
goddamn, i continued where this left off in the novel and seriously, it's so realistic in the way that high schoolers can't communicate well and just need to be more honest;( i mean Yohan is one thing, but Jun I feel like, because of his pride, wouldn't let himself tell Yohan why he did what he did
fast forward to Jaehyun entering the scene (HELLO? I LOVE WHENEVER HE DOES STUFF FOR JUN CAUSE I KNOW YOHAN JEALOUS AFFF), and Yohan ignoring him, now i understand why people say it gets worse... plus (spoiler warning again): idk if Yohan really meant it when he said he didn't like him anymore after seeing him again? cause wdym you say that but ask Jun to go back to how things were before? when you were the one who ignored Jun first??? and now you get jealous he might cling to someone.... man Yohan istg

cause it's told in El's POV, the first timeline especially makes it hard to root for Fenrir:( but if more side stories release where they get past through it (and if El decides to talk about the other timeline), then i think that would be cool so far i'm just melting with Sion and Gray's interactions with El.
squirting 3? 4? times?? dear god ju-eun got fucked so good... anyway i hope he regains his memories, i feel like the mom really manipulated him TT