
Normally im happy when the antagonist gets what he deserves. But i could only do that if the MC could continue his life with the doctor. Seeing every characters in deep sadness it’s so hard but i really enjoy this story because from the begining we know its a tragedy. Not like those dam authors who just kills their MC at the end and destroy the possible happy ending, that i hate.

the MC with his « older brother » like wtf why does the MC still hang out with him. I mean yes you go there and pay your debt but thats it, no need to accept his dinner invitations, the guy look creepy with his attitude.
Also the waiter at the chinese restaurant, getting all mad because the MC isn’t telling him about his life. Like bitch shut up, the MC has been working his ass off every day to bring money to your boss for like 5 years. Do you think it’s fun? His happy attitude as if everything is going good is somewhat insulting towards the MC.

1)Chang is someone who has power over him, in the sense that he hold Ed's debt over his head. Ed might doesn't want to get any trouble with Chang in any way that could exacerbate his situation, hence following Chang's order.
2) Waiter? You mean the teenager with the tiny scar at his face?
If you remembered, Chang and Ed called him the little emperor, meaning he's the future leader of the gang in Chinatown. So, in a way, that gives him the advantage /leeway to talk to Ed that way. Cause hes the future boss. There's a mix of hierarchy and respect there. And even Chang said that "the kid wouldn't listen to his parents,so he why would he listen to him"

Well, despite how bad Chang is to Ed, he's the closest one left he ever thought of as family...they grew up together in the same environment and at some period of his life ed depended on Chang and his gang. I'm sure he cant just cut ties all together. It's hard living as minority in a foreign country believe it or not, you feel lot safer and comfortable with people of the same culture, origin, religion etc

Why can’t he go live witj McQueen? Whut?
Also why did the MC have the be a bottom in the videos. Why can’t he be a top? Are bottoms in high demands? Or is the bottom being paid much more? They said his videos were doing great so why couldn’t he do like the other tops and request for a bottom himself?

ed's not the type to request these type of shoots. at first he was strictly top, but he eventually decided to bottom for a bit in order to get more cash. he agreed with mcqueen a few chapters back (when they had sex when mcqueen was frustrated) to do a 'straight audition', so whatever mcqueen has in store for that project, ed has to follow, whether it's top or bottom. but since they're in a relationship now, i guess mcqueen would probably tweak it a bit. i bet ed wasn't supposed to film with mcqueen lol.

also it's not "his only choice was bottom". he eventually agreed to bottom but he's not going to be STRICTLY a bottom. i'm sure we'll get small snippets of him topping. if u want spoilers for s2's novel version: http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/4234313/

The thing is, when someone cheats on you, you don’t know when that will happen again. Even worst here, Chip cheated even though he still loved Lauren. And it’s not like he did it once, he repeated it multiple times and said he didn’t even feel guilt anymore(and he even starting to consider his fuck buddy as more). I’m not saying Lauren was doing a good job in the relationship, but Chip is just beyond help at this point.

I’m pretty sure she didn’t try to push him into traffic guys, first of all because she would have to legit throw him one meter away (because cars are usually like 1 meters away from the pavement and we didn’t see any car to begin with) and second it looked like she was « reaching » to him, telling him she knows his secret but probably decided to let him say it himself when he admitted he bad a secret.
Also the MC is so contradictory xD telling to seme he is a devil and trying to run away but when he is with hisbfriend « i dont care that it's my sister’s boyfriend, i liked him first » like bro make a choice.
And that yiyi, at first i thought he was going to help, saying « if it was a guy i could accept it » yea right but if the guy isn’t to your liking it’s still a no from you, how about your cheating ass just go away. BY THE WAY how did yiyi escape the scandal? How did Lui Ye(i forgot his name) ‘s retirement cover for the scandal???

Sorry to bring back the reality, but if you go back to the first chapters, you will remember that Zhan Zhan Xi x Jian Yi wont happen. Not until a big time skip at least. It’s really sad because it really feels like its getting there (seeing zhen xi being flustered by the picture) but i’m pretty sure his feelings will remain platonic unless the author decides to ignore the first chapters.

actually, the author has confirmed them to be an endgame couple, many times and has even drawn several illustrations of them together in the future, a caption on one saying “one day, this will happen”, another illustration including them french kissing and getting sexually intimate like in chapter 267.1 on here. the chapters at the beginning are when jian yi first arrives back from his disappearance but that doesn’t mean they don’t get together very soon after, the special chapters on here also show them in the future, being fine (like the christmas chapters). so the “reality” is they do get together one day, I wouldn’t worry about it if I were you or cause a panic to others saying it’s not.
Is it an happy ending? It’s important for me to have my happy ending if im going to read this xD
Yes very happy ending. A serious masterpiece.