Shit post 2.0's Things

For a long time now I regretted this so much. Me and my s/o were having a fight and out of anger I layed hands on them accidentally and I hated myself so badly... I didnt want to hurt them but I just also hated on how they forced themselves onto me just so i could forgive them, idk if you can count that as SA because I didn't like it and how they told me their ex was better when that ex hurted them alot to the point I had to deal with someone extremely suicidal who tries to off themselves every small fight. I know they didn't mean to do that to me but apart of me hated it so much.

Like goddamn it's 2025 already, why do some pple still romanticises rape? Don't come at me "it's just fiction" babe that's still wrong even in fiction. I don't want that in the romances I read "just don't read it then" well I can't do that if every single romance is that... Right? Like wake up! These "red flag" MLs doing those shit to you wouldn't be hot, it's just pretty privilege also really??, most of these men are basic looking asf.

OH don't even get me started on the pedo-ish themes! That new fucking vampire BL bec idk why is it a damn high schooler and yall are like "he's the top" like idc if he's 100+ year old or wtv, from 1st chapt he acted like a kid and looks like a kid! Like damn?? Shota oni also aswell... I could name a few others too but the authors made them a rapist for some reason and sex crazed

Idc if I'm complaining abt this on an illegal site where authors won't even care, it's not also authors that's the problem it's the consumers making those "spicy" things popular. It's fiction yes you can fantasize or wtv but damn it is NOT sexy that the MC is being coerced.

No they genuinely said that after I tried opening up to them like wtf?? I lose my hope for humanity sometimes.

I just literally talked to my friend on how I could beat up the seme from jinx cus of the question "Which bl characters can u take in a fight" and then we head from someone that some gays were cosplaying as bl characters so as the title said... Damn im being given a chance

I realised I've been pretending my "friend" was alive for like 6 months now or so, I used his account to just cope with the fact he's gone and before I knew it I was pretending to be him to talk to myself and ah this is what they meant by "break it off." to me. Reality shattered me when I saw his grave again today physically. I broke down cause I genuinely believed he was alive but only to find out I'm literally delusional. It was just to only cope now I found out I had accidentally literally detach myself from reality. Everything else was still real wtf is wrong with me making my friends also pretend to be him for so long.

Sorry its a weird place to share this but u can ignore. Also ignore whoever is this acc for a moment lol