there's something so beautiful about zhizhu's last moments. He doesn't regret his time with Jiang but indulges in it before his death; he focuses on the beauty of their relationship despite his parents disapproval and his constant mistreatment by his husband. I just loved how zhizhu wasn't afraid to feel something positive regardless of his negative circumstances and impending death. </3









when he sniffed the sheets he slept on...omg he was starvinggggg. #yearning