Before the side stories, while Jooha was describing moments with him while still having memory loss, he literally talks about how good the sex was and how deeply in love he was so I genuinely don't think this was traumatizing or rapey to him, I think he was tired and embarrassed but he enjoyed it
I thik it was both... the always had it like this so Doosik kinda lost the care he should have with someone who doesn't remenber the experiences At the end Joiha though he was peeing and was scared and ashamed, Doosik didn't consider that so the scene got rapey af
Matthew was giving him drugs according to the doctor and he was sedating him so that he didn't go off and get himself killed. It sucks because I get it on both sides...this relationship just isn't healthy
I'm sure what he's giving him is just something to put him to sleep to make sure he doesn't go out and get himself killed. It's rough bc ofc it's not consensual but at the same time he will literally die if he goes out
he IS in love with Matthew, but he's drugged The man who got him hooked and the person HE was hooked on while he was an addict was that asshole and I'm sure that's what's taking him back to that and making him overlay it...
Before the side stories, while Jooha was describing moments with him while still having memory loss, he literally talks about how good the sex was and how deeply in love he was so I genuinely don't think this was traumatizing or rapey to him, I think he was tired and embarrassed but he enjoyed it
I thik it was both... the always had it like this so Doosik kinda lost the care he should have with someone who doesn't remenber the experiences
At the end Joiha though he was peeing and was scared and ashamed, Doosik didn't consider that so the scene got rapey af