I know it's messy but I love that finally there is a story about the two tops fucking and not just chasing a twink.BEEFY DADDIES SUPREMACY!!! I don't know why he introduced nanjo to the blondie just to tell him he isn't his type sexually. I would never introduce such a fine bbe to someone I know fucks everyone. I relate to the blondie cz I too would be cooking plans to completely monopolise that fine daddy. The redhead uke is probably into the blond and will hate to know bbes has been stolen by the man he just likes for the aesthetics. This is the drama I want. It's so refreshing than the typical love triangle shenanigans we see in most BLS.
I have a theory on why SEO in has such a fucked up relationship with sex. Like it's not normal that his default setting when it comes to sex is just sadism especially now that we have a backstory. Considering how the nasty ass step bro is obsessed with seo ins attention even if negatively I would not be shocked if he sexually assaulted him by for forcing himself on him. We see it with disgusting kiss and his insistence to brand himself onto seo in so to me it's not out of the realm of possibility. Also seo in possibly being a sex addict is also a sign cz sometimes victims tend to become hypersexual after sexual assault.
Just so you know I'm not dismissing what we already know that seo ins taste of punishment is because of the desire to hurt yw because yw hurt him with the whole ghosting thing. I don't justify that at all. I'm just adding my own other takes.
Maybe it's because I'm emotional after reading this chapter but I hate that bitch. I don't care if you think it's misogynistic but I hate her. As someone who has watched the evil step mother at work in real life as a child maybe I'm being triggered but this was an adult woman. She had so many ways to alleviate the situation she put an innocent child in. She could have even taken him back to the orphanage ffs but she chose her delusions over the physical and psychological safety of a child. She was so obsessed with the aesthetic of a "happy family" that fucking up a child was a small price to pay. Her husband didn't even want seo in. It was just forced on him and he had to deal with it. Some y'all act like women cannot coerce men into accepting fuckshit conditions they don't want. Even by the small dynamics we've seen she clearly is the one controlling things.
I'm being emotional but as a woman I feel a deep sense of betrayal from women who hurt children and other women. I just can never get past it.
I don't know why people wanted top guy to be with an old man that never wanted him. I get he wanted him but I truly never felt gay vibes from the blond man. He's found love with his beloved, he's happy, let him be. Bl fans need to stop thinking all the characters introduced are gay. I like this ship way more
Atp do people understand the stories they are reading? What is it with all these shit takes like I know comprehension skills and critical thinking skills are on zero with bl manhwa fans but stop bringing y'all's emotional fragility here. These stories are not meant for you and it's very clear you aren't the target audience so please fuck off!!! It's been so normalized to drag stories simply because they don't meet delusions and illusions of some fans but it's so annoying when you yap always instead of just dropping it and investing in stories that are y'all's taste. Bl manhwa fans have severe case of "what about me" as if creators need to cater to all the wants and needs of readers. Be so fucking for real!!! Just leave!!
I don't know why people are obsessed with jae begging crying and grovelling in general. Doesn't that seem fake especially for a man like him who is basically an apex predator? Shouldn't his apology be more of him holding himself accountable and taking responsibility for the the impact of his actions on Dan. An apology is about changed behaviour not performing like you are sorry. I think the whole crying is performative asf in both fiction and reality. I hope y'all don't think tears are apologies cz I tell you so many men fake that shit and those tears you like seeing so much on them end up being a leash you can't escape from cz you are obsessed with seeing him cry to get you.
The sex in this series is out of this world. It's so good that I kinda get horny which isn't normal for me. The dynamic poses and the exaggerated rhythm are so well done it's beautiful. It's become one of my faves and I look forward to it always.
This is refreshing. It's so rare to see bottoms get called out on their bullshit. Fucking with other people when they are into someone else is disgustingly mean and cruel not only to the person they like but the person they don't like. What if that other person was serious about them and here they were just using them as a convenient distraction? What if the person they like is seeing all this and just feeling like they mean absolutely nothing to this person? This series does a good job of creating characters that are very human like and don't pretend shit doesn't hurt them. In so many manhwas it's all about characters egos until the end and pretending to be bad bitches when they're just crude and rude.
I feel like shit every time I see a story like this and it's just so short and the creator just experimenting
The MC is really trying his best not to be a fucked up person. The self sabotage is sad but he used to sa the ML in their past life. Anyone truly holding themselves accountable won't just ignore the nasty shit they did.
