
I don’t know if it’s just me but I didn’t follow any of the story. All I got was that she stopped growing and he loves her. Is this a normal thing? Do all magicians stop growing? Idk I’m just confused at this point.

I believe that she is some sort of special spirit considering her ears that she tries to hide. He fell in love with her when he was a young boy but he was isolated from a disease that killed many concubines during that time, dying from a strange illness. That is why they never met again until 8 years later.

I feel like this manga could have been really enjoyable without the rape scene. I got that it’s fiction and whatever but the mentality of the seme really bothered me. All I could think about while they were doing it was if rapists had the same delusional mind set that made it ok for them to rape other people.

I actually "liked" the scene. Because it was much mor realistic than regular yaoi rape. It's very common for the body to react during sexual assault. And many rapists don't actually think of themselves as rapists. I also liked that the Uke called him out for it abd wasn't like "yeah, he raped me but my body reacted positively and I kinda liked it so it's ok." He straight out called him a rapist.

That was the best part of that scene. I hate the cliche rape scenes in Yaoi where it turns into "love" out of rape, Mangakas and Manhuas (not in all cases but many) Where they normalize sex equals love whether it's consensual or it's rape(I hate that particular Yaoi trope with a fiery passion!!! )
I'm really hoping that nothing else will happen to blonde Senpai and that stupid rapist kid will redeem himself by saving his Senpai
This really needs to get more positive or I'll (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

I think in the case of the MC,, his fantasies didn't measure up to reality(it hurt) and he was afraid,,
Not really sure why the rapist continued as the MC was crying and begging him to stop (there is no such thing as being unable to stop,, that is an excuse to continue whether the partner is willing or not)
It's pretty sick that someone could keep a hard on while their partner is in obvious distress,,
I KNOW THAT THE MAIN STORY WAS GREAT BUT I REALLY NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS IN THE SIDE STORY