
They were truly in love and were soulmates if there is such a thing, they were perfect for each other. Silon brought Jun back to life cause he looks like the love of his life, and cause he's Jin's brother, she wouldn't want her little brother to die at such a young age. In the process they both ended up catching feelings. They are both broken, Jun terminated itself cause he was broken inside and depressed, Silon is consumed by guilt cause he couldn't save Jin and had to let go of his child, his only reason to stay alive. Honestly I think this is not a story about finding the love of your life and being happily ever after, it's about two broken individuals that are trying to figure out how to heal and how they catch feelings in the process. I like this kind of story, it shows it is possible to fall in love again after losing the love of your life, it will never feel the same way cause it is a different love, but it is love too.

It's not only yaoi, straight love stories are the same, and they are a fantasy for that. You won't love only one person in your life, you'll date and love many people and always on different ways, there are not 2 loves that will feel the same so this story is quite realistic. Anyone who dated knows this. And there will be one that will mark you forever "the one", Jin was that for Silon but she passed at such a young age. Silon was in his 20s, was he supposed to cry for the love of his life forever? He is trying to move on with Jun, Silon is falling for him already and their love will be one of a kind and very different of the love Silon had with Jin. Jun's love of his life may be Silon, maybe Jin was meant to pass so Jun could find his love. In the end, there is love after love, you will not love only one person in your life but it is a nice thought.

Mc is obviously very young, 20 at most and I hope he is cause that means he is at least legal, but it makes me uncomfortable that he acts like a child, and ml keeps liking that mc acts like a child too. Like not understanding his innuendos, or how mc didn't understand why he had to take his tongue out, he is learning everything with ml but still acts like a child, it gives a very weird vibe...

Re-reading this now in hopes the officials will be easier to understand the story cause maybe some things got lost in translation...
Just watching poor Giyun's face in the first chapters again, like damn, his poor mouth all bruised and filled with cuts actually giving away what happened to him cause no punch leaves that kind of bruise in the whole mouth... Like babe, why did you even go to work looking like that? Go to the police station

BUT no one really understand that he is going through a whole lot of pain since Saein left his side. The whole point of the story is that ML needs these wishes otherwise he will go through an unbearable pain. He is suffering a lot, physical pain of course, it is described as extremely painful headaches that can make anyone agonize cause no medicine can calm the pain, only wishes. Saein purposely stood out of ML reach to cause him that pain, not only emotional distress by losing him. This ML really suffered, even if it is only physical pain, y'all are not satisfied cause you prefer to see him crying watching Saein with another person, but this ML suffered quite a lot without wishes, he actually was going crazy from the pain. Now, Saein should not forgive him that fast, honestly I would prefer them not getting back together but make no mistake, ML suffered, a whole lot and Saein knows the pain he causes by not making wishes, that is why he often felt bad about it and wanted to go back even if it was only for a wish.

He saw an omega that looks like an alpha and instead of saying no cause he is not "petite and feminine like omegas are supposed to be" he said I like what I see and wanna eat it up. Not even the lack of pheromones or love liquid are a problem for this alpha, he said I'll just have to loosen you up before eating you

Honestly i normally dislike those kinds of love interests, but mostly because they get paired with twinks who treat sex like a tsundere that believes a kiss is perverted in a shojo manga. Their aversion to sex makes it rapey instantly. But this is an exception, because the MC isnt your generic pearl clutching "the touch of a man is a sin" type mc

Charcoal guy covers his face or closes his eyes not to see him, he lets him know he can't even get it up if he looks at him, he treats the bottom so coldly and has no intention on hiding he dislikes the bottom with his life, and the bottom still thinks that is the best sex of his life? Despite charcoal forcefully covering his face and showing discomfort through the whole thing? What the heck was so enjoyable for the uke about that experience?
If a scammer is disgusting, what's left for his grapist self?
So real