I will always hate when characters are woefully ignorant. I can't help it but Ari reminds me so much of Cain from yours to claim. They just sit there and let themselves be played. Both of their situations with their respective love interests are proof that you can spend time with someone and do all the relationship shits and that mf either just doesn't want you or just hates you. They are so frustrating cz of all people they are in a position to remove themselves yet they stick around and say they can't help themselves. This shit pisses me off so much cz they literally just cosign themselves to being glorified side bitches.These types of relationship make people irrational and obsessive. The make people think that they need to move fast and lock them in otherwise they'll lose them. Look at how both are willing to throw their lives away for something they already know is uncertain. Jfc I hate to see it. It hurts me in my soul when people don't value themselves and are actively enabling another person to destroy them.
P.s I'll probably get hate for bringing up a popular fav like Cain but it is what it is.
I like that jae not being a dickhead isn't rushed cz it would end up feeling gimmicky. I don't want a rush of him kissing Dan's ass cz even Dan would probably feel overwhelmed with such a personality change. I don't want a 180 development but a gradual one and this gives me that. At least in all that muscle brain he can acknowledge he wants Dan in his proximity. Every chapter of him questioning why he tolerates Dan is just a sign his default setting is rejecting that he likes Dan which is a nice touch. He is so used to being a dick that his mind refuses the idea that he is capable of liking someone else. The simple things really do it for me.
I like that jae not being a dickhead isn't rushed cz it would end up feeling gimmicky. I don't want a rush of him kissing Dan's ass cz even Dan would probably feel overwhelmed with such a personality change. I don't want a 180 development but a gradual one and this gives me that. At least in all that muscle brain he can acknowledge he wants Dan in his proximity. Every chapter of him questioning why he tolerates Dan is just a sign his default setting is rejecting that he likes Dan which is a nice touch. He is so used to being a dick that his mind refuses the idea that he is capable of liking someone else. The simple things really do it for me.
People complaining about karlyle being insecure do my head in. Insecurities wouldn't just disappear because he and ash are together. Another reason why ash is my one of my fav tops, he ends the bullshit so quickly and reassures bbes even in front of his nasty cheating ex, leaves that entitled shit twink there. Regardless of whether it's top or bottom I really love characters who stand on business. I'm so glad they didn't drag the ex bullshit and even more glad it wasn't in the main story cz the little shit is so irrelevant. The audacity of this little shit when he's been dipping in and out of ash's life and cheating is beyond me
Someone please upload or translate the guide verse side stories too.
This series was so good I let it marinate for four years and it paid off. This series articulated so well why I don't like regular bottoms cz why you a grown man not fighting back? Why you a grown man acting like a little animal? Toxic power bottoms are a breath of fresh air. The top too was so sweet. The writing was immaculate and the dialogue well done. Even the rescue scene didn't feel cringe like other bl. I loved when the top told the grandpa that killing him won't make the MC a strong powerful heterosexual man
At least in this the "second love interest" doesn't lie about how he uses niceness to manipulate the MC. Too many BLS endorse love bombing as a manipulation tactic via the second love interest but that's not a conversation people are ready to ever have. Anyway bls romanticise a lot of shit so...
Cain and Jooins relationship is so much of blind devotion, dishonest harmony and inequality and that's why I always thought it was toxic too. Most of the series both of them pretend the love triangle isn't a problem for far too long and that as long as they're with each other the problem will fix itself. I don't know why it reminds me of the nonsense of saying "as long as he comes back to me I'm okay". Unfortunately Cain even says something along these lines too. The issue with all this is how can you fix a problem when you aren't even willing to acknowledge it exists. Between Cain and Jooin a lot of uncomfortable and painful conversations needed to happen if they were ever to be anything. We all know the only tough conversation that they had was when Jooin rejected Cain which wasn't even fixing anything but just ending it all between them. Love isn't enough to fix problems that needs to be verbalised to be fixed. I do get that Cain was always fearful of Jooins retaliation but doing nothing when something could have been done is where he truly lost to Yahwi. I always wanted Cain to at least crash out on Jooin bcz it was Jooin hurting him more than anyone else but the creator hit us with the whole "Cain would never do that cz he's only nice to Jooin". I don't know why second love interest are often just written by default as doormats who should just take it until they are bent and broken. I hate how in manhwa they don't have agency and only exist to love people that don't love them back.
I want the teasing games to continue. I want the wildest sex from these two. I want raw nasty down bad bedroom bullying shits. I will not accept anything else. That's why I want the sex to be delayed gratification.