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Sorry for having great tits and correct opinions!!
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i don't speak english
live, laugh, love
My own thoughts are all written out when I mark them as read/reading hehe!
Likes:
- yaoi, shounen ai, good art and plotlines
- GOOD ASS ANGST or tearjerkers
- fluffy, sweet love stories that go UWU
- dramatic or shocking moments
https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/at/at-62/
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#1 lebron meatrider (i've never even
watched basketball)
“Dih to yo crack name 3 nba players other than LeBron” js slide ts in gng
Boy oh boy where do I even begin. Lebron... honey, my pookie bear. I have loved you ever since I first laid eyes on you. The way you drive into the paint and strike fear into your enemies eyes. Your silky smooth touch around the rim, and that gorgeous jumpshot. I would do anything for you. I wish it were possible to freeze time so I would never have to watch you retire. You had a rough childhood, but you never gave up hope. You are even amazing off the court, you're a great husband and father, sometimes I even call you dad. I forvever dread and weep, thinking of the day you will one day retire. I would sacrifice my own life it were the only thing that could put a smile on your beautiful face. You have given me so much joy, and heartbreak over the years. I remember when you first left clevenland and its like my heart got broken into a million pieces. But a tear still fell from my right eye when I watched you win your first ring in miami, because deep down, my glorious king deserved it. I just wanted you to return home. Then allas, you did, my sweet baby boy came home and I rejoiced. 2015 was a hard year for us baby, but in 2016 you made history happen. You came back from 3-1 and I couldn't believe it. I was crying, bawling even, and I heard my glorious king exclaim these words, "CLEVELAND, THIS IS FOR YOU!" Not only have you changed the game of basketball and the world forever, but you've eternally changed my world. And now you're getting older, but still the goat, my goat. I love you pookie bear, my glorious king, Lebron James.
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ⓘ This person is... ⓘ
Hana; she/they⠀⠀
The urge to read yaoi is increasing but I still can hold it in
My English is becoming rusty and I'm scared. It's a sign. I'm healing
Don't like how my ass became my center of the pain while on period.
I miss writing, I miss journalling, I miss venting and yapping on this page
Happy Eid Mubarak... It feels weird. I restraint myself for one month. I can finally read yaoi again. I mean I'm always like this. Idk.
Gwan sik set the standard too high. May this love find me.
I have no attachment. Delete je comment.
I love how it's natural for me to just converse in English
So many story to be told here but once I open this site, I forgot. AHHHHH IM SO FUCKING BUSY TWO DAMN WEEK AND HARINI BARU RASA TENANG SIKIT
I fucked up big time. I overspent my budget and now I have no money to eat, to pay for my university fee, I borrow my roommate money... I don't have any money left.
I almost tell my irl about my username here. Pls I promise myself to never tell her about this site. Pls myself
Damn it's been 3 months since I last wrote here. I've been so busy and shit. Alr so first of all, I want to write a lot of thing, what happened etc but I've been stressing a lot. And it's draining to do anything. I can't even function well. I think maybe since the second semester is almost over. I'll finally able to feel a closure. Damn I miss rotting in my bed. Secondly, I just happened to read a bl manga. Blessed everyone "same sex don't have anything that ties them together unless they're having a child or marriage" tf, so being together meant you have to fill out the form. Birthing. That's disrespectful.
I hate guideverse with my whole being. I hate the feeling of being use. Also force psychical. Don't have any choices. You were bind to someone. Drain yourself for other. Damn I hate this subgenre sm. Most of the story contain rape and there's no love in the beginning. Sex without love? Yes you can have sex for fun but I choose what I read. I may complain but I'll never read those. I've read few out of curiosity to try wtf is this. Alr maybe there's wholesome story out there that I haven't read yet. But most of it are angsty....
Let's talk about romantic feeling. Or just feeling in general. I've been struck with a weird feeling. I called it attraction against will ahahaha. It's so weird. Never thought I could feel like this. It feel suffocating. I can't control the feeling. I hate it so much. I should accept it and be understanding but no. I don't want to acknowledge it. Honestly I don't even know what types of feeling it is. Have no idea. Never in a billion people, I'd choose her inside the room. Thinking about this made me depressed lmao I wish to kms. It's so bad. I finally understood how... I never thought about this topic deeply. I just thought if that time came then I'd deal with it. Sexual preference is easy to understand but romantic feeling. I got a knack for women but I never dive deep down enough into the hole lol I'm scared. What if I never get out? What if I stuck there with no way out? What if I no longer can act normal... I'm normal. I'm talking about me. I still have social duty... Being with woman isn't wrong at all... But I'm scared of me. I don't want to get hurt. It's better to off myself when I can't live being myself or pretending to be a dutiful daughter. I'm in this shameful shell I'm choose to be in. Fyi I'm transparent asf. I was outed one time. I tired of telling this story. Just wanna say it was the most horrible thing a person did to me. Even if the one you're telling is my best friend. ...gosh I'm getting depressed again. Just when I find myself a little reason to live. This is no laughing matter. I might be talking like it's about nothing big. But people are being killed for "against the nature" I don't want to- oh god I'm getting deep there. Hmm
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