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You can read my cutting scene of chapter 65&66 here. http://www.mangago.zone/home/photo/3962190/#image

It just painful so i cut most of the scene especially when Cheng Zhiyuan keeps insulting Qinyu and his mother. Cheng Jing did nothing. but at least he put some effort to save Qinyu. LOL. well I do believe they are alike.
I was too impatient to wait so i just read some and post a bit spoiler. My boi Qin Yu.. You don't deserve to be hurt like this ... ughh!! so sad.. （/TДT)/

I don't want to translate all from the 1st half manhua. it's pain in the ass thus my english is suck. sorry..*CJ (Cheng Jing-seme),*QY (QinYu-uke).
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The rumour about CJ &QY is being gays spread around the net. His father was back and he went to meet CJ. He pushed his father as he wants to kill him. when he was about to punch him, QY came looking at them and CJ drove him away from his dad, saying he is a beggar (chpter 64). at 1 night, on the phone, QY confessed to CJ while he was walking into a park. They actually confessed to each other on the phone. But QY finished his words, someone dragged him from behind and took his phone. The guy is CJ's father. He let CJ knows the location. CJ came and getting mad. QY was tied onto a chair.

CJ : (*slam the door) Are you crazy? Why did you kidnap him?

Father : I have no choice. I just wanted to talk to you. You won't listen to me. that's why..

CJ : What else do you want to talk? after a decade you leave, what else do you want from me?

Father: I have no choice! Your uncle banned me from meeting you. I was countless time attempt to meet you but all Song's family against me. Your grandma too. They took you away everytime I went to meet you. They hide you from me. Sent you to London. That's why I couldn't reach you. Son, i will let him go if you listen to me. i know i was wrong towards you and your mom. i shouldn't be seduced by that woman (QY keep silent on the chair in sorrow).

CJ : (getting angry) Don't you ever talk about my mom with your filthy mouth! After all, you leave us! there's nothing we can talk! fuck off!
*he released the rope from QY and saw a bruise of the rope on his wrist. QY seems like a doll but he was awake. he didn't talk or respond to their conversations. CJ was angry when he saw that and the bruise on QY's wrist.**

CJ : I will not let you go if something happens to him!*glare at his father.*CJ's hand softly touched QY's cheek.
CJ : Qingyu, it's fine now.. you're safe now.. don't afraid ok.
*CJ's father looking sad

Father : You cares so much for this boy. Son, was the rumour is true? About you being *sick (gay)?
CJ : What? Why do you care about me now?
Father : Is this the fault of us as parents? mom and dad failed to be a parent and lead you to this wrong path. It's all her fault (QY's mom) *NOTE** CJ still thought that QY knows nothing** So they both were having the fight in front of QY.

Father : It's all his fault. I wouldn't leave my family if that women didn't seduce me! it's all her fault our family were broken. I love your mom but that woman keeps seducing me.
CJ : You dare to cheat your wife after 8 years of marriage because someone you just met! (grab father's collar).
Father : it's her fault. She seduced me and lead me to cheat your mom. She is the cause of our broken family..

Suddenly... After a long silent..

Qinyu: Hahh... everything is that woman's fault. cheating on wife and throwing his family also that women's fault. It's all her sins and she should have die.. Hahh.. *QY gave the most painful smile (OMG I cried at this scene. his painful face is unbearable).
Qinyu : Ahh.. So using childhood sweetheart (blond girl) to frame his enemy and almost kill him is their fault too (CJ& his gf set up the trap for qinyu's father cause them bankruptcy and qinyu's father almost die from stroke& coma).
Qinyu: All you two care is the enemy's son. You gain his trust then you make him never recovered from the past trauma (talking about CJ's tricks).

CJ : He knows everything?????

Qinyu : Don't deny it ChengJing.. You.. and your dad... are ... quite alike..
How does it feel from becoming a victim to a victim?... Cheng teacher?? (this scene is so sad TT).

