i kinda relate to FL being the second woman and i totes understand that feeling of wanting to deny everything cos ur so in love. its pathetic rly.
so i dated this guy for a long while (2 years actually) and wow he's a champion at keeping me blind and put me in a dark room
lets give this guy a name, lets call him A. basically before i go out with A i knew he dated another girl for a long time since he was in highschool with her. then we got into college and almost everyday he sat next to me. we clicked almost instantly cos we have common interests and he's fun to talk to. at that point i was crushing on someone else (lets call him B) too so i told everything about it to him he was kinda my bff. But one point i got super crushed and depressed cos B sorta get together with another girl. being sad me with a guy bff to keep your mind off of him, well things started to go onto another direction.
while we were being friends, A never mentioned that he was in a relationship with another girl. that girl went to a different college one that was miles away being in different states and all. but i do know A alrdy got a girlfriend tho he never mentions it bec his friends do talk about it and sometimes the girl's name popped out on his phone or he takes calls away from me. so about a month i think after knowing B dated another girl, i got together with A and started seeing him out, quiet often actually, then we officially started dating. Months after i even brought him home and introduced him to mum. Mum likes him. while i was dating him i kept on pushing the thoughts of him being in a relationship with another girl and never brought myself to ask about that girl or what happened to her. I got called homewrecker behind my back and was told that i was actually being mean and ppl told me A was cheating with me on another girl.
but i keep pushing those rumors away and casually just continued dating him. So almost a year into the relationship, that girl called A while A was away and his phone was with me. we talked, i cant remember what i was feeling but only then i felt backstabbed. then after a year dating him i confronted him and asked about it. like whats the deal. A told me things about them, and while he officially havent broken up with that girl he said he would offically do that. so i trusted him and life goes on. oh and i also assumed that he would've broken up with her by then cos he's closer to me in distance and not her so i emotionally and physically i felt like i won him over too. but i never have the courage to brought the topic up again.
but after another year, we graduated. A had this whole career planned out with me and stuff but he bailed. we even planned to move in together but we couldn;t. He moved to a different state and we were in long distance then. I started working soon so i had something to busy over, but we still kept in touch and texted a lot and called. sometimes though not often he would visit. i think twice before we broke up. the last time he visit me he broke up with me and came clean and said he could never gave up the girl he dated and he never had broken up with her and chose her over me and told me he cant cheat over his girlfriend with me anymore cos he wanted to build something serious out of it. sad huh. i felt like he tore my heart stumped on it and gutted me out. thats when depression sunked in but i have fab friends i got over him.
idk what happened to him seriously. but years after only i realized how sneaky of a bastard he is. i brought him to my family few times but he never mentioned me to his family or brought me meeting his sisters at least. his phone locks keeps on changing and he dont' really like it when i touch his stuffs or hold onto his phone. and he's always away on phone calls when we were on dates or just chilling. only then i realized wow im a second girl, a mistress. woww
but that was 2 years ago story. I'm fine now, 25 with a job and doing my masters degree and happy. thank u for reading to this long ass almost fanfiction like of my life story that gets me traumatized to dating ppl.
He kept you as his side chick and you were naive. Now, you have matured. I hope you get into a good relationship with a kind person.
If I was your friend in rl. I’d beat the shit out of him and throw eggs on his car when it’s winter let’s see u scrape those eggs hmpf
i knew it. authors who writes yaoi writes a better smutty josei compared to the other boring ones
idk about u guys man but nakaouji is a big mood
TAKE ME NOMIYA
its trash
but i will continue reading for the art its gorgeous
OMAGAD THE FLUFF INTENSITY GIVES ME DOKI DOKI
MAKE BABIES ALRDY U TWO
WHERE CAN I FIND A TSUNDERE BOYFRIEND I WANT ONE TOO
ugh ogawa chise why u hav to be so mean towards azusa T_T
that was so sadddddd
pls protect azusa. he a sad boi
ellie holding hands with omi kun
*I TRIGGERED A SEX SCENE!!!*
that rly got me XDDD