heres me praying that kwon feels hurt and guilty for everything he's put MC through, from start to finish. i hope this bitch ass seme understands just how much pain he's caused, for literally no reason, to someone completely unrelated to all the things that made him angry. MC has deserved none of this from the beginning of his life to now. he was a kid when his dad was a complete monster. he was a kid when his mom abandoned him. he was a kid when his dad died, when his step mom left, and when that pdf raped him. and here comes kwon like oh i can make this worse, and then he does. i think author-nim might make seme have some proper self reflection, so i'll keep reading.
this is one of those rare stories where i am SO FRUSTRATED with MC but at the same time she's written so fucking perfectly that my frustration is more like watching someone get hurt while you're held back from helping them. like our girl is so, so beaten down like she just wants everything to end, even if she's falsely accused. i wanna scream at this girl FIGHT BACK but she just won't. she can't. she's so used to this by now she doesn't even see the point in trying anymore. my heart man. i dont know what a happy ending even looks like anymore. i dont think she'll be happy with cal, or with anyone else. i think the ultimate happy ending she sees is disappearing entirely, and unless author-nim does some amazing ass-kicking of literally everyone else in the story, i don't see any other ending being anything but a hollow replacement for what she actually wants :(










ty translator-nimmmmmm