I barely read it properly, it just hurts. I have adhd and grew up undiagnosed... It hurts, it hurt so much when I was a teen and also felt helpless, I hurt myself and I also felt like everything was meaningless and so so so bleak... I remember days were I'd just be catatonic or numb, others when I'd cry my eyes out for no apparent reason... This reminds me of it all... I hate the adults who are so irresponsible and cold, they are disgusting. I understand them, but I feel they are loathsome as well, so powerless facing the woes of a child... They drink and blind themselves as they can't do shirt about it, they undecisively try to meddle in it, pushing and pushing the people around them for selfish reasons when they don't trully understand how or want to actually help. I hate this. It is too real. It is still too fresh of a wound... It festers and I feel like a dilascerated infected ail has been brought back...
Ok... Whatever, haemi and askman and haesu and yundo are end game :v killer gom be revealed after a little more of rolling ur readers around, and then everyone will discover the twins did a parent trap at 25yo and prolly all gom just go with that... Ok :)
Nah... When he cleared beg him to stop i was uncomfortable...
I don't like Chinese manhua bc of this... So misogynistic:( it's always a moan against another and ruthless man literally trying to rape and succeeding sometimes.... Like wth???? I don't like yue, but she needs help not hatred
She doesn't need hatred after she set up her sister to get raped and the entire family to die? Lmao you're funny. I meant to dislike. There's a point after which help doesn't matter.
Ye... Idk :/ sorry? I just want people to get better, I like villains
At this point and were we stand... I don't care if it's fake or another plot to make our mc fall even more into madness and finally kill himself: give him some love ffs??? Get him into a doctor, treat him, get him into feeling even a bit of serotonin. I really am sorry but I don't care even if it was the abuser that was just tricking him into an even lower form, just let him feel cared for even if it's messed up ;^; pls... Cause he already broken in the worst way... He conscious and hurting, lemme get sum delulu and see him happy even if only at his own mind... Even if still toxic ;^; I can't take it....
Honestly, I just wanna grab him, take him somewhere where there's no abuser and people related to that.... Give him time, space and let him choose, grow and heal... I wish I could erase, but this is the story author created... So I just wanna make it so that although all of that happened and he trully is broken beyond I wish that even if he choose suicíde or just died or idk what, that his last moments would be peaceful... Or at least free of his tormentor... I wish I would aplly skin mending/soothing/healing pomadea/oils, anything really, give him a shower and nutricious omurice ;^; he don't need to force himself to like it/smile or taste... I'd just try my hardest to make he feel at peace... To heal even if just to take his own life.... But at his own terms at least ;^; and if he chose to stay I'd be right besides him for as long as he allowed me to I love this man unconditional and wish I could do at least one thing to ease his agony....
Aaaaa I am pissed and mopey now... It's ok... Author is good and actually writes well... Didi is cool as well i guess.... But why lead on the prince then ;^;???? Wth???? Why is it so convoluted and messy only to do thw biggest u turn ever and end up with didi?????? Like ye, clearly she likes didi, but clearly she also has "romantic feelings" and wayyyyyyy more chemistry moments with leo ;^; and it's hard to like 2 people at the same time, sge chose her 1st love :/ ye.... Ok. Just felt, kinda lacking? Idk... Didi rlly feels more like he loved her as her "true self older woman" but she feel in love with him as her "child appearance" and really didn't have that kick into it... It is "sweet" when she is just a woman and her and didi have that slow burn almost perfect romance when they at his hometown... But like I've been saying: it feels like cheating and specially to leo... Yes yes he is emotionally unstable, but is it not even scummier to lie and "give him what he wants/needs" only to take it away and then give all that love and affection to another? I feel slightly betrayed... I feel uncomfortable and a little bit sick on how this is all being played out... The misleading, the blind sighting, the manipulation and honestly the wishy washy attitude to both of them.... Philia shouldn't end with anyone then imo. Ye, sad, but I feel like if she has to choose one after all of this, it should be no one :) idk, selfish side of me says i don't agree with the toxicity of either relationship... It's VERY messy when you add that she can hear their thoughts... She was for 1/2 the story basically an infant.^. She used them both to achieve stuff that felt self righteous :) and she is quiet honestly a coward for not straightening up her affairs from the beginning
So she ends up with didi?
In the novel yes :(
Nahhhhhh!!! That is as messy as I saw it was and npw it's all unfolding and unfortunately coming into her like a tidal wave :v aaaa didi and leo! Why love... And Philia... Getcho ass together ya hurting everyone including yourself
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! I HAVE CRIED, I HAVE LAUGHED! I LONG FOR THEIR SIMPLE AND HEALTHY HAPPINESS ITS LITERALLY 1:23 AM I HAVE STUFF TOMORROW AND ALREADY SKIPPED CLASSES TODAY!! AAAAAAA AND NOW I HAVE THIS SUDDEN RUSH TO JUST SELL MY SOUL IF I CAN JUST SEE THE REST OF THIS STORY???? HELP! THIS IS MORE THAN JUST LOVE! I ADORE THIS STORY thank you so much everyone who made it be possible to read and accompany our beautiful Abel ;^; our sad Karas and their loyal and funny friends who bet on their lives like it's a joke I LOVE YOU AUTHOR-NIM! THANKS FOR THE EDITORS AND PUBLISHER SITE!!!! THANK YOU TRANSLATORS