
im at ch 39 and this is so depressing and heartbreaking. do i continue? someone plz tell me this gets happier. so in his past life he fell in love without realizing while he was plotting to betray the emperor, and now the emperor he loved is gone... and the one in his present life is insane already... i hate this...

the gaslighting is so fucking strong and it feels like the author doesnt even realize it which makes me wonder if the author's been gaslit without knowing -_-
like the audacity of this bitch ass seme to get angry at the uke for not remembering something WHEN HE WAS DRUNK (and then still being angry after finding out he did remember but thought it was a dream). like the uke going "i brought it all on myself" um NO??? CHAE HEON IS THE ONE THAT NEVER FUCKING COMMUNICATED OR ANYTHING??? CHAE HEON IS THE ONE THAT MADE MOVES ON A CLEARLY DRUNK PERSON??? and this bitch is so possessive and controlling this manga needs a psychological tag at this point

Ikr.. kinda feeling something wrong somewhere towards the seme while reading this whole story.. the uke is so wholesome and i like how he process his thought logically and the seme is kinda twisted and borderline obsessive and the stalking.. bruhhh.. the scene where he had whole album of the uke.. chillsssss
mmh we about to get jealousy smexy time initiated by joobin for once