
I kinda understand what hinako is feeling, you want to be with the person but don't want to do things other people normally do like kissing or touching, you just want to be with them

I suspect she really -does- want to do the kissing and touching, but she's spent so much time feeling repulsed by people wanting to do those things with her (because she was trying to force herself to conform and be straight) that she feels guilty and repulsed about wanting to do them with Asahi.
If she really just didn't -want- to touch her and kiss her, I don't think she'd be so twisted up about it.
hm i didn't understand shit