
I already read the whole series of this but I forgot the order, if anybody knows the order can you tell me?

I don't know if you still need an answer but i'll give it to you just in case :)
4.1 Kuroneko Kareshi no Asobikata
-- 4.2 Kuroneko Kareshi no Amaekata
-- 4.3 Kuroneko Kareshi no Nakasekata
-- 4.4 Kuroneko Kareshi no Itoshikata
-- 4.5 Kuroneko Kareshi no Afurekata
-- 4.6 Kuroneko to Kareshi to Ouji
-- 4.7 Kuroneko Kareshi no Arukikata

I hate the characters who want to be in a relationship with somebody because they think they feel a connection with them. DUDE, if there was even a connection to begin with, you wouldn’t be having sex with other guys and not being home for 19 days. HE’S LITERALLY DYING BOTH MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY, YOU CAN ATLEAST TRY TO HELP THE GUY. I hope the seme gets std or some shit, or breaks down. All these fake people man.. if you’re cheating just tell the person you don’t love them anymore, stop making them suffer when they can find somebody better. Im sorry lol, I’m raging so hard even though this is just a manhwa. But like.. Why?

That's always what gets to me. If you wanna have sex with others, BREAK UP before you do, asshole. Or at least talk about it with your partner "I wanna have sex with other people" or "I want to have an open relationship". If the other disagrees, then IT IS THEIR choice to leave your ass and you have to accept it. Or maybe they agree, and start doing the same (and if you hate to think that they are sleeping with others then you are a selfish bastard).
I hate how people excuse this behaviour, like "it's normal", "sometimes you just need to expand your wings". Sorry, but if you find "thrilling" to lie to your partner you are not suited to be in a relationship. You made a mistake? Suck it and deal with the consequences. If the other decides to break up with you then it's THEIR choice to make, not yours. You don't get to decide if you deserve to be forgiven.
Sincerity, honesty and trust should be the foundation to any relationship. You still love that person but have the urges to sleep with other people, urges you decide to act upon? Either you don't love them enough, cause you can't control yourself, or you're simply selfish. Say it. If the relationship falls apart, it's a shame and all, but choosing to lie? That's awful.
So, completely agree with you.

Everyone is different. A lot of ppl don't separate after cheating out of the bag. Sometimes ppl can't support themselves financially. Sometimes when separation happens all you can think about is the happy times. Ita funny. When you are in the relationship all you remember is the bad stuff. When it's ending all you think about is the good times. When I was young, I use to think oh that person is stupid for staying with that cheater. Now that I'm older and have older freinds. I see. I see the hardships. I see the pain. And I see ppl working things out for the kids

And that's ok too. But the person who got cheated on is the one who should make that decision (breaking up or not), not the cheater. All I'm saying is: if you do, don't lie. If you can't support yourself and got cheated on, you can decide to leave or to stay (even if it's just for convenience). If you can't support yourself and cheated on your partner, sorry mate, but your partner has the right to decide to leave your ass.
I'm not criticising the victim here, I'm talking about the cheater. Not all relationships end after an affair, but the one who was hurt should be the one that get to decide about it! Fair is fair.

T_T I'm so sad right now!!!! I just finished the book.
What you said is true. JW he does end pay for his mistakes in the end. Idk if it justifies anything, but it's still very sad for everyone.
This resonates with me a lot. I've seen this happen to family member. Things happen. We are all human. It's just what happens after..... Picking up the peices and moving on. Sad things happen... Sometimes there's nothing you can do about it but move on. I cried buckets for this.
I think my dad cheated on my mom. That's the word ppl say but never confirmed. My mom was always angry with my dad idk why, but they stayed together till the end. My dad wasn't happy with my mom. He was giving many chances to leave but he wouldn't leave. He died first of a heart attack. a year later my mom died of lung cancer. I could never understand thier relationship but my older sister told me that they loved each other very much at one point and sometimes bad things happen and u can't forgive that person, but you still love that person. You have all these experience/memories together to let go.

