There's not enough stuff to judge from. It can be just because she is really extroverted or she do like you. But usually as a girl...I don't know if I would like a younger guy unless he is taller than me. reply
Since you are a CSA victim. I'm sorry that it happened to you. But I honestly think it's really unhealthy for you to be reading this kind of trope. Maybe it's a coping mechanism. You might not even realize how you might be romanticizing it even. Or how it might affect you and your mental health because there are people who would say hey that I'm go...... reply