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CHAPTER 66 (sorry my english sucks)
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Qinyu : You must want to ask me when did I find out. (He found out at their 1st encounter when CJ pushed his dad and after seeing that guy, qinyu regain some of his memory).
Qinyu : My mom used to introduce you to me when i was young. that's why i remember your face (painful smile).
CJ's father starts to analyze qinyu & his scandal's face.
Father : YOUUU!!! you're the son of that bitch??!!! you are related to her right?? (shouting non stop).
QY : You're right.. it's her fault made you become that kind of person. but the situation is reverse now. me, as a son of that woman with your son...
Father : ChengJing!!! is that because of the woman's son,.. you and this boy !!! (still angry about CJ being gay).
CJ : Qinyu.... you.. remember everything?
Qinyu : But you initiate all of this Mr. Zhiyuan. Seduce a married woman, abandoned your wife and child.. so many years.. even it's not an apology, your cowardice & shameless act has turns Cheng Jing become who he is right now. Hehh... why? I didn't spill everything you know...Ahh.. forgive me.. Am I hurting your heart Mr.Zhiyuan?
CJ : Qinyu, stop talking (CJ sensing his father's face become fierce).~ try to avoid any harm for qinyu.
Qinyu : Am I no wrong? You're the one who makes him like this (gay and near to QY for revenge).
Father : SHUT UP!!!!
CJ : QINYU!!!
QY : My mother and chengJing's mother are blind to believe a man like you. and your son almost destroyed for a lifetime because of your shadow...Cheng Zhiyuan,.. you are really a scum!
CJ's dad cannot hold his anger. he pushed CJ out his way and took a knife to Qinyu. CJ was shocked and he woke up immediately to stop his father from harming qinyu.
Father : Let me go!! Let me kill this asshole! let me go!
while struggling with each other, qinyu suddenly stood up to stop them. he afraid anything happen to Chengjeng.. unfortunately, the knife accidentally thrusting his under collarbone and bleed... they both stop fighting. chengjeng push his dad away and run over qinyu to stop his bleed..

*qinyu whispers when CJ hugs his body.
Qinyu : Teacher cheng... Your heart... it's time to heal your heart.. *he touch CJ's chest and suddenly fell...

....TBC..........

Note : I also love 2nd couple story. The uncle (uke) and white hair dude (seme).. they are HOTTTT!!

A Heartbreaking story. Raws up to 61. My english is bad sorry.
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My fav ship is currently the short hair girl X uke, No.2 is uncle X uke (but their relationship more like son/daddy). No ship between the teacher (seme) X uke.
---WHY???---
from chp. 1-61 all he does was lying and silently killing the uke by "poisoning" uke. the one who cleans up the mess up was his uncle. Seme gave uke hardship times. I was crying when he set up the trap for uke's dad, lead their company went bankruptcy & cause him a stroke. Not to mention, uke's dad is not a bad guy. It was part of seme's plan (destroying uke & all his family). The blond girl was seme's gf in London (not sure if they're still date). Uke's dad even wanted to introduce the girl to his son, shows how sincerity he was in a relationship. But the girl tricked him ahead. Uke's dad was in coma due to the stroke. seme's uncle wants to help uke bc he's feeling sympathy & guilty. He couldn't stop his nephew from hatred. He knew someday seme would swallow up all his own poison, before everything is too late, he tries to do the best thing he could so the uke won't be in disaster too much. Seme silently kills the uke but the uncle silently saves the uke.

The seme got angry when uke's father has woken up from the coma. the uncle punched his face saying don't try to do anything to him anymore (hurting uke & his dad). It’s truly heartbreak when uke truly loves him but behind his back, seme was smiling of the unfortunate life of uke (tho he feel unhappy& guilt).The blond girl submits herself to the police after framing uke's dad but she didn't reveal anything about seme's plan. She did out of her guilt but uke's dad didn't sentence any allegations to her (*she realizes how stupid she was and how kind that man). Soon, the uke found out about her mother suicide. He got angry at his father bcause he doesn't want to believe what kind of women his mother was. The seme & his uncle seal all their secret tight (seme=mastermind).

