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Guys when does the author update? I'm literally dying for the new chapter

Honestly people are gonna hate me for this but I like the og soulmate better. I want him to be with mc. I don't want him with mc brother. He is the og soulmate for a reason. I want their string to be reconnected and for the author to make them happen. Haewon and mc brother doesn't make sense to me.If haewon get with someone else than that would make sense but mc brother? That's just weird. He is just going for an older and taller version of mc and mc shouldn't ended up with the dude who ruined his life. I'm desperately hopping for a plot twist. And also haewon doesn't actually like hangyul brother. He likes the idea of being with him and being a family/having a family and he is going to do everything to get that. Hangyul bro is like an insurance to him to get his happy ending to get his "family" So to me the author decision in exploring the og soulmate rls with mc actually make sense.

So Juyeon the ml approach jiwook when they were in middle school and he fell for him. He confess to jiwook and Jiwook have internalized homophobia and rape him with his friend. One day they have left him in the bathroom with a vibrator in his ass. They also spread video of it. Juyeon mom also kinda went insane.
• After Juyeon transfer school and visited his mom in the hospital. He met le woo Jin who told him about how jiwook lost his memory. Le woo Jin is the one who convince him to take revenge on jinwoo. Juyeon was questioning it for awhile because somewhere in his heart he wanted to start a new with jiwook but it didn't happen and he spend 8 year obsessing over jiwook.
•After the first gang rape( which was more violent in the novel)Juyeon gonna convince jiwook to go to his house and basically imprison him and treats him like a dog, raping etc. After a while jiwook was able to get a hold of his phone. Which he texted his friends. His friends apparently was the one who send the picture to the rapist and was guilty of it. He try to Jiwook but it didn't work because Juyeon and lee woojin was in cahoots with each other and use the friend to lure jiwook out to sort of give him his final punishment in a way. He was rape in a van. Where lee woo Jin and a few others not only beat him him but they try to fist him. Shove a bat in him and also peed on him. They aim it at his hole ^-^) In the end Jiwook develop Stockholm syndrome. He is anxious when jiwook isn't around and Jiwook just continuous rape him. In one chapter while they were talking jiwook thought Juyeon was upset by what he said "sorry...do you want to hit me " something along that line
• about the dog chapter: so in the extra is where the dog chapter happen. They got a dog. Juyeon saw the dog licking jiwook hole and he was like " I'm gonna punished you for letting and animals lick you. I shouldn't treat you like a human but like a dog." He made jiwook went on all four. And told him to role play as husband and wife with the dog. He grab the dog dick. Rubs it and aim it at Jiwook hole ^-^ and let the dog fuck jiwook while he watches Jiwook begging not to do it. He left jiwook there and told his dog to come to him and pet him and give him forehead kisses as a priase for a job well done.

I read many mess up BLs but this one takes the cake. Bad life was very emotional but it didn't made my hand shake while reading like this one did. It's just full of rape. Jiwook is just subjected to this continues act of sexual assault and degradation non stop from the ML. I can't understand how people can justify the ML action. I feel bad for what he went through but what he did to jiwook shouldn't be justified. He put jiwook through so much more stuff without ever putting an end to it. This is not a well written psychological or any those that people can label as a psychological horror revenge type of bl. It is just rape. After reading it. It just feel like the author just hate jiwook so much and it's more than clear to me that this manhwa is a rape fantasy of the author. So it just pissed me off when someone is out there calling this well written to justify the ML action.

Y'all gonna hate me for this but I think this author is low-key kind of a pdf or just really into shota con. Not just base on this work but Monday saviour too. i feel like the author made the woon dae behavior like a child or his mannerisms is like one. I mean I don't necessarily hate that manhwa but I stopped reading cus it made me uncomfortable

Ngl I already have a favoritism towards mitsu lmaoo. I don't what is it with author making the twinky bottom always being the winner when there is a perfectly drawn man in there but whatever. Tate clearly interested in hachi and honestly mitsu need his own story. That man is finer than both of them

The way people still defending SH saying yuta deserve it. Saying people only feel bad for yuta cus he is the uke.THEYRE BOTH BAD .But BFFR.yes, yuta did mess with him first with the drugging and the bj but SH already got even with his blowjob in the car but he went and chase the dude out of the car and rape him. He knows yuta past. He did it on purpose to hurt him even more. He literally force his cock in and made him bleed. He even belittle yuta in his head as a tool and a prostitute that spread his leg for any men while yuta is giving him his blow job. "This is the yuta I used to know." Y'all need to wake up he ain't your sweet baby girl. He is only like that to grandpa

When yuta ran out the car. I literally was praying for him not to get caught. That sence for fucking real made me feel sick

I feel seriously bad for yuta. Idk how to describe it. But it seems to me that when they first met and got close. Seunghyun might've say stuff just the sake of being nice to yuta and he might've also made an empty promise to get yuta out of that place but in reality he didn't really care about him maybe..? Because at that time to Seunghyun, yuta might just be some pretty boy he kiss cus he is pretty or to explore if he can kiss a man(⊙…⊙ ) but that kiss probably meant something to yuta and all those kind word from Seunghyun too and the way he was so casual when he met yuta after a whole ass 10 year??? Like it was nothing to him and how he look when he said "because I didn't come get you" man Idk...if I were yuta in that moment I think I could feel my gut wrenching with that reaction. It isn't Seunghyun responsibility to save yuta but I still can't help but feel for him. Because think about it. You have this one person who is understanding your pain and saying all these nice and seem so genuine with you so you let yourself believe that you are something for them than you met them again after their empty promise to finally hit the realization that you barely anything to them compare to grandpa jaeil more and more with the interaction you're having with him

I keep refreshing the author page to see if there is an update but I haven't seen it yet. But it's like already 8 o'clock. It schedule update is on Thursday but Korean author always post the day before the actual at 8pm or am I tripping

I genuinely don't know how to feel. I love the story and idk about you but I love angst. I am team TJ. I just love their chemistry better and all the history that they have. But the thing is i think people think that TJ has sacrifice a lot for Ian but I don't think that is the total truth...I think he has done what he can for Ian and to keep Ian by his side but not as in a unconditionally way like "I'll do anything for you to make you happy and to be with you." But more like "I'll do anything to make sure you're safe and you stay with me." and I think Jo will be giving up everything for Ian unconditionally because I mean TJ hasn't really given up too much that can be considered to him as a big deal and the only thing that is probably up there that is precious for TJ is his legacy that he has build in his gang and also I think Ian is the one who sacrifice more than TJ in those year. He chose to forgive TJ for the Moto bike. He chose to stay with TJ despite losing himself and now he is chosing himself.I would really love to see TJ give that up lol cus I love angst lmaooo but I don't think he will. And even if he doesn't end up being the endgame I actually hope he'll just be happy by himself or something cus I can't see him being with anyone else other than Ian. Cus I mean he has been yearning for Ian ever since he saw him at the stair case and all those years together too.