I'm so sorry to hear that, and for both your losses :(
I hope you're feeling better now.
At home, we went through something similar, and in my case, they did stay together for a while but the rift that caused that betrayal turned everything ugly.
They lied, and when the truth came out it was too much to bear. They tried, but it was all forced, out of habit, the cheater became aggressive (laughable) and the victim started hating everyone... I agree. Things happen. But lying on top of betraying someone is selfish and disrespectful, because you're not giving the other person any choice in the matter. If you feel guilty, ask for forgiveness and it can be granted (or not). If you don't even feel guilty... well, that makes you a bad person and you don't deserve your partner's love.
Unfortunately many people are afraid of moving on, of not knowing what comes after. So they stay, and they live to see how their love, that once was beautiful, turns into something you can't recognise. That's really sad and it hurts even more in the long run.
In the end, relationship are just so damn troublesome :'(
(I'm just finishing the novel and yes, it's totally heart breaking)

I agree with everything you said.
I just wanted to add. Normally the stories are just 2D character and scum are generally scum. This story I don't really consider him scum because he spent the rest of his life repenting.
lesson is over all that sometimes you do something stupid and no matter how much you repent or how remorseful you are. you can never go back. And that's the sad part.
In the novel the author says, "soon not now but he will realize that that person will never be replaceable."
Later JW finds a guy who had surgery to look like his lover or he sees boys who look like his lover, but he never will have that kind of relationship again.
The authors lesson to the reader is once you have it. It's easy to take for granted and lose it.

I’m so sorry for your loses, even though they couldn’t forgive each other I bet they still loved each other. It’s very hard to let go of important memories with other people. I’m not going to tell you that I went through something similar, cause I know you probably went through worse, but I never understood my parents either. My dad and mom once loved each other, but they started to grow apart. My mom told me that when he wanted to go on dates but he’d only pay for him self, but like.. If you want to go on a date with that person, you should pay for them. You don’t just ask somebody on a date wasting their time, like what? But anyways, my mom sat in the car and cried the rest of the time. I felt really bad for her, but they still continued to go out. I also remember when I was younger he abused me and my family. HE LITERALLY chased my sister around with a chair, so much for being a grown up. Later on, my mom found out he was cheating and they had a major fight. Of course he was kicked out of the house, but my mom probably broke down and it was really hard for her to get back up. She’s more independent these days though and has a much better life. But anyways, I’m sorry that you lost people important to you. I have no idea how that feels but I know it must be pretty hard. Thanks for sharing your story to me and what you think about all of this, it’s really helped me to expand my mind.

I'm sorry to hear you had a sad up bringing. One thing I learned about finding a partner is that you start to learn what's important to you.
Lol I learn all this as an adult from my older sister. Even at an old age. I still asked her why? She always has the best answers for me.
She told me.... You know like how your mom is upset how your father never paid for her during dates? It probably did bother her but she's still with him because he probably does other things that matter to her like pay the bills take care of the family? Idk why your mother stayed with your father before she found out he cheated, but there must be a reason.
My sis would explain things like that to me. She said you pick and you choose the what's important.
Like when I was younger I dreamed that my future husband would be romantic, loving, and always put me first.
Lol reality bites....... He might not remember my birthday and he might never give me gifts for Christmas/birthday/Valentine's day. He will look at hot girls and porn. but he gives me what I need. He always returns home on time. He tries to do the things I want. He's a good father. He supports the family and I know I can trust him. That's what matters.
For everyone it's different, but you just need to learn what matters most to you.
My parents.... Idk.... But I want to say they are happy.
This story hits close to home cuz my mom died of cancer. I cried. I asked her if she was mad at me because I had to work and I couldn't be with her 24/7. I wanted to hug her but she was in a lot of pain and even when it wasn't on her face I was afraid my touch would hurt her so I sat there silenty by her side when I wasn't working. But like the cheating hubby. I'm so struck with grief. Things I wished I had said but can never say and the feeling that I could have done more but never did. When I'm alone and I remember my mom I always tell her I'm sorry I couldn't be the daughter she needed.
That feeling of repenting but never being forgiven... Hurts and it never goes away.
I feel as though the next chapters of this will piss me offヽ(`Д´)ノ
Oh boy we can already see the future. I’m actually already getting pissed. It feels like stretching before a rigorous activity tho in this case it’s getting pissed. It’s a “I will get pissed warm up”.
Haha very well said. The plot feels so fucking obvious - idiotic emperor falls in love with indifferent MC who will find him cute and start to like him. Big climax event where they're separated due to probably war, or some other empress candidate appears and huge reconciliation where she becomes empress and has his baby. Sigh...
And all we wanted is that pure innocent hate. That I will torture you, steal all your belongings and kill all people you care about especially that bitch - kind of story. Is that too much to ask? ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
Yessssss
Some sweet schadenfreude for the asshole emperor
I really want to see him suffer regret and not get MC in the end(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