being an older sister with 6 younger siblings, this hit to my heart....
but what many people wont see is having a wonderful siblings are blessings in life..
its really hard .
life is poor but always happy..
but sooner when all of them work and can stand on their own..
they could be very very successful..
having a loving, happy, kind foundation in life is much better than having richness but with awful character.
so i reread it again, if it makes me cry for 2nd time..
it did .
so beautiful...
feels like a true to life story but i know it is fictional...
it just..
everything about it so pure...
minato will not last long, but when u expect him die in illness, they could have prepared it but to an Accident.. which shock all of them...
and they were young...
it is very hurtful if u are blamed for death of someone...
it just so painful, beautiful and loving..
if love can easy to understand,.. i dont think there would be love as beautiful as them.
idk..
it just like a telenovelas where the story seems not ending but still u watching it for how long it end .
and for me this like it..
its one of the first yaoi manga and yaoi anime i watched, seriously...
most of the yaoi from that timeframe is still ongoing..
i guess they already a niche market,..
so even if many might despise it...
i dont think the author will end it..
but nevertheless..
i still enjoy reading it..
idk..
but maybe its the pioneer of yaoi mafia, yakuza which was all loved..
its so amusing that most readers stopped reading it... but well
im still here..
so maybe im insane
whatever the reason, whatever circumstances, no man should assault a woman.. so i feel disgusted toward Ango.. so no matter what redemption he sid, He already made an assault, he and Ryo trying to kill Hana... just because she is the daughter of someone that torment them... like getting on revenge on aomeone innocently becoz thet feel trapped and suffer a lot as if Hana didnt suffer too...
She also went into a diff team that faced hardship... help through together 2 team but yeah...
people should praise Ango..
coz its ppl all should hating a strong woman.. ppl should hating a main character coz ppl should be vulnerable to weak ppl..
and thats the reality of life too..
that is why many ppl act weak becoz no one would help them, all know shes strong...
hating Arashi for trusting Ango...
of course, would u hate someone not knowing what happened to his gf...
what does he know, they have a wonderful team with a lead of Botan..
it just its irritated me, how assaulting is forgiven and everyone Hana..
for example... someone was raped and she killed the rapist... thats self defense... "thats the whatever circumstances and whatever situation applied... "
now if its only an assault..
and everyone around you glorifying the assaulter (which by the way, is the situation here)
would u forgive, fuck No..
atleast have a punch, or get that man what he deserves...
its a psychological trauma that forever would or would never heal... esp if around u wants to forget.. and even victim shaming.











reading the comments, and i realized its a sensitive era..
way back when yaoi been established, or BL in Japan.. almost all troupe started with rape...
i know its a bad thing.. but that just becoz that time.. unlikely now...
theres still a wall between BL before, were they still hiding, some wanting to express it but couldnt, that sexual urge before was a taboo..
in a country i live for Gay are just make fun for laugh.
unlikely in Japan were Gays, boys love are meant to fall in love..
its always a rough start..
todays generation are lucky ones..
and Im really thankful for Japan...
they always the pioneer in BL manga..
and many countries just follow up, finishing touch what Japan had started.
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