
I'm so happy I invested in this. This the first time I'm genuinely attracted to a bottom. All the other ones exist to evoke being pitied or be seen as children but kihoon is such a grown man hottie. I'm so obsessed with him. He's so handsome. He is absolutely my type even in real life. Him and his boyfriend do it for me so much(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

If there is a narrative that I think is dumb is the whole Jooin doesn't look as happy in the the timeskip as as he was in the series especially when he was with Cain. I'm sorry to say this but when he was with Cain he was constantly pretending to be happy. Those smiles are some of the most disingenuous shit in this whole series. He is constantly lying to himself and to Cain. He is constantly betraying himself to prove a point staying with Cain. I don't know why people dismiss that reality of their situation.
Grown up love often feels boring and dull to so many people and that's why so many people self sabotage. Because it's not whimsical as promised by someone's own fantasies of what love is. You don't get overwhelmed by your feelings anymore but that doesn't mean that what you feel isn't love. People are so over reliant on butterflies to signal that it's love that they feel. This leads to falling in love with the butterflies rather than the person. Jooin is exactly this with Cain, he loves how it feels to be wanted by Cain but at the same time not wanting to love Cain.
With the timeskip Jooin learns how to love Yahwi without loosing his bearings and his love becomes more muted, a love that burns passionately but more quietly. The absence of broad smiles doesn't mean the love isn't there. Jooin smiles "brightly" with Cain while simultaneously doing absolutely nothing for him but just lie while with Yahwi his smile is not as it used to be but he actually puts in effort to show Yahwi he is wanted and desired and evens moves his life to go be with him. He reassures Yahwi when he's feeling insecure about their past. Is that less love because he simply doesn't smile like he used to??
I might be glazing but I'm also speaking as an adult. People grow up and life happens.You can't expect people to move the same when they have multiple factors influencing their life. Life be lifing and people just lose the puppy way they used to love people. It doesn't mean they aren't happy with the love they have though.

"Most women lie about wanting equity and equality, most women want the positions that oppressors hold for themselves." Y'all defending yuta especially as young girls and women proves this sentiment right. I've seen so many edits glorifying yuta and how he shoved his dick in tops mouth and how it was hot and I was repulsed. This was disgusting. He isn't a power bottom, he is an abuser. I always say this but bl manhwa fans shut off their brains when it comes to bottoms being toxic and stupid assholes. All that rage about abuse disappears when a bottom is an abuser, manipulator etc. Its outright hypocrisy. I don't like having conversations about SA on this site cz the hypocrisy is out of this world. Y'all only care about abuse when it's a bottom otherwise the top deserves it. If the top actually gets his get back and violates him too y'all will be the same hypocrites complaining about how fucked up that was.

May the good lord continue to bless bl stories that don't follow heteronormative formats. Amen.
Fr tho I love this story so much cz it's two guys fucking. I'm over womanly bottoms cz those stories reinforce that gay men can only be appealing if they are effeminate and I'm sick of that shit. I love kihoon being really what a power bottom should be. He's cutely dumb but not ambivalent or just downright apathetic. It didn't take him tens of chapters to communicate his insecurities and apologise for hurting cutie pie top.He's hot just like the top and is so masculine.He doesn't hide his horniness with some mediocre shyness and actually enjoys sex with his bbe. He's such a breathe of fresh air. I need more bottoms like this.
I forget the names of these characters so bear with me when I just give them my own nicknames.
My comfort babies