Long story short, the seme slowly takes a like the uke. well, the uke has fallen in love to him since they 1st met. The uke was so happy but he knows nothing. it's truly sad. All he does was lying. The short hair girl took liking the uke too. soon she found out about seme's plan (discover about seme’s late mother) but the uncle stopped the girl from telling the uke. She doesn't want the uke to get tricked but the uncle saying it won't as he promised. When the girl saw how happy uke with seme, she didn't say anything but she still worried (best girl tho).

Now seme's dad has come back. eventho he is the shittiest dad, but seme is no different from his dad. he hurts that innocence child countless time bc of his stupid grudge. I want seme's dad tells everything to uke. I want uke to wake up from his false dream. I was so hurt everytime the seme plans to destroy that boi while he keeps smiling happily, thought that seme was his saviour. it might hurt uke a lot if he knows that the person he loves was someone who "hates" him. This manga is good but i don't particularly ship them unless the seme has received his punishment after all things he done to uke.

*NOTE : uke is suffering from his past. His mother dies in front of him. He couldn't hate his mother after his father told him everything. his mother has never treated him badly and she is a lovable mom. the seme took pity after listening to uke. He told his uncle about what he did was wrong and he wanted to stop. His uncle said it's never too late (that's why he had a dream about his mother pushed him down after he decided to stop his plans). Well,.. your secret will be leaking out soon.. have a good taste of your own medicine boi. protect this uke..

Whoever read the raws must feel hurt.. uke suffered a lot after seme framing his dad. Also, uke’s mom suicidal factor also has to do with seme/uncle. Uke lost his mother, traumatised & memory loss, almost losing his dad, they went to bankruptcy, he stay at small place, never live in poor, doing few jobs to repay their “loan”.. and how could seme forget all of these? No, don’t give me “i’m sorry of what i did, but i love you, let’s forget everything and let’s hv a new life,”. Or “i love you, i’ll never hate you, i forgive you”.. seriously??

this manhwa shows the horrible shit behind the scene of Korean actress/actor. some of them dealing with depression, harassment, blackmailing etc. and some of them sell themselves just to get the job and fame like Wonho did. people like Eunwoo exist. the weaker might end up by killing themselves. the romance between the actor/actress is hard. money plays a massive role in this field. When Minki told Wonho about "the Wonho back then is no longer exist", I tear up a bit. It reminds me of Shin & Shige in Black & White by Sachimo. I bet their relationship back then must be like Shin & Shige. But Wonho & Minki has fallen apart. When love has no longer needed in a relationship, it left like an empty jar. easily break.
Wonho needs to take responsibility for what he did. It was part of his choice too. What goes around comes around. As for Minki, I hope he doesn't just accept any guy to heal his wound, it's unfair, unless he opens his heart to love someone again.

OMG!! What a shit personality of your ex?? How dare he wiped his finger after touched byul chubby cheeks..! Byul is not dirty, you are! Hmph!You better don’t lose to him Heesu?you hear haesung and us right???!! Uh! Haesung call your hubby now. Doyun, ya better not fall for your ex pheromones.. heesu needs you.. oh my.. your ex pissed me off..

since jooyoung (half-blood) also need to absorb human essence like doyoon (half-blood) to keep them alive. but nux is pure-blood, that's why his blood could save the half like them (at least for temporary).. not to mention, nux seems to be confined by his lover or idk who he was.. probably that's why jooyoung couldn't find nux earlier..

the last panel, isn't that pregnant minjae & hyeonjo? so they have 2 kids in omegaverse world... http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/love_is_an_illusion/uu/love_is_an_illusion-chapter-20/5/

HuawenXyuan relationship might take 5-10chp to be lovey-dovey than huanXyang that took over 80chp but still no progress. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

oh i can't... i just can't.. it just too funny. i can't stop laughing by these lines
JY : "screw it, food comes first".
GW: "that's my sweet little baby"
JY : "this is humiliating" **continue eating ... "the sushi is so good",.-- [hate himself for falling to sushi]
HUMAN SUSHI
in JY's head, "they're going to cut my flesh meat to make sushi
in GW's head, i'm going to make him sexy out of sushi...