumatic. The body will still know and in a lot of ways it’s more traumatic when you’re body remembers but you can’t.
Anyway, all that to say I still have a lot of hope in this series, I’m hoping for the best for yoon and nakyum and super excited for this to pick up in October!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Thanks, I love it