Tima's Topics (134)

Reading this chapter I am disappointed but it affirmed something I've always thought about so many BLS. Making bottoms chronically stupid gets people invested in these stories. Like why are they always devoid of critical thinking skills? Is anti-intellctualism sexy over there or something? Is discernment not a thing? Like yuta really thought a man who's twice his size who kills people won't retaliate in the worst way possible??? Like he shoved his dick in tops mouth(rape) cz he thought he could and he thought the top couldn't reciprocate that shit ten fold? I don't pity him cz he started this. That is the foundation he laid out for a guy he supposedly likes. These BLS will package obsession as love all the time.

Horny bottoms are superior.
The loaf of bread dicks scare me tho

I really love it when they understand the assignment that it's BOYS LOVE!!! NOT BOYS STRUGGLE LOVE. I'm sad it going on hiatus but I love this so much. It's so warm and fuzzy

All the people who were justifying yuta violating tops mouth are now quiet. Admit it y'all think abuse is only bad if the bottom is the victim. Now it's he gave yuta false hope as if coming correctly and asking why he left him wasn't an option. He who has been a victim doing that to someone else knowing how shit it is should have done better. Yuta genuinely seems frightened when he's not in control yet he thought a big man gangsta was going to just bend over backwards??? Bottoms can be toxic and stupid too. Y'all just can't make peace with that. Personally I'm liking the toxic x toxic plot cz I don't have to do mental gymnastics to defend any of them.

I thought I was the only one who has love for 2nd lead. 2nd leads that let go and actually value their friendship with the MC are superior. They save themselves the emotional trauma of brutal rejection and actually love the MC enough to accept them having happiness with someone else. They understand love is not a competition and forcing someone to love them is manipulation.

Can't wait for second ship tho. They look so sexy and not the normal stuff

OmegaxAlpha is the second ship

Bottom is giving DL vibes.


DL meaning down low refers to gay men who live straight but are gay asf. They marry women and have children so they can be gay in peace often times being pathological cheaters.

My comfort babies

I'm so happy I invested in this. This the first time I'm genuinely attracted to a bottom. All the other ones exist to evoke being pitied or be seen as children but kihoon is such a grown man hottie. I'm so obsessed with him. He's so handsome. He is absolutely my type even in real life. Him and his boyfriend do it for me so much(づ￣ ³￣)づ

If there is a narrative that I think is dumb is the whole Jooin doesn't look as happy in the the timeskip as as he was in the series especially when he was with Cain. I'm sorry to say this but when he was with Cain he was constantly pretending to be happy. Those smiles are some of the most disingenuous shit in this whole series. He is constantly lying to himself and to Cain. He is constantly betraying himself to prove a point staying with Cain. I don't know why people dismiss that reality of their situation.

Grown up love often feels boring and dull to so many people and that's why so many people self sabotage. Because it's not whimsical as promised by someone's own fantasies of what love is. You don't get overwhelmed by your feelings anymore but that doesn't mean that what you feel isn't love. People are so over reliant on butterflies to signal that it's love that they feel. This leads to falling in love with the butterflies rather than the person. Jooin is exactly this with Cain, he loves how it feels to be wanted by Cain but at the same time not wanting to love Cain.

With the timeskip Jooin learns how to love Yahwi without loosing his bearings and his love becomes more muted, a love that burns passionately but more quietly. The absence of broad smiles doesn't mean the love isn't there. Jooin smiles "brightly" with Cain while simultaneously doing absolutely nothing for him but just lie while with Yahwi his smile is not as it used to be but he actually puts in effort to show Yahwi he is wanted and desired and evens moves his life to go be with him. He reassures Yahwi when he's feeling insecure about their past. Is that less love because he simply doesn't smile like he used to??

I might be glazing but I'm also speaking as an adult. People grow up and life happens.You can't expect people to move the same when they have multiple factors influencing their life. Life be lifing and people just lose the puppy way they used to love people. It doesn't mean they aren't happy with the love they have though.