fuck, Jiho predicting what Yoojoon would text him is kinda pissing me off. I was wishing that texting Jiho wouldn't cross Yoojoon's mind, or even if he does, he'd text him a different phrase. everyone is a psycho and is a mess, except Yoojoon.
and damn, not Eunjoung's brother hitting on a minor.
but my prediction on why Jiho was so hung up on Eunjoung's brother's scent, is probably because he smells like his late mother or smth.
this one's an unusual read. but, I like it. I like it very much. in fact, I'm getting excited for more chapters. this one's got potential, and I'm here for it.
honestly, I just wanna see some nipple sucking. (I'm a sucker for men with big tiddies)
fuck, that was HOT! he's every expression is killing me!
I hope next chapter won't be angst, it's still too soon!!
and what the fuck was that about Guwon puking after they kissed, bro?? are we just gonna brush that under the rug?!
now, why the fuck would you bring that up??!!?!! wrong timing, Ian!!
wait cuz what did i miss???? he did something with another man?? when ╥﹏╥
frr im wondering this too!
my guess is it probably happened way before Eunsan quit hockey and whilst he's still married. it could be with Ian himself, or with another guy and Ian saw them together
he's sooo cute!!! damn, I wish I can screw Guwon so I could see that cute expression he's making, personally. that's literally half the size of our MCs thigh, goddamn!
my dihh is throbbing (I'm a woman)
Me too. I wish was in the uke's place because guwon is honestly delicious and he freaked me when I saw only pictures of him on the gallery. I refused to read it but yesterday I had this huge urge of curiosity and I caved. I also didn't have anything new to read and I said fuck it. But, I realized I was a jackass and now I am obsessed especially with guwon's kookiness and his ahegao face
I KNOW!! and he's such a cutiee! I know others still doubt Guwon, but who cares! look at how he's melting while doing it with the MC!
He really is. He's awkwardly cute, I like how curious he is and how childish he can be with the uke. You know what, I have seen comments of people doubting him a lot and saying he's sus. But, I don't wanna doubt him without seeing his story and why he is the way he is. I don't want the doubters to ruin the fantasy and omg yes!!! That face was the most hottest expression I have ever seen in my life. I've never seen such a sexy ahegao face on a seme and seme's usually never show such a fine ass expression
y'all can see my avatar, right?? that's the face I'm making while reading the latest chapter.
I swear, Gunjoon probably set Sunbae's (still can't remember his name, I know Jeongseok but can't be sure of the spelling) dick or pants on fire that's why he got the nickname 'Flaming Cock'.
Gunjoon looked sooooooooooo HOT with his hair like that, I hope he decides to keep it like that length again hehe.
but the way Sunbae is caressing Gunjoon's hand like that?????? while they're communicating?????so lovingly???? so caring???? so gentle?????? so sweet?????? I AM BEYOND THIS CRAZINESS, I'M KILLING MYSELF BECAUSE OF JEALOUSY!!!!! I'M GOING FERALLLL!!!!!!!
fuck, I can't reply
I'm literally kicking, screaming, jumping on my bed, and having an asthma attack while I wrote that paragraph. I just can't put it in my head how cute, hot, and yummy the artwork looks AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
him masturbating while being watched, arghh I can't take it. I feel like it's happening to me, I just wanna go kill myself. kicking my feet and screaming, SOOOO EMBARRASSING!!!
You are not alone I was doing the exact same thing. And too make things worse the look on Jay's face was to intense
So intense*
right??? if someone's looking at me intensely like that, I would melt!!! not to mention, they rarely have steamy moments like that, so the thought of them going at it is like so strange yet exciting!
literally me. reading the new chapter i had to go back to reread the last one so it flowed better but i forgot it was this scene i can't bring myself to read it again TT
real!!
okay, I know a lot of you guys hates the way Caesar act, I do too, but he's just like that because of his upbringing. the way his father and the people around him treats him, made him the way he is. that chapter where he got kidnapped and the people in his house just straight up told him that he shouldn't have decided to go back home, is messed up.
this may sound a bit pick me, but I kind of also relate to Caesar (not in a psychotic kind of way, I don't torment or kill the people I love). the way each person's personality is based on what's happening inside their houses, are different. just recently, like a year or so, I discovered that crying is normal, like showing emotions and stuff. because in my household, crying is not the answer. my parents would beat me up if I show any emotions because it's weakness, as they say, so I just suck it up and move on.
my point is, this is fictional. I don't know why I'm trauma dumping (I'm sorry), but the hate Caesar gets because of his upbringing is not it. sure, he shot, raped, drugged, raped, threatened, raped, raped, raped Lee Won, but he's also the one to blame yk? staying with someone as toxic as that. but, I'm still sad that is finally over. I'll miss every cast :(
anyway, I hope no one would experience this kind of love.
Lmaooo totally agree with you, he’s not to blame for his actions, wouldn’t even wish this kind of love on my worst enemy
I hope you’re doing alright fam. Love how you wrote this out tho, the fandom could never make me hate Caesar.
Let me start by saying, I'm sorry you had to go though that.
But I don't agree with the message that just because he went though trauma, means he shouldn't be held accountable for how he acts. I know how someone is raised can shape a person but it still doesn't make up for what he's done. A serial killed can have a rough childhood but it doesn't make them killing okay, if that makes sense.
The point of it being fictional also doesn't sit right with me, just because something is fictional doesn't make it okay to do, this is just normalizing it. Like someone writing about minors. That not okay, but it's "fictional", so why's it wrong? See what I mean? Like just because it didn't actually happen in real life doesn't make romanticizing it okay.
The ending is what I have the problem with the most. I understand your point of view but imagine if this was a real person. Saying "he's also to blame for staying with him" is so disrespectful. A lot of people who get abused including myself stay with their abusing because they are scared to leave or feel they deserve to be abused. Could you imagine someone saying your to blame because you can't bring yourself to leave someone who almost killed himself to stop you from leaving?
Sorry if this is out there or anything. I just really didn't like the message of what you said. I hope I was disrespectful to you in anyway, I was just trying to share my point of view on the situation.
WASN'T. OMG. WASN'T. I IN NO WAY HOPE I WAS DISRESPECTFUL TO YOU. I'm so sorry for the typos. I just posted with out reading it over.
it's fine. you wrote this out beautifully. I agree with you entirely.
but what I meant when I said that Lee Won was also to be blamed, is that in the earlier chapter, where he could have the chance to refuse or ignore Caesar, he could've left there and then, but he still decided to stay. I blame Caesar entirely for what's happening to Lee Won, like how he assaulted him in any way possible, but he doesn't realize that what he's doing is bad because of how people around him act.
yes, you do have a great point that I kind of, unintentionally, blamed the victim for being assaulted, which wasn't my intention. Lee Won probably had 'Stockholm Syndrome' that's why he stayed with Caesar until the end. the reason why I was kinda defending Caesar is because, even after everything that has happened, he still managed to shower Lee Won with love, in his own way, and it kind of made it all okay(?).
though, I don't agree with everything he's done and anything he'll do.
I'm sorry, too. for victim blaming, its was mot my intention, please forgive me T^T
fuck, I might be into this shit
Fuck, me too