
I'm getting emotional of Yumi & Kan-chan story. Couldn't count how many times i cried. Really heartbreaking. They both suffered a lot. I'm glad both of their partner giving so much love and care for two of them. Kan-chan tormenting himself for so long and he thought the happiness was not meant for a "scum" like him. He let go of Yumi bc he doesn't want to hurt him anymore than that. Yumi didn't hate Kan-chan at all but he was regretting that he couldn't help Kan-chan back then. For all this time, Kan-chan was waiting someone will come and help him and that person was not Yumi but Shuuna. And the one who helped Yumi breaks out all the chains was Mayama. All the symbiosis fate cleared but for Kan-chan who still have no courage to meet Yumi was pretty sad even though Yumi didn't ought any grudge to him. I really want Yumi & Kan-chan meet up.. He really loves Yumi back then.

both of them are digging their own grave and i didn't hope they'll end up together like the manga Renai Ruby no Tadashii Furikata (which similar to this)

That's one of my all time favorite yaoi. However, that manga and this are completely different. First of all, the seme actually was not bullied by the uke. It was all a misunderstanding. They both came to see the error of their ways, and talked through it (yaoi style). That manga was soft, cute, and sweet. THIS manga is pure shit. Seme is stupid. After all that uke did to him, I would punch him the first time I saw him. Use my money, superiority, and connections to break him. Not fuck him! And definitely not try to get revenge by making him "fall in love" with me. Y'all, homeboi was tortured due to the uke's sick, twisted desires. He's a sadist wanna be masochist. He has issues. The seme has issues too, for being STUPID! It's hard to feel bad for stupid-ass people.
Anywho, thanks for coming to my trash ted talk.

tbh i dislike ruka. he was jealous of nemu bcs maya choose love as his authority instead of ambition. unlike Ruka, he might be chosen ambition instead of love. 3 of them are to blame. the jealousy Ruka, the insecurity Nemu, the insensitive Maya.
but i could understand nemu, what'd you expect when the 3rd wheel asking to give your bf to him? and your bf keep having time with that guy? it hurt damn much even how rational your head.
GOOD JOB Akira's bf.. well said!!
I don't see any problem with the seme. He's the wolf from the beginning. Both of them had so many misunderstanding in the past. the seme was playing "the good guy" because he's trying to protect uke. The method he used to him has no longer works. The uke slipped away from his hand. He had enough of playing a good guy and yet the result more worst. This is the real him. The pushover seme has made uke's negativity thought away. The seme has made it clear of all his actions and feelings so the uke never doubt. If he still acts like a cutie pie seme, he'll lose the uke and their relationship will not go anywhere. from slow progress to nothing.
"The uke slipped away from his hand" : the uke is not a thing, he's a human being, and he is free to live however he wants and with whom he wants. Uke has been abused when he was a child, the last thing he needs is more abuse, and that's what the seme does : he adds more abuses, and in real life it wouldn't work well, therapy would be more effective.
All seme does it's for his own benefits, he clearly doesn't care about what the uke wants : he can't even go to work without seme's approval : that's fucking abusive !
Maybe they are not meant to be together, uke needs someone very patient and who truly cares about him; seme needs someone he can control completely (like any abuser).
Their relation is so unhealthy, and justify it by something like :"uke needs to be treated like a shit because patience and kindness didn't overcome his trauma quicly enough" is awful.
Uke has a trauma and he needs therapy not being controled by a psycho, for fuck sake. And if this is the real seme's personality, I suggest him to go to a therapist too before it's too late.