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I had a conversation with a friend and I told them the embodiment of toxic masculinity in this series is Jooin and they were very confused but hear me out. Jooin for most of the series just moves like a real life straight man. He does this thing that straight guys do and it's to entertain, date and even marry women they don't like simply bcz they can't handle loneliness or deal with the feelings they have for someone they actually like.

I'll always hate how he used Cain simply bcz Cain was available to him. In his time with Cain he is the embodiment of mediocrity. He doesn't have to ever improve himself for him cz Cain will always remain and call him the sun. To Jooin Cain is manageable and very predictable just like how dogs are with their masters. Cats on the other hand theirs master can still get scratched. He likes and wants Yahwi but he hates that they are so different from each other. He hates that Yahwi can leave of his own volition and can bag a babe better than him. To me sometimes it felt like Jooin liked the addiction environment he had created with Yahwi because it was like a leash but you can't really leash cats cz they only stay when they want to. Before the timeskip Yahwi ends doing exactly that.

He'd be cold with Yahwi but the moment he even senses Yahwi wants out of the nonsense love triangle he guilts him with 'you never even liked me'. The hypocrisy of this shit when he was entertaining Cain and making out with him is so funny to me. Like let's be real who had more right to say that given that Jooin knowingly created a love triangle?This all leads to the slap incident. Yahwi wanted out and he tells Jooin to leave his house after their argument but Jooin escalated the situation when he literally came and rejected Yahwi. If he hated being with Yahwi so much why was he obsessed with Yahwi still wanting him when he had cain? Answer because he liked Yahwi and instead of trying to fix things like a normal person he let his pride get in the way. Even when Yahwi tells him to stop accusing him falsely he doesn't stop and then the slap happens. I have never thought the slap was abuse but retaliation. Ain't no way you'll talk shit in my space when I've told you to get out and warned you to shut up and not put words in my mouth. I don't condone slapping someone but I see where it came from. Once again it's Jooins hypocrisy the audacity to accuse Yahwi of using him for sex when they had only fucked countable times when he's the one with hickeys on his neck from someone else and also he's the one using Cain is ridiculous. Using someone for sex is what jaekyung does to Kim Dan.

I will always be team Cain and Yahwi spreading the gospel that Jooin was always the problem.

I think I'm the only one who likes yujin for not being a messy second love interest who can't read the room and leave the MC alone. I do sympathise cz he didn't even confess if I remember correctly but I'm glad he didn't force his feelings onto MC and then act as a victim when he got rejected like so many second leads in manhwa. This manhwa was refreshing because instead of making some messy nonsense they focus on the MC and the ml and I love that.


I find myself feeling happy when second leads get emotionally violated for being stupid enough to just not leave MC alone. I always feel like if you can afford to be stupid like that then you deserve a devastating heartbreak. It feels like you don't even care about yourself so why should I

I feel betrayed

The top is wild. He's handsome too. The bottom is handsome too. The sit on my face and stuff with cock till you get pregnant talk is wildand I'm enjoying it

I love this. I'll take this anyday over the perennial victim bottom anyday

I'll never hate this story. It has it's shortcomings but it stays true to the fact that love triangles are messy asf. While reading this I truly didn't expect some fair end cz love even in real life love is bias and unfair. I felt bad for Cain but he decided to be a willing victim, he could've always walked away cz he knew the entire time Jooin didn't love him and he didn't and that's largely on him. I love that Yahwi even after years of being apart from Jooin and even when he is assured of Jooins love he still doesn't forget how horrible he was to Jooin. He'll always have to live with the guilt and regret and that's the reality of a genuine apology. He needs that to never slip back to his old nasty ways.


Seeing how the new story of the artist and creator has ended. I'm hoping they'll start working on the side stories. I want side stories that focus on Yahwi and Jooin, let the love triangle shit stay buried please. I do also hope Cain gets the sparkling baby treatment. I would want to see him find and accept love when he's healed. I know it might be messy but I want to see him find a love so pure that he regrets loving Jooin so blindly. I want the new love to fill him with joy and happiness that his whole perspective of life changes and it feels like he's been born again. I know it's wishful thinking but I hated how he pined over a man that was just using him.

Hajoon and jians mom need to die ATP. Why are they still here

Masculine bottoms are superior. I don't know if I'm the only one that noticed but beefy bottoms exhibit high emotional intelligence than the twink bottoms. I love that hwibum doesn't judge seme for being how he is and encourages him to talk about things and not let mole hills turn into mountains.

Thank the good lord the other guy was rejected. I truly love when bottoms don't leave things ambiguous and give these people false hope. He ended that shit in one speech bubble. That 'if you love me let me go' made me feel so proud.

This bl is proof that most bl readers are intellectually inept and can never just read the story for what it is. I see people saying Dan is weak as if that ain't made clear from the beginning. He is weak physically, emotionally and mentally and I don't blame him. You try living in that poverty your whole fuckin life and then when reality is starting not to be so bad the rug is pulled from under you. If you lack empathy just say that but don't try to say the creator hates Dan when they're following through and not giving us that mediocre power bottom shit as if his problems would just disappear because he ain't with jaekyung. His problems started way before jaekyung. He may have alleviated some of the problems a bit but individual Kim Dan issues were not going to go anywhere without him facing them head on.

Kim Dan wanting a break from life is unfortunately sad but understandable. In this chapter he expresses his loneliness after potato and heesung because he does yearn for affection outside of his grandmother ( explains how he even fell for asshat jk in the first place) but he just doesn't know how create these bonds outside her without feeling guilty cz the woman gave her old age to him.

Side not I'm glad heesung didn't even think of making moves on Dan. I hate that people were insinuating that that would be a thing again after it being buried so long ago.

This is the plot twist of the year. Didn't even see it coming that is what I want to see