
Nu-uhh. What can you even give to Yujun. He has a loving family, he can get rich on his own, he's caring. The only ever thing you could have given to him was your the price of your virginity but you gave it to someone else. I'm not moving on from that.

I know. That's for us mature people who have lots of experience in life already. But the expectation at the beginning is set to some fluffy with psychological high school non-promiscuous FIRST love. You cannot help but get immersed to that kind of setting and so.. In this theme, virginity was important. It felt like a price that no one else has ever touched. Now, it got ruined. If only, there were some expectations at the begining that it will be like this. Some other manhwa in the very first episode already would tell that the ML/MC is a manwhore you have to win from his sad life, then you accept whatever sexual scenery comes after. But the expectaion set was soooo fluffy high scool crush. I felt betrayed for some reason, like infidelity or something.

I was just here to say whatever I felt about this. This is the comment section where you're free express your emotion to let the author/uploader knows how their work is being read and supported. The moment someone stops commenting means their bored and uninterested anymore with the story. Not sure how that's not helping.

Okay, let me ask u something. Are you a gay man? Coz I am.... If you are a girl then you have no right nor idea how our sex life is and how we feel about virginity or just anything about sex about US.. I just say virginity, but the whole idea is about intimiacy.. SEX. Felt like my TOP has been topped by someone else.. Do you have any idea how that feels? Felt like I've been cheated on. In this story, "I was" Yujun, sae this on tiktok, and the story is about my glow up and how my high school crush would fall in love with me. Then what!!!!! He left me then have sex with someone else. I was a virgin in this story, I was high school, I was pure, I don't know anything but fluff. That's how I get immersed, I set my mind into some point of my life when I was like this and like that...Again, what are you? better br careful with your anwer.

As if everone in here is sooo pure. Are you pure yourself? Anyway, Let me just explain since you DON'T get it. I will never fantasize about young men, I just immerse myself with the experience qof my lifetime as I was younh and pure. Get it? I hope you do, you seem to label all men as PDF file, let me stop it right there!!! Ew...
Again, stop making it about yourself. If you think all men like tiny holes and become PDF file sooner, not all gay man are like that. Some like me, who is feminine, sticks with masculine figure. And young depicts femininity so... just... not...
Anyway, It mattered to me, this is a gay story so I feel like I have to enlighten you. Jiho was my top, I was small and weak, I justgot taller as times goes by... So I automatically became Top for some reason, I mean I would not mind If Jiho becomes top. THE POINT IS.... It hurts so much when you finally have some masculine tope while will treat you the way you are, feminine you are ... But it turns out He is also Topped by someone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was a heavy betrayal. That azz was mine, Inwast the first, I set the flag no one has ever touched. Now it hurts...
So if you girls are just here to sexuize men, I suggest you just understand the way it works. Instead of MAKING IT ABOUT YOURSELF. As I have seen a lot of people always do..
Anyway, I mean.. Ahh.. Okay, I get it .... You're right! Everything tou said is right!! I'm still a man afterall

As if everyone in here is sooo pure. Are you pure yourself? Anyway, let me just explain since you DON’T get it. I will never fantasize about young men, I just immerse myself in the experiences of my lifetime when I was young and pure. Get it? I hope you do, because you seem to label all men as PDF files. Let me stop you right there!!! Ew…
Again, stop making it about yourself. If you think all men like tiny holes and become PDF files sooner or later—no, not all gay men are like that. Some, like me, who are feminine, stick with masculine figures. And young often depicts femininity so… just… not…
Anyway, it mattered to me. This is a gay story, so I feel like I have to enlighten you. Jiho was my top, I was small and weak, and I just got taller as time went by… so I automatically became a Top for some reason. I mean, I wouldn’t mind if Jiho became top. THE POINT IS… it hurts so much when you finally have someone masculine who treats you the way you are—feminine as you are… but it turns out he is also Topped by someone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was a heavy betrayal. That ass was mine. I was the first, I set the flag, no one had ever touched it. Now it hurts…
So if you girls are just here to sexualize men, I suggest you understand the way it works, instead of MAKING IT ABOUT YOURSELF. As I have seen a lot of people always do…
Anyway, I mean… ahh… okay, I get it… you’re right! Everything you said is right!! I’m still a man after all.

Honestly, when manhwa is toxic like this. I just use it for porn. I don't even bother to get emotionally invested coz I know what it would do to my daily life. I can't focus, I think about it all the time even though it's just a fiction. So why not just masturbate to it. Somehow that's more relieving. HAHA

A farewell sex huh. Yujun is going to pour his hearts out on that night and call it quits. Then he leaves and say goodbye to Jiho. Or at least leave a note when he wakes up. While Jiho is expecting for this to continue, while he gets heartbroken with Yujun saying goodbye, he still decides to win Yujun, this time, he will be the one to follow him around.
Yujun is not an asshole so I doubt he will treat Jiho like trash (you know? classic seme treating uke like a whore everytime they have sex) but instead ignore him. Parallel to what his brother told about Jiho, to stay away from people like that. Because he still believes Jiho will play with his feelings once he falls in love again.
Then that grandpa will come back ruining things. He fell in love with Jiho in London.

I atill support this author though. One thing different about them is the coloring brings emotion, like how Pink is used for love, Red is used for lust, Blue is used for sadness, and Black is used for Darkness.
And mostly, the nostalgic environment this manhwa brings. That's why I got hooked, I got pulled by the colorings :)
Men and gays. Something has crossed the line...