Honestly? For a porn with little plot it was cute… bro I rarely ever see a bottom jerking off with dildos on his own so that was delicious, plus the fact that he is experienced in that way and not a naive ‘oh idk what’s happening” guy, but also the top basically committing immediately after is cute lmao, and the ending scene listenin to his music with mc asleep in his arms OH MY GAH
The art and the chemistry and interactions between characters is nice but holy shit I don’t get the story…what is up with the “we die together” scene, who are those people, how does ginger know what happened on the balcony, how did ginger get a tattoo of the scalpel writing in the font that guy wrote,,, what was the Poin… what… what even was the point of the supernatural implications, it’s like someone asked a 5 year old what should happen with the plot next and went with it, I’ll cry cause the chemistry and slowburrn between the characters were good but the ending didn’t satisfy me, kept thinking okay 10 chapters left okay 5 chapters left, I’m SURE they’ll tie this up in a neat bow right RIGHT, no, it’s a tape on glittery gift wrap
Dude out of everything, the ml is a cutie, and holy shit is mc annoying bro how much can you NOT take the hint, I feel so bad for the brunette girl it’s so insane dealing with guys that don’t take the no also the visual comedy is so funny, the faces and in group settings every chara doing their own thing like brunette is just in the corner munching on snacks loool, but also in the kissing scene and the dream sex scene holy fucking shit the art style and the poses and everything sent me to outer space, his waist and hips and AAAAAAA
After he realized he says something like "I was such a fool/idiot" or something
(This makes me laugh a lot)
Bro they're so adorableeeee and the artstyle is so cuteeee not even talking about the chibis I wanna chew on themmmmm
Bro half the time I love how they are with sharing their past and not artificiallu extending problems etc And ml going al in with getting him to move in and even wanting to invest in their future by getting mc to go to uni and all but on the other hand holy shit ml really took one small thing and made it the core problem of the relationship
Like hello initially you weren't even truthful with him about your age and situation cause you "thought he'd believe rumors and leave" but mc tryna end the connection before he got hurt is somehow a huge sin you're still punishing him for? You were both tryna protect yourselves, but if anything mc has more to lose, if he blindlu threw himself in this with no backing out plan, it's not just his feelings that would get hurt, you're asking him to rely on you for his whole future and what if you back out one Day? It's way worse on him than if he backs out of the relationship on you...
And you both want the same thing and fear the same thing, tou both want to be assured of the relationship and to last and for it to be something you can take for granted with no anxiety about it's end and mc is making the effort to accept your help and not treat it like it's a transaction and he owes you, be even confessed, all you had to do was to confess too and make it official so mc can feel like he this is a relationship and we're investing in our future together, instead you pull some bs "I adopted you, u got used to niceness toire asking for more? I know you'll leave one day" basically keeping him anxious and guaranteeing he can't take what you have for granted and rely on it and then you turn and blame him for it again...... If he keeps thinking of backing out plans it's all your doing, cause what is he to you? You can't even have the balls to say it out loud playing childish games like " YoUrR mY AdoOpTrF CaT" ass
Okay general story for some reason reminded me of lover boy except less depressing vibes even tho there’s death but anyway (the situations are the problem not some villains, thing?) … okay it was cute enough till first season end and I loooved the sobbing convo and top on his knees and all that heart to heart and getting together after that but then right after it kinda got really messy?/??? Cause bro after all that bottom is still pushing him away and not being vulnerable and cringe with him and on the other hand top is suddenly a sex zombie that jumps to sex at every moment and also apparently zones out and doesn’t hear shit bottom says and then snaps out like “oh sorry was I too harsh did I hurt you are you okay sorry sorry” and yet does it again later, bro how did he go from the overly considerate during sex nice guy to that… I mean sure bottom later says “it’s fine i enjoyed it” every time after but still it doesn’t fix the icky vibe of not listening DURING the act… idk man
But they’re cute at the end when after years every convo isn’t them being an anxious mess anticipating smth bad, they just talk shit out now, and it’s cute how some proposal moment or smth doesn’t happen, they just simply at some point start saying “you’re gonna be the last lover I’m gonna have, I’m not gonna be with anyone after you” and it’s just naturally growing commitment to each other it’s CUTE
But ye I’ve been recommended this so much I think I imagined it to be an extraordinary story and if it was one of the first manhwas I’d read I’d probably be in love too but I guess my rating now is “cute enough” =D
I actually also really love the bottoms story with the ex and how it’s a realistic situation, he’s not hate-able in a cartoon villain way but I just wanna scream at him like why would you do that and get both of you hurt, the pain really hit me there cause if it was established from the start to only be sex partners it’d probably not affect bottom as much but being sex partners but going out and having cute relationship-y moments only to answer “not lovers, that’s for sure” to being asked what are we… like ye it’d send anyone into a downward spiral you don’t even need a dead lifelong crush best friend, and the “he sTarTed lAsHiNg Out at me AfTeR thAt” like no fucking shit bro you got your career boost out of him and didn’t give a shit about how you’re affecting him till it was way too damn late boy bye m(but also he pretty af and I love the greenish tint in the hair, tell me some manhwas with main chara looking like him pls thank)
WDYM UNREQUITED YOU IDIOT IT COULDNT HAVE BEEN ANY MORE THE OPPOSITE
IKR!!!!
Bro this is just comedy, he’s just grabbing his heart and “ohh it hurts I wonder why”-s at every mention of blonds marriage literally a sitcom
LOL makes me remember that one character from Anton chelovs play who keeps saying "my heart, my heart" while just being excited xd
It was also a comedy drama this is def comedy sitcom coded
I feel like red eyes killed the dad and gaslit the blond into thinking he did it but also the blond thinks he killed mc’s dad and feels guilty but still has the audacity to seduce him wow =D and mc’s values are so muddy like yep aha the guy that always jumps in to help against crime whose dad was a cop and who wants to be a cop totally got over it in a second that prettyboi is a whole crime boss to the point of sleeping with him like a week later just cause he told his sob story, where did your principles go…
Like I love the uwu but badass but pretty long haired top character type but other than that the story and relationship is too shallow ToT
I hope your prediction is right
Bro I thought this would be cute and the manhwa is acting like it is cute but no, no it's not, esper spent two years calling him over daily while being an asshole to him, now just cause he lost memories, mc's feelings about how he used to treat him are invalid just cause he doesn't remember? And now esper is suddenly in love with him for no reason at all, and the entirety of it is esper guilt tripping, suicide threatening and puppy dog eye-ing him into sex and stuff against mc's will
But it's made as iff once they start later mc likes it and "only resists cause he's scared of what ml will do once he recovers old memories of hating him" but it doesn't change the fact that he keeps saying no and ml keeps disrespecting the "no", didn't even give a shit about sex hurting mc, like what the hell, mc is manipulated left and right
Anyway does anyone have a link to the novel and also what chapter to continue from ?