
Dude i swear I’m so so happy Uyun knows exactly what’s going on in that dumbass’ brain in ch 23 like he knows him INSIDE OUTTTT, knows he’s doing the random stuff to get out of awkwardness when they accidentally get too intimate and how he’s putting effort to comfort him when needed and that he might be taking the relationship as a joke but even deeper that he likes him even if he doesn’t realize it yet, and uyun is willing to wait
like I was here being scared uyun might get hurt if he finds out it was a joke to jinhyeong or think “if it’s a joke he doesn’t actually like me” but no, bro is 5 timelines ahead and thought of both points and came to the conclusion it might just be a joke but even still he likes me like AAAAAAAAA bro is a genius

Could’ve been cute but what the hell was up with saying you want nothing to do with him and that HES THREATENING YOU?? like I’m sorry in what universe do you think that’s an okay thing to say about someone you claim to love??/ the fuck,
And then as if you’re not the one that fucked up, you go and get an arranged bf to try to get him back with jealousy? Like bitch are you stupid, you get people back through jealousy when they’re the one that messed up and let you go, not when you’re the one that fucked up and should be on your knees apologizing, all you’re doing is hurting them more so are you brainless???

God can they be any more adorableeee?!?! like LOVE IS DRIPPING FROM BOTH THEIR EYES AAAA, and being so huggy and affectionate is a dream relationship, and they can both not be the “composed mature adult” with each other but instead be freely playful and 120% show their unreserved love like AAAAAA, younger can stop feeling like he has to be all independent end hidden emotions in and older finally has someone he wants to hold dear and close
I’m gonna bite my arm off theyre so cute
Also love that they’re not insanely sex focused but more calm, like the time they came in and remembered they had no condoms and lube, in most other mangas they’d still go ahead and do stuff that didn’t require those or most likely just do it all without those, but they could just step back and say ok then another day let’s just cuddle, like they have sex cause they love each other not the other way around which is a basic idea but so rare to feel like it’s what’s happening in mangasss
ALSO holy shit is the ex that stupid or that shameless to not even miss a beat and think “oh I thought that would work” after he leaned in to kiss out of nowhere and had the audacity to ask if he wants to seriously try dating him again LIKE ARE YOU STUPID GO GET HIT BY A TRUCK
Anyway the older guy was so cute how he gets nervous and flustered but just blurts out his thoughts anyway like calling him pretty and stuff from the start and all his overthinking thoughts

Ok loved it, toilet scene kinda weird but it’s bl so some freak level is Expected, Mio was sweet always taking care of him getting him food and snacks,
also love the scene where Shino confessed too, like I love that there wasn’t a whole unnecessary arc of mio being hurt seeing shino being confessed to or thinking shino will choose her etc etc, like she came into the room , mio heard her being into shino but he immediately turned her down in front of him and then immediately reassured mio that “I have someone I like” is about him so he doesn’t think anything else, like that quickness to clear things up and not go on an artificial unnecessary angsty route is refreshing
But BUTTTT I’m very annoyed that the blackmailer abusive rat isn’t treated like the scum of a human he is but as if he’s just another guy that lost mio to shino, like boohoo it’s a chi I of him drinking and crying with their coworker as if he deserves sympathy like fuck off hell no

It was just irritating cause bro once you realize he loved you too why don’t you immediately get the courage to properly confess your feelings to him to clear up everything? Like you’re the one that saw him jerking off to you and realized he likes you too, but how does it look from his perspective? What’s holding you back from confessing as soon as possible?? Instead you pounce on him again without confessing then it’s a half assed “you feel the same as I do right?” Without saying HOW you feel, and then when you’re about to confess the words don’t come out?? Are you freaking serious the fuck you mean the words don’t come out you coward
And the bottom bro why are you running WHY ARE TOU RUNNING
This literally could’ve been a ten minute conversation after the initial jacket jerk off session, at MOST they could’ve talked the next morning, but what suddenly the convo ends just cause coffee spilled? Just cause bottom ran into the room and closed the door? Like fuck that then confess through the door, what are you waiting for some romantic moment? JUST SPILL IT OUT AND SET HIS MIND AT EASE, ROMANCE CAN WAIT
like the obstacles were so artificial it was irritating

Ok idk what’s gonna happen but I’m glad so far he seems to be smart enough to notice the bf seems gloomy and that the friend is the problem and that he must’ve said something not nice to him, like hell ye be on your bf’s side,
I hope that’s the direction it goes in and the friend meddling backfires and brings the couple closer and their friendship apart and not in the direction of the friend causing breakup or fight between the couple

