He just wanted Joon to show his true face. he goes around Dobin as if he were a disinterested beta but in the end he thinks he owns him because he is good for him. he is as possessive and dominant as any other nice guy.
He can be cynical but I feel sorry for Tae cuz while he can love without pheromones interference, an omega will always be lead by his pheromones first, that truly leaves a bad taste in the mouth. And ofc ppl wanting him anyway just cuz of money and power is no help too. How could he not like Dobin!?! How can anyone not like him!?
as he has something to lose now he doesn't want the memories and powers so he keeps blocking them, he's strong enough for that or maybe mentally ill enough. honestly, who cares if he's Superman, let the world end with him in peace. the way no one cares about his feelings, mental health and will makes me sick!!!!!!!!
they really want to make them in love first, and considering the play and all a pregnancy would be an "obstacle" now. imo I think it will be easier marry them first. or the alpha being a total obsessed asshole gets him pregnant out of a sense of ownership. he has a peanut brain and makes me uneasy!!!









I was so sure about the cliffhanger, it took me by surprise !?!?!?!? this is so stupid?!??
using her as a hostage would make a lot of sense but... either way it's going to be a bloodbath
and it wasn't this time that they communicated and he realized that he was pregnant....
they are both extremely fckd in head but most fckd people still have feelings.
before he would straight destroy himself than be happy. he no longer wanted penance or redemption, just death. no more years consumed by loneliness, insanity, guilt and hunted to be a fckn tool. but can't just die. can't be free. between the unbearable option and the bearable one.