But also idc how much or how long a friend has been in love with me, if I found out they meddled in my relationship and tried to sabotage it in the name of thinking I’d love them back or be happier with them, not only would I feel negative million towards them romantically I’d entirely cut them off as a friend, like how selfish arrogant and psycho can you be, you’re not only not thinking about what’s best for me, you’re also not respecting my right to choose my life by sabotaging what I CHOSE
You never had the balls to confess and get an answer cause what? You thought he was straight? you were just scared of getting rejected otherwise you still could’ve taken the chance to get your answer once and for all, but once you find out he likes people of your gender you’re suddenly filled with the confidence that he’d like you? Where the hell did that unearned confidence come from? Arrogant prick

I love how their storyline just naturally flowed forward, no dramatic setbacks for drama’s sake, they just love each other and deal with being all flustered about each other but moving forward anyway
and the only real problem was the bottom figuring out if he truly liked the person or was his celebrity crush the bigger part of his feelings and realizing he loves the person and hyte is Part of his person, and the top also stopping feeling like hyte is just his angst channeling place or feeling jealous as if it’s someone else too
BUT ALSO THEIR STEPS INTO RELATIONSHIP AND INTIMACY ARE SO CUTE like “oh we’re close hes gonna kiss me yes” or “I’m asking you over, are you expecting something to happen” and him confirming he does and them deciding the next time they meet something MORE is gonna happen like that’s so cute, it’s not a “happening in the moment” thing to leave you wondering if they were truly ready or if they got caught up on the moment and couldn’t get themselves to say no, they stepped into the situations knowing they want it and it’s cuteeeeee aaaaaaaa I hadn’t seen that planned and anticipated in mangas much before

ok they’re both so so cute,
like from the top’s thoughts he wanted a relationship earlier cause he gets annoyed when bottom says he wants to be just sex friends like “FINE AnD You CAnT tElL me NoT To SlEEp WiTh OtHerS” even tho he only ever slept with koh before and had no Intention of sleeping around anyway, it’s like he’s screaming inside for bottom to just ask for a relationship amxjsjjdns
And then ye he doesn’t say it out loud but in action he never leaves room for interpretation, every thing he does and how he treats him is a silent “I love you” AND bottom knows it too
BUTTTT the SA arc pissed me off, like ok he did it to the top and the top could possibly overlook it somehow cause he still sees him as a friend (even tho he clearly still carries the trauma so I don’t get how you’d still be friends but ok) but after he did it to the bottom too//? AGAIN?? to his LOVER??
Like I was so excited when he immediately recognized what happened and it wasn’t some jealousy blaming the bottom scene but blaming Koh and I was glad he said I don’t wanna see your face again BUT THEN THEY TURNED AROUND AND STAYED FRIENDS WIRH HIM? WHAT THE FUCK?
Like boohoo I don’t give a shit about his relationship, and showing their closeted x out combo to compare it to the main couple’s dynamic was an entirely unnecessary arc, I couldn’t give less shits about him, I’m mad the bottom forgave him and brushed it off, I’m even more mad the top forgave him and is still in contact with bs “if he forgives you I’ll forgive” like no idc if he forgives or not I don’t forgive you and I don’t wanna see you near either of us PISS OFF BYE, idc if it’s a friend of 20 years
BUT ANYWAY THEY QYOOT

Bottom is getting kindness for the first time, is hella confident in expressing what he feels and wants and is kinda pushy but the top doesn’t even put up a fight and gives in to everything with him lol, an empathetic pushover, and takes him in basically like a charity project and to replace his wife’s memories with him except he starts getting actually attached and attracted too
Like I get the other comments saying they saw no chemistry but I’d say it only in the typical romance sense, it’s not passionate sparks and butterflies, their feelings come from getting attached to each other at a low point in both their lives and feeling the need to take care of the other, basically skipped and jumped from dating and getting to know each other stage straight into being like a married couple stage of knowing you wanna be with them through all
It’s really basically the Wedding Plan bl series except the bare bones of the plot and characters, like it all happens between them two, the bride barely even appears and I don’t understand why he didn’t clear it up when he first came clean in bali that not only did he ask him to be planner for the purpose of seeing him but ALSO that by the time he started this the engagement was already long over, like even in the alley after the chicken restaurant he’s tryna confess “I like you” instead of quickly saying he’s not engaged to that woman so he can stop saying “don’t confess to me go confess to her blah blah” so the conflict seems artificially prolonged
I would’ve probably enjoyed this more if I didn’t have Wedding Plan rhe series to compare it to cause I loved the series